WARNING!! SPOILERS FOR
THE CAMGIRL
If you haven't read my first story on here,
The Camgirl
, go check out my profile and read it. This chapter contains mild spoilers for that story, and though you can probably read up to Chapter 12 of this story before you spoil too much for that one, I recommend reading it first for the best experience!
For those of you who
have
read
The Camgirl
, 1) You're awesome for reading all the way here, I hope you continue to enjoy it! 2)
The Camgirl
is just the first arc of the overall story. I thought about waiting until that was done to publish this, but thought you might like switching back and forth to see what Marie has been up to. This chapter takes place the night before "Chapter 58: Not Enough? Or Too Much?" I hope you enjoy it! <3 I hope you enjoy it! <3
IV: Desperate
Marie
Marie stood on the sidewalk, dumbfounded as she gazed at the door to Lexi's building. She didn't know how long it took before the cold got to her and a shiver shook her out of her daze. She wrapped her arms around herself, trying to warm up a bit.
What the fuck just even happened?
So, Lexi was trans. Or a girl with a dick, or however she wanted to put it. That wasn't a big deal, right?
I still want to see her.
A part of her even wanted to go up after Lexi, but...
Am I just drunk and horny?
Despite how far she'd gone with each, especially Liam, Marie had only had sex with two guys. As for Alice and Leah, she didn't know what the line for girls was between sex and just fooling around--
Yes, you do. It's what you did with Blake.
"Fuck," Marie sighed, running a hand through her hair.
What am I even doing?
She wrapped her arms around herself again, though not just because of the cold, this time.
I met Lexi a week ago and I barely fucking know her. She's cool, but...wasn't I trying to do what Liam said and look for something more than just sex?
Marie blinked, realizing she'd taken her phone out. It was open to her conversation with Liam.
Is it still a conversation if it's this one-sided?
She'd sent him enough unanswered messages that there weren't even any from him on the screen unless she scrolled back.
Marie wiped at her eyes as she looked at that screen. There were no tears, but her eyes were hot.
I don't even want to ask him to take me back anymore.
She just wanted someone to talk to. Someone familiar who could hold her and distract her from these stupid feelings and questions.
Biting her lip, Marie looked toward Lexi's building again.
Going up there wouldn't only mean sex, right? We could just make out and talk more and spend the night together?
The problem was, Marie wasn't sure she would be able to control herself if she went up there.
Is that the alcohol? Hormones? Or am I just so fucking desperate that I can't even hold to any restrictions I set for myself?
Marie looked back down at her phone but tapped away from her conversation with Liam. She almost closed down the messages app, but then saw Kylie's name down near the bottom of the page. She hadn't spoken with the brunette since shortly after their hookup the week before.
Her thumb hovered over the conversation.
Is this crossing a line with Lexi if I do this? I like her, but we're not dating or anything, right?
Marie hesitated, then tapped Kylie's name and started texting her. She needed to stop thinking so much tonight. Going home and trying to sleep would probably just make that worse.
"Hey, any chance you're free tonight?"
Marie waited for a moment after she sent the text, watching to see if any bubbles appeared. When none did, she started back toward her apartment. A part of her wanted to just walk over to Kylie's place but knew that would definitely seem too clingy for the brunette.
Her phone buzzed a few minutes later, and Marie's face lit up as she saw Kylie's name on the banner.
"Hey, I can be. Not around my place at the moment, though. I'm over hanging out with a friend."
Marie stopped at that last part. Did that mean she'd just finished hooking up with someone?
Do I care?
Marie decided she didn't.
"Where are you? I can try to meet you halfway."
"Over by Kenmore."
Marie blinked.
"That's actually not too far from me. On my way home, actually."
"Awesome. Want to meet me at the Blanford stop? Text me when you're almost there?"
Marie grinned and started walking again.
"That works."
She almost put her phone down, speeding up her pace a bit. Then it buzzed again.
"How far out do you think you are?"
Marie thought for a moment.
"From Kenmore? Maybe 10-15 minutes."
"Perfect. Out at a party or something?"
Marie sighed. She typed out and deleted her response three times before settling on one.
"Yeah, didn't exactly have as much fun as I planned."
"Been there. Should I be flattered or insulted?"
Marie's cheeks grew hot. Then she thought back to her night with the brunette, and an idea popped into her head. She typed out the message but didn't send it right away.
Fuck it.
She sent it.
"Will you be rough like last time if it's an insult?"
"Rougher ;)"
Marie's pussy clenched, her entire body tingling as she read Kylie's reply. She sent one last text.
"Text you when I'm close. Might be a bit quicker than I said."
Then she took off toward Kenmore, struggling not to run all the way there.
***
Marie fumbled with the door to her room, somehow managing to open the handle and bump the door open without breaking her kiss with Kylie. Her body was on fire, pussy throbbing with need. Every second Kylie's lips were on hers, Marie grew more desperate.
Kylie backed Marie through the room until they bumped against the edge of the bed, kiss finally breaking. Marie met Kylie's gaze long enough to see the brunette grin before the taller girl pushed her back onto the bed. They'd both run into separate restrooms upon arriving--one of the many times Marie had been thankful for the three-bedroom, two-bath apartment--and Marie had touched up her make-up and cleaned herself of all the sweat from being at the party and walking home. She'd also made sure she was clean in...other places.
Just in case.
She imagined Kylie had done the same.
How does she always look so fucking hot?
"Any chance you've got some toys?" Kylie asked, climbing onto the bed and looming over Marie before leaning down to kiss her.
"Some," Marie gasped between desperate kisses, suddenly nervous, "But no strap-on."
Fuck, I hope that's not a deal-breaker.
Kylie nipped at Marie's bottom lip, "I can work with that. Where do you keep 'em?"
"Bottom drawer," Marie said, gesturing vaguely in the direction of her nightstand. She let out a relieved breath as the brunette pushed herself up and walked over to the nightstand.
Twenty-minute walk home and I don' t think of that until now? Why am I such a fucking idiot tonight?
"Okay. This, I can work with."
The brunette's smug, eager tone helped her shake the self-deprecating thoughts from her head. Marie pushed herself up on her elbows, glancing over at Kylie as the taller girl turned back around, hands hidden behind her.
"Of course, I can still make you scream like a good little slut even without toys." She met Marie's gaze, expression sobering a bit, "If you want to be my slut again, that is."
Marie grinned, nodding.
Kylie arched a brown eyebrow, "You need to ask, remember? Or tell me what you want."
Marie's face lit up as she said the words in her head, biting her lip.
"I want to be your slut," she said, somehow keeping her words breathy rather than spitting them out too fast to understand.