Once a month, or whenever the need for a taming hand arises, powerful men visit me in my apartment. I'm not like them at all; far from being a banker, lawyer, doctor or army officer, I'm a totally average guy who works a drone job and earns enough to rent a nice apartment by myself.
If that's the case, how do I draw in such influential men? Why do they leave my home with shaky knees, broken bodies and weights off their shoulders?
Here's the secret: I'm a healer, and milking is my medicine.
It isn't even really about the sex. Sex is just a metaphor. I enjoy their bodies, and they certainly enjoy the paces I put their bodies through, but what we're really in it for is release.
It's tiring to be strong. You have decisions to make, people to manage, corporations resting on your broad shoulders. Even worse - and you'd be surprised how often I see them - the dads. Crushed by their responsibilities, these men have no choice but to be okay. They have nowhere they can be vulnerable, even if just to be held and pampered.
That's what makes my den so appealing.
Here, my boys can let their burdens down. My fingers and lips appreciate the toil of their bodies. In a world powered by their fatigue, I offer a sanctuary that takes care of their needs.
As they loosen their ties, my ropes tighten against their wrists. That's why I have a lawyer tied to my bed in his underwear at 8 o' clock in the evening.
"Case going badly?" I quip.
Dan tilts his head to the side. Even if he doesn't speak, his body answers on his behalf. His shoulders are tight and his flanks are tense with worry. Slipping my hands beneath his head, Dan's hair still nicely coiffed into a tight side sweep, I calm the knots in his neck with a gentle rub.
I've been taking care of Dan even before he landed this job. He's an all-round likeable guy who's trustworthy and dependable, the kind who has buddies far and wide. Also, he has a body that still bears the glory of his college wrestling days. Firm pecs, strong arms and thick powerful thighs. But most of all - he has these warm honest eyes. Any woman who ends up with him would be a lucky winner indeed.
Yes, woman. Dan's as straight as an arrow. In fact, most of my boys aren't into dudes at all. What they want is escape. No need to go through the song and dance of straight seduction before ending up in bed, and for what? Thrusting up into their girlfriends in an empty performance of bravado.
It's hard to exist in a world that just wants to drain you dry. That's how I make a difference. Here in my den, you don't have to do anything. You can just lie back and receive.
"It's fucked, man. Just had to get away for a bit - I hope I didn't interrupt your plans," he says earnestly, almost apologetically. His ropey neck muscles relax as I work them through.
Dan's a good guy. He's a new lawyer trying to get things going for himself, but things aren't looking too peachy for him. Earlier this evening, I'd changed out of my work clothes and settled into my microwave dinner when I received a text from Dan. We weren't due for another session until next month but the stress in his text was unmistakable. I was tired from work as well, but he sounded so upset that I just had to do something for him.
Also, imagining Dan naked energized me like a shot of coffee to the brain.
I stroke the back of Dan's neck reassuringly. "Just happy to help out." Now, my hands sneak outwards and trail lightly, like fine brushes on silk, up to the peaks of his pecs. Dan holds his breath. With his wholesome looks and nicely packed frame, Dan surely gets around with the ladies. Yet, how many of his girlfriends have ever seen him so vulnerably spread?
Something tells me Dan keeps our milking sessions to himself.
A bulge forms in Dan's navy blue briefs as my fingers circle around his pecs, their lightly oiled tips burning imprints into his skin. Dan's ankles test the restraints that bind them to my bedposts. Finally accepting that he has nowhere to go, Dan lets out a breathy sigh.
"Now, how long do we have?" I ask.
"I have to be back at nine thirty." The resentment in Dan's voice is obvious. I felt so bad for him - imagine having to clock back in at night!