It had been a week since I met him in the club, since I had gone home with him not even knowing his full name and totally given myself to him. It had been two weeks of having my senses tormented, my body trained and my needs fulfilled.
I had spent every night of the last two weeks with him, everyday going to work sore and sated, in a sexual haze. I drove, worked and lived by rote when I wasn't with him, just waiting for the time he would be with me.
We had gone back to the club once since the night we had met, he made me wear sexier clothes then I ever had. He took me shopping and we bought a slinky black nightgown with see through lace panels and a totally lace bra which I wore the next weekend.
Often at the club I would see Dominants, either male or female, leading their subs around on leashes, the sight had always repulsed me but I would gladly have done it for him since I had come to fully accept him as my master. The first night we got ready for the club he brought me a thick leather collar and my leather wrist cuffs and had me put them on. I waited for him to do more but he just lead me to the car.
I finally broke down and asked the question that was on my mind since he had given me permission to talk freely when we were not having a scene. "Are you going to leash me?" I asked.
"Do I need to?" He asked then answered before I had a chance to say no, "You are mine, anyone can see that, I don't need to leash you to show the world that, I don't need to humiliate you in public, though I may in the future just to teach you to behave. Your leash is your devotion, if I need more than that to prove I own you I will just let you go now."
"No Sir, please don't let me go." I begged, the thought making me sick.
He stroked my leg with was uncovered as usual when in his car and told me in a soft loving voice, "I have no intention of ever letting you go, only you can do that if you choose."
At the club we spent the first hour kissing on the balcony and I knew he was marking me as his to everyone. After that he decided to play pool and told me to leave him for a while, to be back in exactly one hour and to talk to my friends and make sure they knew I was alright, to not even look his way until the hour was up.
I wandered off wondering how I would manage to spend an hour in the club without even looking his way, how I could talk to my friends as if nothing had happened to me at all and get back to him in exactly an hour. I sat with my friends telling them everything was alright, I was just in love and sorry that I had not called them, they were all concerned but admitted I looked happier then ever.
I put my watch on the table and covertly watched it minute by minute and finally made my way over to the pool table and quietly sat and watched him play for another two hours. I should have been bored but watching him move, bend and hold the cue had me totally entranced.
Finally he told me it was time to go and I followed him to the car on the roof and as usual lifted my skirt clear of my thighs and sat on the soft seat cover. I was surprised when we drove the opposite way from where his house was and even more surprised as we pulled into a 24 hour mega-mart.
He pulled into the nearly empty parking lot and parked near the door handed me a shopping list and a hundred dollar bill.
"Put the money in your bra and buy everything on the shopping list, I expect you to get every item and to ask for directions at least three times. You will pay with the money from your bra and you will look the person checking you out in the eye and answer any question honestly. Be sure the first item fits you by trying it on." He told me.
I opened the door without looking at the list, realizing that the nightgown that looked like such a cool dress in a dark club would be obviously a nightgown in the glaring lights of the mega-mart. As I walked through the doors I started to read the list and knew this was his test, he had told me he did not have to embarrass me, but that I had to be willing to be embarrassed if he chose.
Many of the items we already had, and most likely had much better quality than I would ever find there, but it was the fact that I would be carrying them around the store and that I would have to pay for them that would test me.
The first item on the list was a large, thick leather dog collar and I was suppose to test it out first with would mean undoing the collar I was wearing and standing in the pet aisle and trying it on.
I walked across the store pushing a cart and feeling as if everyone could tell I was not wearing panties, as if everyone could tell that I was dripping wet, as if everyone could tell my master was testing me. I stopped a worker to ask directions and he pointed me to the side of the store. I wandered off and actually had to ask another person where pet stuff was since the first directions were so vague, two directions down.
Finally I reached the pet aisle and began testing collars, I went as fast as I could but still had to try on four of them to find one that fit right. I tossed it into the cart along with a leather leash.
Reading the list farther I headed for the pharmacy and stocked up on a 36 pack of condoms, a tube of lube as well as a small vibrating ring designed to "Increase Pleasure."
Cosmetics for a sleep mask and a body brush with a short handle, sporting goods for a pair of ping pong paddles, then house wears for clothes pins. I asked for directions to hardwear and bought a bag of rope and then read the last item on the list and was sure I would die of embarrassment.
"The largest, longest cucumber they have."
Oh my god.
And yet I found myself heading for produce, wondering just how big did they grow cucumbers these days. I was shocked at what I found, no little pickles these, but long, thick green monsters stared at me. I finally found one that was 10 inches long and thick enough that I could not get my hand all the way around it.
I headed towards the front of the store and looked at the only open checkout which was tended by a young man. Oh this was going to be hard.
I started pulling item after item out of my cart and placed them on the counter and then stood there looking strait at the face of the young man. I knew the exact moment it came to him that all this stuff had a purpose, when he looked up at me and then down at my dress and cuffs and collar.
"Nice night out there?" was all he said.
"Ummm yes lovely night." was all I could say. He never even raised an eyebrow when I pulled a hundred dollar bill out of my bra.
Finally he loaded everything up for me and said have a good night, they really should pay that boy more.
I headed out to the car and saw that the trunk was open so I loaded it full of my shopping spree and then headed for the passenger side. I saw a man standing outside the front doors smoking and looking at me and yet I knew I would have to pull my skirt up around my thighs to sit in the car. I turned my back to him and hoisted my skirt as I got in, wondering if he was shocked or had he seen it all before?