I couldn't take it anymore, my dreams were getting more frequent and intense, my dark needs and desires becoming uncontrollable. I tried talking to my sweet husband again about this but as soon as he heard 'being tied up and whipped' he shut me down and said he couldn't do that. I had to do something, I was becoming obsessed with this need to be taken, controlled and used.
A solution may have presented itself though. I saw an advertisement for a beginners BDSM intro seminar being put on by a BDSM/Fetish Club in a nearby city and decided to attend. I was surprised that most of the people I met seemed pretty normal. The ones leading the seminar went around the room asking people to introduce themselves and asking how they had heard of the seminar and what they hoped to get out of it. When they got to me I just said that I had seen the online advertisement and that I was hoping that this might lead my sex life to start reflecting my dreams and fantasies and left it at that.
They went over the basics of BDSM, how to do them safely and why some people enjoyed doing them. The club was going to have an open house the following weekend and everyone who came to the seminar was invited to attend to see firsthand demonstrations of some of the things that were discussed at the seminar.
When the weekend came I decided to go, I wasn't sure why or what I intended to do but I just felt I had to go see for myself. Luckily it worked out for me that my husband had to work late so I just told him I was going for a girl's night out and to not wait up for me. I wasn't sure what to wear either, I'd never been to a club like this, I didn't want to appear to slutty or too conservative so I finally settled on a strapless blue corset top with matching G-string, a pair of body hugging jeans and black 4" spike heeled pumps.
When I arrived at the club I started to have second thoughts. I was trying to lie to myself that I was just there to observe and not do anything but I knew if I got the chance I would. I started nearly hyperventilating and for a moment I felt like I was going to throw up. Just then I heard a knock at my window and a man was standing there.
I rolled the window down and he asked, 'Are you ok miss?"
"I don't know, I felt fine on the way over but now I'm so nervous and my heart is beating so fast that I feel sick to my stomach." I said.
"First time here?" the man asked.
"Yes it is. I went to the seminar last week and this sounded like something I wanted to see for myself but now I'm not so sure." I said.
"Well I do understand. Going through those doors the first time can be kind of intimidating. I'll tell you what, I'm a club regular and I'll escort you in so you can have a look around and if you are still having second thoughts or just want to leave for whatever reason I'll escort you back out to your car and so you can go. How does that sound?" The man said.
"Ok, that sounds fair." I said.
"My name is Rob by the way." He said.
"I'm Beth, nice to meet you."
"It's nice to meet you Beth." Rob said.
As we were walking to the front door Rob explained that despite what outsiders thought, the club really was a safe, accepting environment and no one had to do anything that they didn't want to. I told him that I was glad to hear that because I wasn't really sure what I was looking for out of all this but I just felt I had to see it for myself. Rob and I went in and he had me sign the invite sheet for people who attended the seminar. They had me fill out a release form listing the club rules and then we started to look around. The club was huge, it looked like it had been some kind of a warehouse at one time and there was a large dance floor, a bar that was setup with water, soda, and snacks, and there were several stages set up all around the whole outside of the dance floor. Rob also explained that there were numerous private and semi-private playrooms in the back area of the club.
The place was amazing and very vibrant. There were lots of activity going on everywhere and lots of kinky paraphernalia. There was an area set up like a doctor's office with an exam table and stirrups, one area was full of coils of rope for the bondage demonstration, and there was an area where you could get hot wax dripped on your body and different kinds of racks and tables that someone could be tied to either standing up or on their back or stomach. As I looked around the club I saw that both men and women were walking around in various stages of dress, some even partially or completely nude.
Rob started to walk me around the club to see the demonstrations that were going on. Some didn't interest me at all but some made my pussy tingle and I was starting to become aroused. I especially liked the nipple torment demonstration where a young woman was tied up and the dominant was pinching, twisting, and using clamps on her very hard and aroused nipples as she struggled in her restraints.
I also really like the whipping and spanking demonstrations. One had a girl tied standing up against a cross with her hands tied above her head and her legs spread wide. My nipples hardened and my pussy tingled as the girl was whipped with a flogger all over the front or her body, her legs, stomach, breasts, and even in between her legs as she squirmed helplessly in the restraints. I really enjoyed the spanking demonstration as well. There was a girl tied over a bench while a stern looking man spanked her ass, first with his hands and then a small paddle. My pussy was throbbing at this and I knew that's what I wanted.
Rob asked me if I would like to take a break and sit down for refreshments and talk and I said yes.
"So I take it that you have found that you like it here and don't want to leave just yet?" He said.
"Yes, this place is incredible. I can't believe all the activity going on. Some is really interesting me and turning me on more than I thought it would." I said.
"Beth, can I ask why you came here tonight?" Rob asked.
I thought about it for a moment and decided to be honest with him. "I'm really turned on by the thought of being dominated and controlled. I want to be tied up and teased and tormented, even whipped or spanked. I have dreams about it all the time, I've nearly become obsessed with it. My husband isn't into any of this at all so I decided to venture out on my own." I said.
"I understand Beth, it can be hard when the person you are with is not into the same things you are and your wants and needs are not being met." Rob said.
"Yes, that's it." I said.
"There's more you aren't telling me though isn't there? I can tell, please be completely honest about what you want, you won't be judged here." Rob said.
"I...I don't know. It's just that, well I...I like...pain. I guess that sounds pretty bad" I finally admitted to him.
"Beth actually no, well maybe to some people that would sound like that, but not here. I really do understand, it's a need. You may not completely understand it but it's something you want and something you need to explore." Rob said.
"Oh my god Rob, I'm so glad you said that, I always thought that there was something wrong with me since I enjoy some pain along with my pleasure."
"Not at all Beth, and if you like, I think I can help you with that. I saw it when you were watching the whipping and spanking demonstrations, you were becoming very aroused weren't you?" Rob said.
I blushed and said, 'Yes, very."
Rob became bolder and said, "Would you like me to spank you Beth?"
My heart raced and my pussy throbbed at the thought of that and I decided that I was in and said, 'Yes."
Rob told me to stand up and come with him as he locked both of my wrists into his hand and guided me to a quiet corner of the club. People could still see us but there wasn't as much activity at this end of the room right now. Rob told me to stand facing the wall. He told me to place my hands on the wall and spread my legs and to stick my behind out.
"I like to start with a warm up first.' Rob said. He began kneading my back and ass with his strong hands, squeezing deeply. Once I had become more relaxed he started spanking me on my ass through my jeans. It didn't hurt at all but the whole thing was making me more and more aroused all the time.
Rob asked, "Do you like that Beth?"
"Yes." I breathlessly replied.
"Do you want to try something more advanced?" Rob asked.
Again, I simply said 'Yes."
"Ok then, for this next part I want you naked. Please remove all of your clothes and stand facing the wooden cross so I can secure you to it." Rob said.
I hesitated for a moment, I couldn't believe that I was about to get naked for a complete stranger and let him tie me up in view of a room full of people and spank me and do who knows what to me. It was only a moment and my throbbing pussy made the decision for me and I decided I was in, so I removed my clothes and did as he ordered.
Standing naked up against the wooden cross was so exciting. The feel of the wood as it rubbed up against my wrists, ankles, and small breasts was amazing as Rob secured me to it with leather cuffs. After I was securely tied I couldn't move, he said my safe word was 'Red' as he started to run his fingers lightly up and down my spine first and then all over my naked body from head to toe.
Rob finally whispered in my ear, "Are you ready Beth?"
"Yes, sir" I practically screamed because I was so excited.
Rob picked up what he called a flogger and lightly ran it over my body before I felt the first strike on my back. It was a dull thud that was exciting and arousing. He continued to work my body over with the flogger eventually going lower to my ass and hitting it much harder than he had my back. It felt wonderful as each strike felt better than the last. Rob then put the fogger down and started rubbing his hand over my bare ass.
He whispered in my ear, "May I touch your pussy Beth?"
"YES, please sir." I cried out.
Rob slid his hand to my pussy and starting rubbing it, feeling my wetness. When he slid a finger inside me I nearly exploded in orgasm right then and there.
"I see you like what I've been doing to you. Do you want more?" Rob said.
Again I cried, "Yes!"
Rob then switched to a paddle and began to spank my ass harder and harder with it. It was much firmer than the flogger and made my ass sting much more and my pussy throb as I neared orgasm.
Rob stopped and said, "You are nearing orgasm aren't you Beth? Do you want me to continue with the paddle or do you want my cock inside of you?"
