That night I spent ages practically stalking Josh on Facebook honestly I spent the majority of the time looking at his photos and then I found myself looking up his past girlfriends and ended up comparing myself to them, turned out I was similar to them in appearance which only turned me on as it fuelled my fantasies.
Over the next few weeks I spent most nights dreaming of fucking Josh they became more erotic as I became less satisfied, as my husband was again not interested in sex no matter how often I tried to start it.
I found myself spending more time with Josh we were just hanging out as friends, friends who flirted almost nonstop, I knew it was wrong but as long as we didn't actually do anything we weren't crossing any lines, no matter how tempted I became, although I was starting to wonder how long it would be before I dipped a toe over the line.
Josh introduced me to some other friends, and we quickly became close and I was spending more time with them, I missed having girlfriends.
We were out having coffee and one of them mentioned that Josh was having a party tonight.
"Hey so are you coming tonight, Josh is having a few people over for drinks and some music, we might even head out to the club tonight." Jessica said and she looked as if she was about to burst with excitement. See Jessica had a very full life, she ran her own shop which that in itself was stressful and then she also volunteered at the community centre left her so busy, so a night off where she could go crazy and drink was the best thing ever.
Sandy was less excited as she didn't have a very stressful job, she was a promoter for various bars and nightclubs and the occasional coffee shop, so she spent most nights out drinking and taking photos on social media, "Yeah, I'm deffo coming, I'll be out working anyway so it'll just be more fun working with you guys there."
I was a little unsure about going to the nightclub, it had been so long as my husband didn't particularly like going out and most of my friends weren't very well off financially so couldn't afford to go out very often, "Um.. I'm definitely coming to Josh's but I'm not sure about the club, its been so long plus Frank might not be too happy about me going out."
"Screw him, if he doesn't want you to go he should spend more time with you but all he wants to do is play Xbox, I mean how old is he seriously, plus if he's unsure why don't you come work with me, you know get paid to drink" Jessica had been trying to get me to work with her for a while now and I was still debating it.
"You know what, screw it, I will come work with you, who doesn't want to get paid to get drunk" Sandy hi fives me and Jessica literally jumped for joy.
"Ooh yes I can't wait for tonight, I'm gonna head home and get ready."
And on that note we all headed home. Frank was there since he was working the late tonight.
"Hey, how was coffee?"
"It was fine, we made plans for tonight, I'm going to join Sandy with her work she's been bugging me about it for ages now."
"Sandy... what does she do again?"
"She's a club promoter, you know taking lots of pictures and posting them online to attract people to go there."
"Oh... didn't think that would be your thing."
"Yeah well I did like going out at uni and who doesn't want to get paid to drink, plus the extra money wouldn't hurt."
"I'm not saying don't do it I was just surprised since its been so long since we went out."
"I know but you've been so tired from work and now I've got some girlfriends that I can go out with plus you're working late tonight, it gives me something to do."