I was driving the Hummer back down the mountain and revisiting every rock, boulder, and pothole in the road. They bounced us all over the place just as they had when we were on our way up the road earlier that morning. Karen was silent and seemed to be in another place in her head.
"What are you thinking so hard about little one?"
My voice jerked her out of her secret space and brought her back to the reality of being here with me as I navigated around the worst of the obstacles in the road.
"Huh. Oh. I was just thinking about earlier."
"Don't be difficult little one. What exactly were you thinking about?"
"Master, I was thinking about what you said when we were in the woods. You said something about trying to turn one of my many fantasies into reality tomorrow. I was also thinking about what you said concerning my having a choice about real piercings. And, I was thinking the most about why you didn't choose to keep me in the woods a lot longer than you did. We still had what's left of the afternoon."
"Did you want me to keep you in the woods a lot longer?"
"Yes Sir. I did. There was so much more I could have performed for you and so many more things you could have done to me for your pleasure."
"Now this is a complete reversal little one. You started off this day as a very nervous novice submissive, unsure of yourself in your ability to please me, fearful of what I would do to you or have you do for me, and totally afraid of the possibility that you would be a failure. Now you are telling me that I didn't do enough. That's one hell of a switch cum slut."
"It is, isn't it Sir." Karen was laughing as she said those words.
"Can you tell me why the sudden change in your desires little one?"
"I don't know if I can exactly Master. When you were using the crop on my tits, I started enjoying what you were doing to me. When you were using the rubber paddle on my pussy, something changed in my head. I thought you were going to stop when I counted out ten but you kept going. Somewhere between 11 and 25, I suddenly didn't want you to ever stop. I felt real disappointment when we reached 25 and you did stop. I really wanted you to keep going and going. I was hoping that you would go to 50 or even 100 or more. I can't explain it Sir. My body was turning the pain of the paddle impacts into pure erotic pleasure. The word 'Owned' kept going through my head over and over again. It was such a rush Master. I suddenly realized that the greatest pleasure I have ever experienced in my life was coming from being totally and absolutely controlled by you. I wanted you to do anything you wanted to me, no matter what it was or what I would have to perform or endure. I realized that an orgasm is something that you give me as a reward instead of something I automatically receive after every lesson in submission that you are teaching me.
I realized that being denied an orgasm only means that I have to try harder to earn it Sir. I finally realized that my only purpose is to please you no matter what I have to do to accomplish that. And 'Owned' kept flowing through my thoughts without a pause. I am 'Owned' by you Master and what a fantastic and wonderful feeling that word gave me. I am your property. You can do anything you want with me. You can use me in any way for your personal pleasure. You told me right from the beginning that I would learn to feel pleasure when I was pleasing you and that so absolutely happened when you were using the crop or paddling my pussy and tits. How or why I don't know Sir. It just happened. I am 'Owned'. I love that thought. I need it. And I don't ever want to be anything but 'Owned' by you Master for the rest of my life. There. I've said it. And that is the absolute honest truth Sir. It comes from my heart and my soul."
"Are you finished with the searching and making new discoveries little one?"
"No Sir. I'm not finished at all. I'm just beginning. What I am finished with is the reluctance to make the search and the fear of what I might discover. For the first time, I am totally into the anticipation of what you have planned for me next. I am so excited about what you said concerning my experiencing one of my fantasies tomorrow and not having the slightest idea of which one you are talking about. I've told you so many over the past few years and several more since we met in Flagstaff. I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight thinking about that Sir."
"You will sleep just fine little one, because you know that fantasy, that I hopefully can put together on such short notice, is one that will bring you a great amount of pleasure. This last day of this trip together is going one that we will both enjoy. I want you to know that being submissive or being owned is not always one sided. It won't be with me anyway. Some Masters are much different in regards to how they treat their submissive slaves. It all depends on how they view their reward system. Mine is very much in your favor when I know that you have done everything you can to earn it."