Author's Note:
Thanks to everyone providing feedback! Votes and comments are always appreciated! This episode starts getting more involved with the BDSM. The story itself follows Rachel through the first year of her Apprenticeship. If you're new to this story line, I encourage you to start at the beginning. Enjoy!
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Your Rebellion will be Crushed
"And then I made him eat my pussy with his hands tied behind my back. Well not tied. I made him hold on to his own tie. He did that willingly. After I taught him how to make me come with just his mouth, we got dressed and talked. He wanted to be my boyfriend, but I explained to him without talking about the Order or anything that I was too busy to be anything besides an occasional booty call. I told him I would be calling him when I wanted to. He wrote down his number for me and took me home. I guess that's about it."
Khan and Kayden just stood there in the study, as naked as she was. She hadn't felt this nervous about a Crucible since the first time back in March. This had easily been the longest one yet. It had been two weeks since they went to Puerto Rico for their vacation and Order retreat, and a lot had happened.
Rachel had woken up groggy yesterday off a few hours of sleep, barely in time to join them for morning yoga and meditations. They hadn't asked about Brandon then, or said anything about her defiance of Khan's order not to leave with him. She had helped get ready for the party, push mowing the large expanse of yard and cleaning up. The Stones threw a smaller, more casual party than their friends at the lake. About twenty people showed up that afternoon for a pool party. Rachel found that her pre Apprentice one piece didn't fit at all, so she had worn a pair of shorts and borrowed one of Kayden's clever T shirts. This was a brown one with 'Cubmaster' on the chest in yellow with the Boy Scout crest, and 'Turning Boys into Men since 1910' on the back.
Kayden had worn a patriotic American flag bikini, modest by her standards in that it covered the sides of her boobs and the crack of her ass. Somewhat. To Rachel the party felt like work, keeping the snacks and drinks flowing. She tried to speak with Khan seriously, but he just rebuffed her. The two of them had left this morning just after breakfast, leaving her to straighten up the house and yard and just crash out until they returned, just in time for her to strip, put on her white terrycloth robe and go down to the study for their weekly ritual.
So now here she stood, again. All three of them were naked, the Apprentice with her back to the fire. Physically, she was in the best shape of her life. At five foot six, she now weighed 143, which gave her a 38D measurement and put her in the healthy category of BMI for the first time ever. No, it was the way her two Masters had scowled the whole time she had explained all of her missteps that had her sweating, not the fireplace. She finished her explanation.
After a long pause, Khan took his own robe and Rachel's, tossing hers to her. "Come with us."
They all put their robes on.
OK, this was different
, Rachel thought.
Different is bad
. They led her down the hall and into the parlor. Kayden grabbed the pitcher of lemonade on the way and poured them drinks as Khan motioned for his Apprentice to sit on one long cream colored Victorian couches while he and his wife settled on the other. They looked serious.
He took a long sip before beginning. "Before we talk about your sins this Crucible, I need to get something absolutely clear with you. You've been our Apprentice now for roughly the same length of time the Army has boot camp. With roughly the same results. Really, an Apprentice is supposed to go through an Ordeal every year, but the first one is usually not done so soon. Often it's the last few weeks just before their first anniversary. I had some misgivings about putting you through it now, but you were really focused on your training. It seemed right."
This did not sound good. Rachel swallowed as Kayden continued. "You were really helpful this weekend. Very respectful to us. We appreciate that. But this is serious. You basically seduced, not one, but two men inside of a week. Like it was a game. And you did it aggressively, where you were definitely in control of the situation. It's not like a player swept you off your feet."
"No, I wouldn't call Brandon or Alan players," Rachel offered. "In my defense, I would say that you did say at the beginning that I could have outside sexual relationships as an Apprentice."
"I did. You agreed to not having a relationship the first year of your Apprenticeship. You agreed to keeping yourself focused on my teachings." Khan took another sip. "It's one thing to carry on your phone calls with Alan. I approve of that, just keep the sexual part down to once a week or so. He needs a little interaction. But I don't like the idea of you dating an inexperienced boy, especially if it leads to emotional extremes. Or a running contest of wills between us."
"We aren't dating. He's just a fuck."
Khan raised an eyebrow, but Kayden snickered a little. He glared at her, but she shrugged and widened her eyes. "What babe? A fuck's a fuck! I'm with her on this one." She recrossed her legs on the sofa, flashing a little beaver as she did. "How about a compromise then. She can see him from time to time, just for sex, like as a reward for good behavior. And I can say when she's earned it. As a third party referee." Khan relented, and they both nodded agreeably.
"As far as going against you, I've been thinking a lot about that. I could have said it more respectfully, and again I apologize for doing it. But deep down, I gotta say I don't think I really did anything wrong there. I'm your Apprentice, not your slave. That was always the plan. The two of you are training me to be more like you. I have a long, long way to go, I know. But I can't get there if I never assert myself. Don't I need to practice being my own Master?'
Khan leaned forward. "So, you apologize for your actions, but do not regret them?"
"I'm sorry, but I'm not sorry. I regret nothing."
He leaned back, and started slowly clapping. He grinned. "Excellent. That was well said, and exactly what I was looking for. The Ubermench embraces Fate with no Regrets. This is a critical time in your training. You are absolutely right, we did not take you on as a servant, or a submissive pet. I do want you to grow. And the gains you have made in just a few short months speak to your own potential. But right now, you know just enough to be dangerous. It makes you cocky. There's so much more we need to teach you. An Apprenticeship is seven years for a reason. You haven't even done seven months. So yes, I do want to see independence from you, even rebellion. But that must be tempered with wisdom and respect. It happens with first years. They get it into their heads that they see the whole ocean now, when really they just sailed out from their little port into a bay."