"I need for you to understand that this night is not about inflicting pain. This night is about making you Mine in every sense of the word. I am going to show you what is that occurs between a man and a woman. I do need to ask you a few things first though kitty. I need you to answer Me clearly and with all honesty. There is no right or wrong answer to these questions. Will you do this for Me?"
"Yes, my Master, i can answer Your questions with honesty."
"Were you given a talk when you came of age so that you would know about what goes on between a man and a woman?"
"i may yet be a maiden but i am not completely ignorant about what goes on. my still being a maiden at my age has been a personal choice. i did not wish to cause harm to those around me who did not understand that about my people and the urges we can sometimes get my Master."
"What urges would that be?"
"It was explained to me that we might wish to bite or scratch our partner during an orgasm my Master."
i could not help but blush as i talked. It had been a long time since such a frank conversation had taken place. Neither of my parents had held back information from me when i had questions. They had always felt that being honest and open was better than sweeping such things under the carpet. i had heard what happened with zara and that boy in the stable. zara didn't know it was a natural urge and Lord Ulrich had punished her for it.
"My kitty does blush nicely. Does this make you uncomfortable to talk about it?"
"No, i am not uncomfortable. Both of my parents had discussed it with me on more than one occasion and i was always permitted to ask questions my Master."
"Have you ever brought yourself to orgasm kitty?"
i blushed even more at that question. i knew that my Master wanted to know things about me and i knew why He was asking such things. i shifted a bit in His lap. His hand was lightly caressing my back just below where the whip had not that long ago broken my fur. It was a comforting touch and i was relaxing against Him.
"i have brought myself to orgasm before. It is not something that i do often but it is something i have done from time to time to keep my urges from becoming a problem my Master."
"Why would it become a problem?"
"i never wanted to get carried away in the heat of the moment with someone who didn't understand the risk they might be taking my Master."
"I take it that you had heard what took place between zara and that stable boy then?"
"i know of very few people who don't know what had taken place my Master."
"I had thought that over time people in Lord Ulrich's lands had forgotten about it. Does that worry you? Is that why you are still a maiden? Afraid of harming someone and being punished for something you can't really control?"
"Very few people where i grew up really understood fully what i am. i didn't want to hurt anyone and none of those in my village really took the time to get to know my family. i am sure that my Father would have spoken with someone i was interested in. None of them really thought much beyond me being a novelty so i never allowed things to go beyond friendship my Master."
"What has changed your mind about being a maiden?"
"i figured that You know enough and will be wise enough not to let me cause You any serious harm. You are not some young boy. You have lived life and i owe You for saving my life, my Master."
"kitty, I need you to understand something. I do not wish to take your maidenhood for repayment of a debt you somehow feel you owe. I will stop things right here and now if that is what you are truly thinking and feeling. I want it to be because you are ready to leave that behind and am trusting of me to show you a new world."
"i do trust You. i trusted You when You took me prisoner. i trusted You when You bathed me in the river that night i trusted You when You whipped me. i trusted You when we lay in the wagon hurt and with fever. i trusted You when i was near death. i trusted You as we have traveled. i trust You even now. If this was just about repaying a debt i would not have told You the other night that my mind was not yet made up my Master."
"From your answer I know you have thought about this decision. That pleases Me."
Master leaned in then and kissed me. He pulled me tight against him and i could feel His heart beating as fast as mine. i started to purr softly as his tongue flicked across my lips. He softy ran His hand his hand along my fur and softly stroked it. i was enjoying his touch and softly ran my paw along His chest.
i let out a soft meow as His hands continued to run over my fur. He drew my tongue into His mouth and sucked on it. my eyes widened a bit as i had never experienced that before. It was a pleasant sensation and made me squirm a bit upon His lap. my tail curled and uncurled as if not knowing what to do.
"I take it that kitty is enjoying what she is experiencing right now. Has anyone ever kissed you so or touched you other than to offer comfort?"
"i have experienced clumsy kisses but nothing that every made my tail curl. There have been a few clumsy touches as well but i never allowed it to go on for long. i was too afraid of losing control of myself, my Master."
"Are you afraid now?"
"i am not afraid now. i trust You my Master."
"I want you to trust Me and know that I only want you to experience joy this evening. If that means taking O/our time and letting you adjust in stages then so be it. Feeling you experience pleasure brings Me pleasure as well. I do not want you afraid tonight brie."
"i understand Your words and i willingly give You my trust my Master."
With that said Master leaned in and started kissing me once again. The kisses were soft and undemanding at first. His hand slipped between my legs and rubbed along the fur of my nether lips. There would be no hiding that i was aroused by Him now. One finger traced along the lips moving slowly back and forth. i wiggled more in His lap and couldn't help but move. He didn't tell me to remain still but i did try as i wanted to experience the sensations He was bringing to me.
my tail wrapped itself around His leg and lightly tickled along His inner thigh. His hand reached and uncurled my tail and He brought the tip of it to His lips. He softly bit down and a soft growl escaped my lips. It was not a growl that said don't do that but rather one that hinted of pleasure. i could feel myself getting even more wet. His finger began to circle around my clit. He was drawing pleasure out of me and i was at a loss of what to do.
As if He sensed that i was restless with not knowing what was expected of me. He leaned in and nipped on my neck. His grip was firm and it certainly got my attention. If i didn't know better i would swear that He understood what turned on someone like me. Your average human would have yelped out in pain and begged for Him to stop. To me this was very pleasurable. In my mind, He was marking me in every way possible as His.
i could tell that this was exciting Him. As i squirmed a bit in His lap i could feel His hardness. i was not familiar with how to touch a man but i was sure that He would instruct me on how to do just that. i blushed a bit as i thought about that. A small grin crossed His face as He caught me blushing. He could only wonder what it was about but i suspect that He had a very good idea of what had caused it.