Chapter 2b
(The Spirit Gods have spoken)
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"When we leave here, we will go into the woods and carry out your fantasy that you presented to me for consideration last night. Once the fantasy has begun, you will experience everything from beginning to end. There will not be a safe word and you will not be able to stop the scenario at any time. I promise you complete safety but you will endure any manner or means for however I may wish to use you. You may ask for mercy and I may allow you some but what we will be doing is finding and testing your limits. I may not concede to your request for mercy so use it very wisely if you should want to make that plea. You will be allowed to make any sounds indicating anything you may experience from ecstasy to agony, and everything in between, but you will not be allowed to speak other than asking for mercy or answering any question I may ask you. This will be the most intense test of trust you will experience this weekend. You will not be told what is coming next at any time. There may be ecstasy and there may be agony and you will accept any and all physical and sexual uses that your body is capable of providing for my pleasure. The only way you will make it through this fantasy that will be coming to life will be absolute faith in your trust and love for me, plus the faith and commitment you have in yourself and to yourself. When your part of the fantasy turned real life is over, we will continue on with my plans for you for the rest of the day. I can stop at any time by my choice. You will have no control over content or stopping any part of the content of your scenario. Beg me now and convince me that you both need and desire to endure this fantasy from the beginning to end."
"Master, I came to Sedona to be with you and to experience as many of my ignored and hidden away fears, fantasies and dreams as possible. I have read every one of your stories and knew in advance of the deep levels of training that you are capable of taking a submissive and a slave. My fantasies were very limited in scope and I was actually expecting you to make me explore my secret sexual needs and desires on a casual level. A little taste of everything kinky more or less. The kinkiest things I have ever done were danger sex and exposing my body in public with the possibility of being caught. The pictures of me that I sent you were a first. When I sent you a picture of my tits, or my pussy, or my ass, I got so hot I had to get myself off immediately. Every kinky act I completed was casual compared to what I have experienced so far this weekend.
You have treated me with respect and with love every second I have been here. You have allowed me to search and discover a number of my secret desires on my own. You have allowed me to learn and not just receive. I was scared to death of what we were going to do. I had total faith and trust in you from the beginning and knew you would never hurt me in a sadistic manner. But, the possibility was always there in front of me and I was petrified when I got on the plane going to Flagstaff. My pussy actually dried up and locked itself shut for the entire flight.
What I encountered was a Master that guided me with a firm hand but let me make many of the choices on the first day. We played, we learned, we searched, and we discovered more and more about my fantasies and desires.
You never forced me to do anything and you were never cruel to me. You were always firm and in command and it didn't take me long to realize that I needed and wanted to be commanded. It was thrilling beyond belief being submissive to your wishes and desires and to your pleasure. I quickly discovered how much I wanted to please and pleasure you and how wonderful it made me feel inside doing just that. Each activity we engaged in became more and more intense, with fun and normal activities between each adventure. The more we did this, the more the fantasies began to appear and I began to crave exploring them further. I experienced all of this in one single day. I hate and fear pain and vulnerability more than I can possibly describe, but you used both and taught me how to experience intense sexual arousal and orgasm. I could never have imagined having the most intense orgasm of my life from having my pussy whipped for a long period of time.
You asked me to create a scenario. I had quickly discovered a very important part of who you are as my Master, and that is your willingness to reward me with orgasms. I am aware, Sir, that I am a novice and I am fully aware that you wanted me to be exposed to submission without feeling overly threatened in the process. I have been learning about myself and I have also learned a great deal about you at the same time. I've known you for over 12 years and there is very little that I don't know about you. My trust and faith in you has always been there for all these years but, until this weekend, it was always assumed, but not experienced to such extreme. At least what I call extreme. It's all very basic to you I'm sure. What I have learned about you Sir, is that everything, without exception, that I have felt and believed in about you is absolutely true. And I love you so much more because of that.
I created the scenario I described to you for several reasons. It is my signature on the contract of my ownership by you, my Master. I am a novice, but you will teach me what I need to understand and experience. And the most important reason of all may be called a test by some, but which I see as a necessary revelation of our hearts. I need to fully understand and experience, as I would think most that are new to submission have a need to know, the limits to which I am willing and capable of reaching to bring my needs, desires, cravings, and fantasies to life and how responsibly you take me there. I beg you Sir to take me to the places I need to go as your submissive that won't change our relationship or how I live my everyday life in any way other than positive."
"Well, little one. That was a very thorough and a not unexpected response to what I had asked for from you. Your rapidly growing perception of submission is amazing and I am proud of you. I know what I am going to teach you, how it will help you learn what you really want to know, and I am not going to tell you anything in advance. The only hint that I'm going to give you is that I'm a firm believer in the fact that many submissives can learn their limits without fully experiencing them at that particular moment. It's not a test of how far I can take you in every situation. It is how far you need and desire to go and how willing you are to let me take you there. With that thought in mind, let's go play in the woods."
We packed up everything, including any trash we had created, and headed back to the Hummer. Once at the car, I told her to get dressed, which was not a command I enjoyed giving. I asked Karen if she was hungry and she advised me that she was too nervous to be hungry. I gave her a bottle of water and told her to finish the entire container by the time we found a spot to begin our next adventure of the day. I had the Hummer out of the woods and on the road in no time at all and I began looking for a place on the other side of the road where I could park once again without attracting the one and only local Sheriff.
About two miles further up the mountain, on the side that still faced Sedona, I found an old fire trail completely grown in with grasses and weeds. If I had blinked at that moment, we would have driven right past it. I stopped and backed up to the small break in the trees. I got out of the Hummer to check out the trail and to make sure that the vehicle would fit between the trees and the branches to avoid scratching the paint. It could get quite expensive returning a Hummer to the rental agency with scratches all over it. I didn't see any problem getting off the roadway and returned to the vehicle. I actually got it about fifty feet off road which put it completely out of sight. In typical western outlaw fashion, I returned to the entrance to the trail and roughed up all the grass and weeds again so that it looked just as unused as when I found it.
When I returned to the Hummer, Karen was standing next to it quite naked again with the exception of her shoes and socks, which were needed to walk through these woods. I stopped and looked at her from about twenty feet away and she looked gorgeous and almost innocent. With one look into her eyes, though, I found no innocence at all. I found anxiety and nervousness, but no innocence.
"Are you ready to begin your adventure little one?"