Authors note: Thank you for everyone who has been patient up to this point waiting for the new chapter. Up until recently, I've had to wait for my editor (also my wife and Domme) to do her magic before submitting the chapters for publication. This meant having to wait weeks before her schedule allowed her to do so. (This chapter was originally written in may 2024 and only being published now). As a result, I've now taken on the role of editor too with her guidance in order to publish more frequently so there still may be the odd grammatical error but Hopefully will improve through her training me 😉
Casper lay reading the Irish history book on his bunk. He was meant to hand the book back the day before but forgot. He thought since he'd already lost 10 points being late with it, it didn't matter what time he handed it back, as long as it was still today. Louise came to the door of his cell and saw him.
"There you are. We were wondering why you weren't with us." he looked up from the book back at her.
"Oh, hey. I'm just reading the Irish book; I need to hand it in tonight so I want to read as much of it as I can."
"What bit are you on now?" she asked curiously.
"The potato famine in the 19
th
century." her demeanour changed to a more serious one.
"Just so you know, that wasn't a famine Casper. It was a genocide."
"Yeah, I can see that." Casper took a moment before he continued, he looked sad. "It was horrible. While the Irish people were starving, they kept exporting the grain. How could Britan be so cruel? it makes me ashamed."
Louise walked over and sat on the bunk next to him. "Because they regarded us less than human. Some still do. Even today the population of Ireland is still lower than before it happened." Casper looked into her eyes earnestly.
"But I don't see you less than me Louise. I never saw anyone like that."
"I know you don't Casper. But it's the truth. Britan and many other western countries and empires had to dehumanise a people to justify their subjugation and conquest of them. The French did it to the Algerians, the Germans with the Slavs, the Americans with the natives and the Israelis with the Palestinians."
"I don't get it. They never taught me any of this in school." said Casper.
"Of course they didn't. Knowledge is power, and lack of knowledge is a way the ruling class maintains control. They need to keep the populus dumb and lazy with their propaganda and entertainment to protect themselves. If we all knew the truth and stood up against them, they wouldn't have a chance. We stood up against Britan and their imperialism and they called us terrorists and criminals! They are the bloody criminals!" Casper put down his book and curled his knees to his chest.
"My dad told me that the IRA were scum. But they just wanted freedom. I feel ashamed to be British." Louise put her hand on his knee.
"I can't speak for every one of my comrades, but our plight and anger has never been towards the common British people. Just it's establishment and foot soldiers still maintaining control over us. You, Holly and Erin are Scottish, yet are my closest friends. We'd love nothing more than for Britan to withdraw fully from Ireland and we can start building a proper friendship together as neighbours should."
"It's foot soldiers..." Casper continued. He turned to look at her with disappointment in his eyes. "Like my dad?" Louise cast her gaze ahead, vexed.
"Yes. Like your dad. Anyone who voluntarily joins the British armed forces should know what they're representing and the consequences of that. Your dad is no different. If I saw him in my country in uniform through the scope of my Armalite I wouldn't hesitate to pull the trigger."
Casper looked downwards. They both sat in silence. "Is...is there no other way? One that doesn't involve killing?" he asked shyly. Louise sighed.
"We never wanted to kill anyone Casper, but they put us against a wall. Brits came to our island for eight-hundred years, plundering, murdering and wreaking havoc. We couldn't just ask them politely to leave, we had to fight back!" She turned to look at Casper with indignation.
"Take Grace for example. She's a cold-hearted brute who wouldn't listen to reason and will stop at nothing to manipulate and dominate someone. When she tried to take you for herself the only way you could escape was through the combined physical force of me you and Holly. We fought and we won! Ireland is the exact same! While Britian still has control over us, we can never be at peace!"
"My Dad." Casper said after a pause. "Was not a good guy. When my Mum died, he started drinking again. There would always be fights between us. He started spending a good sum of his wage at the bookies and we even had to move out of the flat because he missed too many mortgage payments. He showed me nothing but contempt and resentment in those years." Casper looked up at Louise earnestly.
"But I still love him. And I always will. In the beginning he was a great dad to me, and I'll never forget that. I don't think I can ever fully comprehend the plight and struggle of your people but from doing the research I have I can only imagine where you're coming from, and I don't hold that against you. You're an amazing friend Louise and I want you to stay as one. But I'll always love my dad no matter what and I don't know how that sits with you." she smiled back at him.
"Of course you love him." she replied in a comforting tone.
"As you said, not what he did wrong but what he did right. He's your daddy after all and I have no issue with that. Now, if you told me you loved him because he kicked Irish arse then that'd be a different story. But I'll always be your friend in here Casper no matter what." Casper smiled back at her.
"That's a relief. Cause I don't want to lose you." he said. Louise opened her arms for a hug with a smile and Casper drew forward and they embraced.
The next day, Casper headed to breakfast after his shower as usual. In the mess hall he saw Mark sitting alone again. He was excited to see him but Mark looked sad. Unbeknownst to Casper he had been self-harming again. Casper sat down next to him with his tray.
"Hey." said Casper