2 Weeks ago
"We work from home a lot of the time, and now that the kids are in school... Have you ever considered doing a workday scene?" I asked. I was nervous as hell and I felt like I was going to vomit. I have always had a hard time asking for what I want, but this one has been a fantasy of mine.
"No why, have you?"
I rolled my eyes without meaning to. It's hard enough just to bring it up, and obviously I have because I'm bringing it up. "Well yeah, that's why I'm mentioning it," I say as calmly as possible, but I felt the crease between my eyes.
"How would something like that go?" Again with the questions! I've told him a scene is no fun if I'm the one who created it. I may as well just do it, there is no D/s in a scene created by the s.
"Nevermind, it was a dumb question. Forget I said anything." I felt really nauseous now and I excused myself to the bathroom so I could recover in peace.
Today
The Dom/sub thing is still new for us. I had brought it up to him a few months ago, and he didn't seem at all interested. Then one day he said he'd give it a try, and we set our ground rules. I already had done a lot of research before I brought it up with him, so I had the resources readily available. I gave him a list of my greens, yellows, and reds. Then a week later we did our first scene.
We don't scene as often as I would like. The thing is we had been married for 11 years before I ever asked him to Dom me. So maybe it was just that he felt weird about doing it and had to be in the mood. It's now been 4 months, and we've only scened a handful of times and never during working hours. So when I received a text I didn't think much of it. It took me 15 minutes to finally check it.
Dragonfruit?
Are you sure? This is unusual and I don't
want you to feel obligated just because
I mentioned it a while back.
Dragonfruit!
Yes Sir.