*** AUTHOR'S NOTE *** I have never been to or been a part of a bdsm play party, this is simply a scene that someone suggested I try my hand at writing. If I got anything wrong, PLEASE let me know so I can fix it! I want to learn so I can create better stories for my reader. Thank you.
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Nadia was nervous. More than nervous, actually. She'd never been to a play party before, but here Sir had talked her into performing at one. Yikes. She had no idea how many people were going to be watching. She didn't mind a bit of exhibitionism at times, but she still had a bit of stage fright. Crowds already made her nervous.
She was starting to hyperventilate as she thought about it backstage. Sir was discussing the scene with the coordinator when he noticed his pet's distress. He frowned, excusing himself to go to the petite little brown haired woman. "Pet? It's okay. It's gonna be okay, shh, come here." He spoke softly, pulling his naked sub into his embrace as tears stung at her eyes. What if she messed up? What if they didn't like her? What if she puked?
What if,
What if,
What if.
She expressed her fears to Sir, and he smiled softly. "It's okay, my dear pet. It's okay to be nervous. There's nothing you could do that would make me love you any less or think any less of you. We don't have to do this if you really don't want to, but remember that you are allowed to use your safe word at any time and I will be right there with you. I promise. I'm not going anywhere, love. I'm right here."
Nadia sighed into Sir's arms. He understood. He always understood. Sir had helped lift her up from some of her lowest points. He had pulled her out of a severe depression, saved her from attempting suicide, and helped her kick an age old drug addiction. Nadia had been a mess when Sir had found her - begging on the streets for money, selling her body to get money for drugs. He had a habit of rounding up lost sheep, but Nadia had been his longest project. Initially, he was just going to get her off of the heroin and into a women's shelter, but something about her had awakened a fire within him. He needed her, almost as much as she needed him. It had been two years, almost, since he first took her home. Their relationship had grown into one of trust and loyalty, companionship and love. She loved him, and he, her. She was more than happy to satisfy his needs, even when those needs had turned out to have a bit of a dark side.
She pulled back a little and stared into those stormy blue eyes that she loved so much. They always helped calm her. Keep her steady. He breathed with her, in and out until the panic started to fade. Sir always knew what to do, how to help. He always knew, always, always.
"O-okay. Thank you, Sir. May I kiss you?" she asked tentatively, aware that there were others watching.
He nodded, leaning down to close the height gap between them as he captured her lips with his own, leading the way in a sensuous kiss that made her knees go weak. She hummed, smiling into the kiss as he held her close.
After a few moments, he broke the kiss, planting a soft one again on her lips before he leaned his forehead on hers.
"I'm here. I'll always be here."