The Retreat
Chapter 8
Sleep had eluded Sara. She lay on the bed, letting her mind take her back to the very beginning of it all. She closed her eyes and let it play out. Maybe she could have seen it and done something about it.
As Sara entered the crowded bar, a wave of music, laughter, and the smell of alcohol swept over her. She didn't often go out by herself, but she was on a mission. She just wanted to get drunk, meet a guy, and get fucked. She wore her sluttiest outfit. A short black mini skirt, a tight white tank top, no bra of course, and knee-high black leather boots. She hadn't bothered to get fancy with her hair and kept it in a simple ponytail.
She noted that several guys noticed her as she walked up to the bar and smiled to herself. A couple of them were actually attractive and could possibly work out. She made her way through the crowd and up to the bar. She looked around as she waited for the bartender to take her order. It was pretty busy, which was to be expected for a Saturday night. The crowd looked to be fairly young tonight though. It seemed to be mostly college kids celebrating their school's win in a basketball game.
She turned back to the bar when the bartender finally got to her and asked what she was having.
"Vodka cranberry," she said, turning back and scanning the room while her drink was being made.
Her eyes caught Leah across the room. She felt her heart begin to flutter a bit. This woman was beautiful. She didn't typically go for women like that, but she couldn't help but notice. She was tall, her long blonde hair hanging loosely down her back. The cute little cocktail dress accented her curves in all the right ways. Her generous cleavage drew her eyes like a magnet.
Sara turned away reluctantly as the bartender returned with her drink, and she handed over her card.
"Keep it open," she told the bartender and turned back around.
The woman wasn't there anymore Sara noted, feeling a bit disappointed. She put her out of her mind and made her way over to one of the guys she spotted earlier. She hadn't taken three steps, when that women stepped in front of her.
"Well hello," she said, her voice rich and sensual,
"My name is Leah. Who might you be?"
"Sara," Sara replied, her mouth felt a bit dry and she couldn't think of anything to say.
This woman was even more beautiful close up.
"Would you care to join me?" Leah asked and gestured over to a table in the corner.
"Sure," Sara said and followed Leah to the table.
After they sat down, Leah began chatting away with Sara as if they were old friends recently reunited. Sara immediately felt more relaxed and comfortable and got caught up in the conversation.
She didn't remember much after that. She did recall Leah asking her if she wanted to go to her place. She remembered her hands, lips, and mouth over her body, and then nothing before waking up on that cross.
Just thinking of the cross started to turn her on. It took her a moment, but realized what was happening.
It must be that drug. Leah probably slipped something into my drink that night at the bar
she thought.
She tried to remember what it felt like hanging there, the pleasure and pain of it. Even her memories seemed to amplify those sensations. That must have been why she came so hard, why she loved every minute of it. Something like that wasn't typically she fantasized about. Come to think of it, neither was being involved in a gang bang.
"Damnit!" she shouted angrily, punching the bed.
Sara wiped the tears of anger and frustration from her face. Every encounter, every orgasm, every thought and feeling since being here was a lie.
Even Gail?
She whispered to herself, scared of what the answer might be.
As if she was summoned with that thought, Gail swept into the room. Sara sat up with a start, feeling at once happy that she was here and angry at the sight of her.
"I'm back... Oh dear! What's wrong!?" Gail cried and rushed to Sara, wrapping her arms around her.
As soon as Gail embraced her Sara started bawling. Despite being angry, she couldn't hold it in, and just let it all out. Gail just gently rocked her, whispered soothing words, and held her tight.
Several minutes later Sara pulled back out from Gail's arms, wiping her face and composing herself.
"What is it dear?" Gail asked, sympathy painted on her face.
Sara didn't know if she could really trust this woman. Not after that note.
"I guess I was just feeling overwhelmed with everything, and when I couldn't find you... I guess I just couldn't handle it," Sara lied.
"Oh my dear, I'm so sorry. I should have told you I was going away. It's all my fault," Gail said, tears now forming in her eyes.
"Well, you're back now, so all is well," Sara managed to smile, feeling guilty for lying.
"I promise, I won't go away again without telling you first. But if there is anything you need to talk about, anything at all, I am here for you," Gail said gravely.