I wrote the following after a phone call to the man I love. I told him I wanted to try an experiment, to see how he’d feel. This is what I remember. He may remember it differently.
I am in control and you are not allowed to do or say anything unless I instruct you to. You will be stripped, tied up spread eagle so your entire body is exposed to me and I can do whatever I need to do for you to realize you are in my control. I could hear him moan as I tied him there. I also saw his erection start to rise. I wanted to touch it but knew if I did he would enjoy it too much so I told him he would not be touched where he wanted me to touch him the most. I could hear him moan as he begged me to touch him there.
I said NO! You talked without permission you must be punished now. I spanked his ass hard and I felt his body react. I felt the power and loved it and smacked him once again. He winced as if in pain but I knew he enjoyed it too. I also knew he wanted more but I wouldn't let him have that pleasure now. I wanted him to know he was only my pet.
I put a blindfold on him and licked around his lips. I felt the intake of his breath and I forced his mouth to open as I inserted my tongue. I could feel his body tighten with anticipation of pleasure. I heard his moan come from deep within. I knew he loved that I was in control. I kissed his lips and bit them to hear his reaction to the pain. I moved around his face with my tongue. I kissed his cheeks, his chin and nipped his ears a bit. He was breathing heavily and his heart was racing with my touch.
I slowly brought my tongue down along his chest and licked around his nipples. They were erect as well and I could feel him tremble. I sucked on his nipples and then nipped with my teeth. His body tensed again, and I reveled in his pain. I knew he loved it and wanted more. I slowly moved my tongue down his body to his navel and encircled it with my tongue. His breathing became erratic and he moaned again.
I told him I knew he wanted me to touch his manhood and that I loved to see it drip. He took a sharp breath and moaned. I almost wished he had asked me to suckle him. It would have given me a reason to smack his ass again. I knew he wanted me to touch his swelling manhood, as I wanted to taste that drip. I forced myself to ignore it. I was not going to touch his cock. I licked around the base of his cock and sucked on his balls. I moved my tongue up and down his inner thighs and behind his inner knee. His body was quivering with each touch.
His cock was now dripping. I could not stand it going to waste. I wanted to taste his sweet juices and suckle for a while. But, I didn't want to give into to it and give him that pleasure so I stopped. I kept finding myself looking at his erection and wanting to take a taste. I could stand it no longer. I lightly touched it with my tongue. His moan was overpowering and found myself giving in and tasting the wonderful juices and suckling him. I finally had to force myself to leave it alone as I listened to his moans.
I wanted him to suffer for enjoying it so much. I said NO! my pet you are enjoying this too much. I reached up and took his nipples in my fingers and gave them a twist. I felt his body tremble with pleasure as he moaned. His whole body was reacting as I wanted it to. I asked him if he wanted me and he said yes. I said, NO! You can not want me. For this you must be punished my pet. I smacked him on his ass and told him not to speak again. You are only my pet and will do as I say. This is for my enjoyment, you are only here for me to play.