Introduction:
I found jackie on Literotica, mostly by accident. She is an author and has posted a few stories there. I sent her a message at Christmas last year and heard nothing. Then more than a month later, she popped up in my in box. We exchanged a few emails and then I decided to go for broke.
I have never had much luck recruiting women to come and play with me; almost all my successes have been women who visited my Literotica site, read my profile and some of the accounts from my previous sub-girls (the Sorority Sisters), and decide to write to me. So I sent jackie a long, detailed, in-your-face message and asked her to surrender to me as her Mistress, and let me control her sex life. Then I sat back and waited to see what she would do. After a short delay she wrote back, and when I opened her message and began to read, I thought, "Oh, no. I've lost her." This is how she began:
Susan,
Wow! You just jump in and scare the begeebers out of a girl!
When I first saw your reply was here, I thought 'Oh goodie, something to make me hot!' I soon forgot that. It left me dazed!
That was about three hours ago. I closed the computer and wandered around the house. I fidgeted and shook my head and did some house cleaning. Then I took a long shower and washed my hair.
Getting out of the shower, I put on a pair of heeled slippers and a towel around my hair and wandered back to this machine. (I love heels and being only 5'2' may be part of the reason, but I think they are sexy and make me feel that way.)
I reopened your message and have been reading and rereading it long enough for my hair to dry. Maybe coming back to you naked is an indication of where I am headed, I don't know.
I do know that what you wrote is too powerful for me. The incest, the whippings . . . my god the dogs! I couldn't see myself there. But let me go on please.
I do find parts of it strangely exciting and stimulating. The loss of control is one thing. Totally giving up control and trusting someone who you know will protect you, and cherish you, and not hurt or embarrass you, is one thing. But to give up that control to someone who you know WILL embarrass you, WILL probably hurt you at least a little, WILL push you beyond anything you have ever willingly done, and WILL treat you like a slut and whore is scary, but oh, god, so exciting.
She went on to tell me about the kinky things she likes, including: how her boy friend talks dirty to her, calls her lewd names, and generally roughs her up physically and verbally. But nothing at all like what I seemed to be suggesting. She did say that being treated like that turned her on.
At the end, she did not say she would comply with my request, but neither did she send me away. She kept my hopes up with this closing piece of information:
I will be online most of the day, as I am working on a project for a client. Susan, I am scared and excited.
I took this as a tentative "yes," and began to chat with her about the Sexual Categories Interest survey I had sent her (which lists many fetishes, including Bestiality, Incest, and BDSM). They are, of course, among the more common fetishes/categories that people enjoy and/or want to try). My survey is a simple, quick way to inventory a girl's history and experiences, and her hopes/wishes/fears/fantasies.
jackie had many questions, and our chat burned up most of the afternoon. She put her work-related tasks aside and masturbated on and off as I tried to answer her queries. One area we explored was Forced Orgasms. When I explained what I meant by that term, and sent her a couple of video clips to show her girls being treated to such sexual stimulation, I think a switch in her libido flipped on.
The next morning, Sunday, she came back to tell me about her plan for that day. She was going to prepare a complex scene to surprise her boy friend, Jacob. I made some suggestions, mostly about safety, and off she went. That is Part One, below:
The following morning, Monday, she sent me her report of what actually happened and how she felt about it. That is Part Two below.
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Part One – jackie's Preparations
Sunday Morning 2-17-08
Susan
I am sorry for the interruption last night when Mom showed up unexpectedly. I had forgotten that we had made a date to go shopping last night and then to eat together. We had a good time as I always do with her, but I was a little distracted and had to blame it on the project I am working on. She knows what a workaholic I am, so she had no problem believing me. And no, I do not talk to Mom about sex at all, she would freak on me.
When I got in last night I was too confused and tired to get back on line with you, so I just went to bed. This morning I made myself wait as long as I could before checking my mail. It's a good thing I didn't check it last night. That video you sent would have kept me up all night. I have watched it several times already this morning. Guess what I did.
I am cooking up an idea in my deviant little head, and if I can work it out I will share it with you. For now let's just say you inspired me here.
I agreed to go to my brothers today for dinner so I will be out awhile today. Probably a good thing because I can take only so much of this. Then Jacob is supposed to be over here about seven. We were planning to go to a movie together. That may change now.LOL.
Right now, of course I am naked and I am playing with my cunt as I write. Actually, I have a vibrator that I am using on myself. It's about 10 inches long and pretty big around. I have been teasing my clit and slipping it a little into myself. I am thinking of getting that butt plug and wearing it too. Be right back.
Oh geeze, that feels weird! Sitting on this hard chair forces the plug all the way up into me. So full. My cunt is leaking and my thighs are wet. Good thing I put a towel on the chair LOL Susan, when I got up this morning I wasn't planning on doing any of this. Now I am almost in a frenzy wanting my cunt satisfied.
Now about your ideas and suggestions. I didn't have to go to the store; I have lots of dangly earrings here. I took the barbells out of my nipples and hung a pair of the really long earrings in their place. They are three leaves of green and gold that hang at different levels from tiny chains. When I wear them in my ears they hang to my shoulders. They are really too long for earrings, but just right for decorating my breasts. When I walk, they swing and bounce and they are heavier than I am used to, so I really feel the tug of them on my nipples. Every time I pass a mirror, I look and jiggle them a little more. Walking back here with that hard invader in my ass and these gaudy bangles dangling from my breasts was torment (?) thrilling(?) I am typing in my office, which is a loft overlooking my bedroom suite. I went down and got the plug, inserted it in my ass, and then walked through the house to get a fresh cup of coffee.
Susan I am not sure I can commit to this submissive arrangement as you want me to. Maybe I have too many limits in my life for this. My family is off limits, my job is off limits. I have a great life that most people would envy and I don't want to destroy that. On the other hand, you excite me and as you know by now I am a horny slut at heart. God, no shit! Here I am with six inches of anus expander shoved up my ass, about four inches of dildo in my cunt, and what feels like pounds of metal hanging from my tits, and I want more. BRB
Now I am back. I remembered that my old boy friend, Joe, had bought me a clit clip years ago. Now I have that on too. Damn I am going crazy here. What have you done to me, Susan?
OK, here is my plan for today. I will be out for several hours, visiting my brother and his family. I will have to undo all of this body decoration and get into my demure family attire for that. Should be back home by about four my time. Then I am going to forward that video to Jacob. While I am out, I am also going to stop and get a plug-in vibrator, one of those with a jillion interchangeable heads, a strong one made for deep muscle massage, with variable speeds too.
I am going to bring one of my cushioned patio chairs inside and cover it with towels. I will set it right in the middle of the living room facing the entry foyer. I will set some pillows in it to limit my movement and position me forward in the chair near the edge. Then I will figure out a way to tie that vibrator to it and to me. Maybe around the head of the vibe and around my legs then the back of the chair or its arms. I will wrap a belt around my waist and the chair to hold me back in it. (I will probably have to use two of them together to reach) I have a pair of those cuffs with the fluffy padding on them. Those will hold my ankles to the chair. I think that sitting forward like that they will reach the back legs of the chair and that will hold me forward and keep my legs open.