"You are here to serve your masters. During the day, in connection with the maintenance of the household, you will perform whatever chores are assigned to you... But at the first word or gesture, you will stop whatever you are doing and avail yourself for what is really your one and only duty." -- Pauline Réage,
Histoire d'O
Lydia said "Come," and Jane followed her downstairs. She felt light-headed and she wobbled. Her legs were stiff and she ached inside. She wished she had been able to wash herself, because she stank of her own sweat and effusions intermingled with the men's. It was early afternoon, and everyone in the house had gathered on the lawn for the sport to begin. Each day the women of the Château played a different game, or if it suited the Masters any number of games. Some of the men had been busy during at least part of the morning, because a large wooden apparatus had been erected. It consisted of a rotary base with eight horizontal poles projecting as spokes from the axis, like one of those grinding wheels in an ancient flour mill. Sixteen slavegirls including Jane were assigned places, two on each of the arms of the device, and hitched into place. There were "eye" bolts screwed into the wood to which their bracelets were attached with short chains. The eight women on the outer part of the arm were linked by a rope that ran from the collar of one, down between her legs and cleaving her labia, to the collar of the girl behind her, and so on to complete the loop. The eight inner girls were connected the same way.
Once they were so placed, music began to play, and according to the tempo the gears in the machine changed so as to make the revolutions more or less difficult. This altered the rate at which the women marched in their never-ending circuit. The mechanism was so designed that each of the arms rotated independently, and the result was that if one pair moved too quickly for those behind to keep pace, the rope between their thighs was dragged deep into their crevices; but if they slowed down the tug on their collars signalled that they were doing the same to those directly in front. They could not bunch up to relieve the tension without someone in the circle suffering, and the result was that as they trudged round and round, they had to keep in a steady rhythm with their partners side-by-side and front and behind, which was made more demanding by the fact that they were blindfolded, and also gagged, so their only communication could be grunts and groans. The gags were of the whiffle-ball kind which made it easier to breathe but caused, in a very short time, uncontrollable drooling. For some reason she did not fully comprehend, Jane found this particular, absurd degradation to be deeply and intensely arousing. Life in the Château had that effect.
To allow them the full enjoyment of the rope's movement between their thighs and prevent it abrading the tender flesh, the women had been given small loincloths to wear. It was the first time that Jane had covered her most private part (or for that matter, any of her apart from the eyes) since she entered the house. Yet this was not for compassion; it meant that the game could go on for at least two hours. With just a minute of rest and a sip of water every half-hour, the women were so exhausted by the end that, once released from their harness, all collapsed beside the wheel. Yet the worst part had been the boredom; and it was perhaps the most appalling aspect of the infernal machine that it had no purpose, it did nothing but turn under their efforts and make a pointless tune. But the Masters thought it amusing; and Jane found her ordeal as exhilarating as anything she had faced so far; and she was proud that neither she nor any of the other slaves had faltered.
Given no time to recover, they progressed to the next game. By the end, Jane was sore and drained, humiliated and elated. She had laughed herself silly, shrieked until she was hoarse, screamed in agony and ecstasy, begged for mercy and cried out for more of these torments. No part of her, inside or out, accessible to the players was left unscathed. She was astonished at what her body could withstand and how her mind coped. She was happy when it was over, and saddened that there was no more, ashamed at what she had borne without resistance, proud that she had endured.
Around her, the other women were reacting the same way; but being blindfolded most of the time she found out nothing about them apart from what they had in common, that which made them playthings. And every now and then, as she sweated and shuddered and whimpered and groaned, she sensed that Master Daniel or any of the other men might be cringing, imagining themselves to be the ones naked and writhing chained upon the rack, thrashing about lashed to the frame, squirming under the grill, struggling with the weights, bracing against the onslaught of outlandish appliances and bizarre contraptions, dangling, doubled up, stretched out, prostrate, cowering, crying, crawling, stumbling, shuffling, hopping, jerking, gulping for breath, yelling defiance, choking back the sobs and gasps of pleasure. That also gave her a feeling of pride.
The last event of the day was the pony show. Each girl was equipped with bridle, bit-gag, and blinkers, harness, plume and tail, shackles and hobble. They raced each other round the gardens, pulling sulkies driven by the Masters. They pranced and paced, piaffed and pirouetted, cantered and trotted for the dressage.
When evening fell and the games ended, Jane accompanied the other women (all except Lydia, who had not been exempted from the games but remained aloof from her fellow slaves) to the communal shower, and revelled in the voluptuous stream of steam that washed away the sweat and the grime and the froth and all the other stains from her marvellous tribulation. Away from the watchful eyes of the Masters, there was some smiling and whispering. Some of the girls sudsed and scrubbed each other, and Jane was intrigued, and inspirited, by their affectionate tenderness. Such intimacy, she had believed, was reserved for those in the house whose body parts entitled them to rule.
After that they prepared dinner. The women were not given time to rest or relax. When one of the girls stopped for respite it was so that she could renew her best effort. As usual there was no speaking. Of course, the rule of silence did get broken now and then, but rarely for no good reason.
As Jane well knew, all were here of their own free will. They accepted and welcomed the impositions and obligations and compulsions, and anything else which the Masters ordained. There were punishments for disobedience, but Jane had so far had seen nothing but compliance -- abject and absolute. And what she discovered, often to her astonishment, sometimes to her dismay, increasingly to her joy, was that there could be pleasure and pride in such unqualified submission. Her experience had begun as a personal challenge, a test of her limits, a trial of endurance, a quest in search of herself. She had been promised an adventure the like of which she would never have imagined, a journey few people dared to take and fewer completed. She had not been disappointed.
In the evening, once the Masters had dined and the slavegirls had eaten, everyone assembled in the courtyard. All of the women except Jane were blindfolded; she was permitted to see that with which the others were already familiar. In the middle of the enclosure, a scaffold had been erected. From the horizontal beam were suspended three pairs of manacles. Jane shivered, and it was not just the bite of the cold air on her naked flesh.