Sami was on the sofa, sitting on her hands, rocking nervously as she glanced at the clock. She was to meet her Master in the flesh for the first time today. They had met each other online and had been exchanging e-mails and phone calls for just over a year now, and now they were finally ready to move their relationship to real time.
Sami was so nervous. She knew she would find it difficult to behave herself. It's not that she wanted to disobey; it's just that doing as she is told was not easy for her, and also rather humiliating. She had found out this much from trying to obey her Master's orders over the telephone.
He had assured her it would come more easily when they had the chance to do it all for real. Of course, the feeling of humiliation in a strange way, was what made her desire to do it all the more stronger.
She had no idea why such a thing as humiliation could ever be a turn on. It was supposed to be a negative feeling wasn't it? After all, how many times had she heard things like, "Oh it must have been so humiliating for her, the poor thing."
So why then did she feel tingly inside at the mere thought? Even her friends in the chat room that she visited frequently couldn't really explain it to her. They had told her that she would understand once she had experienced it for herself.
Sometimes, in the past, she had felt like an outsider, that no one else could possibly understand and everyone would think of her as an oddball. That is, until she found the online community and eventually met her Master. At first, she couldn't believe how well he seemed to understand her, and so intimately. Then it just seemed natural and right. They were instinctively drawn to each other by an invisible force, and suddenly all these feelings and emotions no longer seemed silly. He understood and that's all that mattered to her.
Up until recently she had feared that she would never be able to truly submit to a man, even though in her heart of hearts that is all she wanted. She was certain however, that her Master would be the one to break her, to force her to submit, as she knew she needed to.
Suddenly Sami was awoken from her daydream by sound of a car turning into her street, interrupting her thoughts. He's here! Sami could hardly contain her excitement - in just a few moments she would finally be living out her wildest fantasies!
She heard the car door slam, and footsteps on the pathway to her house. Her heart began to hammer in her chest. She thought she might just burst with anticipation. Then the doorbell rang. She stood up slowly, took a deep breath and took her first steps towards her fate...
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As she opened the front door to her flat, she held her breath. There in front of her was the man she had dreamed of for so long. She gazed at him with her big, innocent, hazel eyes, and marvelled at how the photographs he had sent her had not done him justice at all! He was so striking with his black, cropped hair and piercing blue eyes. He looked down at her with a slight smile and she grinned up at him. He towered over her, for she was only tiny, no more that five feet and two inches, with long chestnut coloured hair and olive skin, owing to her Italian descent. Sami suddenly realised she was staring and her cheeks reddened and she hastily showed him through to the living room.
He sat on sofa and ordered Sami to take off his shoes. Sami knelt before her Master, unable to believe that this was really real, as she removed his shoes. Master then ordered Sami to kiss and lick his feet, and Sami obeyed him. It felt so strange for someone to be telling her what to do in her own flat.
When he felt she had kissed his feet for long enough, Master told her to get on all fours in middle of room. Sami quickly got into position, eager to prove her submission to him. It was all moving so fast. Everything Sami had ever wanted was now happening to her. She wasn't sure entirely what to expect and she was still afraid, as she did not know how her mind or her body would respond. At the same time she felt a liberating joy growing inside of her. Sami and her Master were about to embark on a journey. A journey that they had been planning for the best part of a year, and now it had begun.
Master got up and walked around behind Sami, and told her to be still and not to turn around. She could hear him open his sports bag, which he had left at the living room door on the way in. As he rustled around inside it, Sami's heart quickened at the thought of what might happen next.
He came up behind Sami and reached down. Then she felt him begin to wrap strong tape around her mouth, gagging her, and she suddenly panicked and struggled desperately. She had no idea she could feel this helpless, and she had no idea of what was to come. Even though they had discussed much of what they would do and the activities and sensations they would explore, she had did not know how far he would chose to take her on this first night. They had also, of course, discussed limits and what would be too much. Sami did not like the idea of extreme pain, or anal sex. Master had smiled when she told him this, for he knew, in time, these things would not only be possible, he knew that Sami would come to enjoy them – perhaps even beg for them.
