The Room
The room lives In my self created fantasy of dark dreams and forbidden desires. It is there.... I dare to dream, I can be whoever I choose to be. However always contingent on one king and one queen both in the same suit. Bonded together in the pinochle game of trust and lust.
I have imagined a place like this. Where all bets are off. A visual Vegas. What happens in the room stays in the room.
Where deeply drawn lines get crossed. Limits are blurred and smudged like one of my oil pastels muddled onto stretched canvas.
So naturally, my nervousness and excitement begin to grow as he opens the door. Not really knowing what the secret room would hold.
Let me just mention, this room did not disappoint. It embodied the lust I've waited an eternity to explore.
My eyes widen and flicker. I cannot contain the excitement and awe on my face. I'm like a fat kid in a candy store or at an all you can eat buffet.
I draw in a deep breath, trying to hold back my emotions. My lip curls up in a halfway smile when I realize how kinky my new found friend really is. He has a whole different side to him I never imagined. Prior to tonight he was just my flirty coworker.
The one I have never seen naked yet, but have undressed with my eyes a million times at work before. Imagination porn to make the work week breeze by.
I found myself wondering how his skin smells. Or how well endoub he is. Or perhaps the aromatics of his manhood when it is aroused with pleasure. I attempt to shake the thought out of my head.
Now I get the notion that he may be the master of my daydreams. The Alpha male who I may be willing to give up control to. The shadow figure that resides in my deepest darkest delves of my dungeon.
So I drink the room's energy. My arm hairs stand on end from sexual tension and a hint of fear. I know I've dipped my toe in to test the waters. I was expecting a puddle and uncovered a whole damn lake.
I know I'm going to remember tonight.
It will be a Christening of sorts. Inevitably leading to a bloodletting of pleasure mixed with pain.
The room
The relentless room
Dare I describe
The walls were a deep purple in color. Crown molding in shiny black lacquer. A deep gray wood floor with different color patched mats, pillows, and positioning pads in the corner.
Black Gothic style sconces light the room in a candlelight flicker. Shining light just enough to see the black and white pinup style nude photos of female form. All of them hang at eye level. Tasteful, non identifying, and incredibly sexy.
I can't help but notice there's plenty of room for additional pictures. It was then I decided I wanted to hang as an object of beauty in his room.
Restraints consisting of a bondage collar, wrists and ankle cuffs were hanging in the center of the far wall. Decorative hooks hung various riding crops, paddles, and light chain and rope.
All of the toys encased the slave style "animal enclosure" nicely. Ergonomically placed an arms length away from the habitat. Adjacent to the play zone was some type of bull riding device with a dildo.
In the middle of the room is a beautiful platform bed with pull drawers underneath. Next to the bed were large black and metal stacking boxes for side tables
The sheets appeared a fine egyptian cotton, a dark heather gray with a thread count my paycheck couldn't cover.
I stood in an empty space of the room. My eyes wide, scanning the room. I was afraid of viewing any one object too long.
I was operating under the assumption that my game of mystery would be solved. So I continued to hold back the emotions on my face.
Soon enough he will know all my interests.
We can have that careful conversation about consent to use.
After I can inquire about the objects I've never seen before and how they are used.
But right now, I feel an overwhelming desire to play with the plethora of toys.
Fuck focus girl. Get it together. I constantly have to keep reminding myself to slow down. Things will happen here In due time.
Suddenly I realize, maybe I'm a tad bit inexperienced and vanilla. My face begins to flush.
He can tell I become a bit embarrassed, withdrawn, and maybe a bit shocked from the widespread sexual smorgasbord.
"Are you okay?" He asks while grasping my shoulders and prompting me to look up at him.
"I want you to know, it is okay to be vulnerable with me. Our secret tryst is here, and here alone. At work you will not address me in any sexual way. But here....any fantasy you wish, I will try to make it a reality."
I thought about it for a minute, my timid eyes turned devilishly delighted at the thought. I cache my thoughts and overthinking questions and listen to him begin to speak again.