As I lay in bed thinking of our time together I become aroused. Remembering how your touches, so soft, gentle, teasing and yet in another breath turned firm commanding. I remember how your whispers so raw with a need that only you could have filled by being in complete control, of the situation and of me. Hearing this in your voice, seeing it in the way your body moved, seeing it in your eyes, I give you the control, I give you all of me.
The day before started as any normal day for us... we go to work, come home, have dinner and relax with one another. I decide to test you, to push a few of your buttons as only I know how. I watch you sitting on the couch dressed in your jeans and a light tan colored button up shirt that brings out the dark brown in your eyes. I crawl over to you, wearing a pair of denim shorts and a long, dark green t-shirt. Kneeling before you I push your legs gently apart, my body nestled in between them, looking up at you silently asking permission to continue.
You look at me, smiling, running your hand over my cheek, so warm and so much strength in it as you move your hand to the base of my head and wrap my hair into your fist. Using my hair you slowly pull until I am looking up at you and you lean down to kiss me. Using your tongue to open my mouth, tasting me as I taste the wine that you were drinking on your tongue.
I know this is your way of giving me permission to continue with what I had in mind. You break away from our kiss and let my hair go. Still kneeling before you, I pull your shirt out of the waistband of your jeans. Pushing the shirt up to expose just a small bit of your stomach I begin kissing you. You feel my breath so hot on your stomach, as I feel your muscles jumping underneath my mouth with each feather-light kiss. My tongue teasing its way along the top of your jeans, feeling your breath catch and then coming faster as you gain control again.
I begin slowly unbuttoning your shirt starting at the bottom working my way to the top. Pressing my body against you, moving, feeling you growing hard against me. I place my hands inside your shirt and as I go to push it off of you, I let my fingernails graze across your stomach, your chest and your sides. Hearing your intake of breath as I lean down to kiss your chest.
Kissing my way up your chest, to your neck, biting gently, kissing your ear as I push my body a little more against you, making sure to rub against you. I feel your hands move around my body, moving to pull my shirt over my head. I kneel before you, my eyes cast downward as you look at me, my pale skin even more white against the blackness of my bra. My breasts pushed up, the lacey top of the bra barely covering them, my nipples so hard, brushing against the bra.
Still kneeling before you I look into your eyes as I begin to unbutton and unzip your pants. Watching the desire, the need and the heat build in your eyes. Wrapping my hand around your cock I feel it immediately begin to grow hard. The feeling of the soft, smooth skin against the steel hardness of your cock is a sensation that I love to feel. I bring my mouth so close to your cock, so close that you can feel the moist, hot heat of my breath on you. Placing a featherlike kiss across the tip and then around the head and on the underside of your cock I see you give a small smile as you lean your head back and close your eyes.
I close my eyes and give a small sigh as I lick across the slit of your cock and then wrap my lips around the head. Sliding my mouth down on you, further and further until my lips are wrapped around the base of your cock. As I start to suck harder I begin to choke on your cock feeling it as my throat tightens and squeezes around it. Sliding back up your cock catching my breath, licking around the head again, my tongue circling, teasing you. Sliding back down, sucking harder and faster, choking myself around your cock as tears start welling up in my eyes.
