One of my embarrassing confessions (I have many) is that my beautiful Asian girlfriend will be very open about men she finds attractive, but will punish me if I so much as glance at another woman.
Sometimes at crowded places like restaurants, etc. she'll even test me by subtly putting her hand on me over my trousers and then interrogate whether I find a beautiful woman attractive or not. If I start to get aroused, which is almost impossible not to with her touching me, she whispers in my ear that I'm going to pay for that later.
But then then she'll openly flirt with the waiter, or if we're at a club she'll flirt with other patrons, acting as if I'm not even there. They seem confused at first, seeing me sitting with her, which scares some of them away, but the more confident guys will flirt back with her, and even give her their number in front of me.
Once we get home she tells me to strip and stand facing the corner, or bend over the sofa or a coffee table, and then she swats me with my belt for looking at other women. Sometimes I get turned on while she's swatting me, and she laughs and calls me pathetic. Sometimes she even grabs me by the balls roughly and whispers into my ear behind me "Do you like this? You like this don't you! You stay just like this for awhile and think about what you did."
As I remain there red-faced and humiliated, she'll call one of the guys she flirted with, acting very shy and demure. Sometimes the conversations don't go anywhere, but sometimes they'll end with her making plans with them.
I could tell a couple guys would ask about who she was with, because she'll reply "Oh him? He's nobody - just a friend." It hurts when she says that, more than the physical punishment.
Sometimes if she has a good rapport with the guy she's talking to, she even responds with the truth. "Oh him? He's my boyfriend, but don't worry about him." A couple times I could hear the guy laugh on the other side.
When I get jealous and insecure, I tend to shrink, and then she'll notice and say something to him like "He's very sweet, but he's too small, and soft, like a girl. I need a real man, like you."
I can't hear what he says, but she coos and responds "Ooh, I bet you could." After more intimate talk, she says "It's getting late and I have to go. I'll see you Friday. Goodnight." It's the coy way she says goodnight, like it's an invitation, that gets me.
After she hangs up, she pauses a moment thinking. Then she notices me, still in in the position she told me to stay in. "Hey pussy boy, crawl over here and take care of me. I'm so horny right now!"
I do as she says and crawl over, kneeling between her shapely legs. She grabs my belt and cinches it around my neck, pulling my head into her groin. I can tell she's moist. After I kiss her there a bit she pushes me back and stands up, looking down on me, and pulls down her pants. She then sits back down and pulls me into her, belt wrapped around my neck, and has me pleasure her to orgasm. Then we kiss and she lets me up, and we go to bed, me still frustrated as ever.
As Friday approaches, she grows more impatient and critical, criticizing everything I do. She has me clean up around the house, and fix our meals, and bring her drinks. If her feet are sore after work, she has me sit on the floor and rub her feet. She becomes more emotionally distant, seemingly lost in her own thoughts, or texting with her newfound beau. Sometimes she'll go to the other room to talk with him, closing the door behind her.
When she comes back she seems more relaxed, and will sit down on the sofa, waving me over to join her. She'll put her hand on my leg, or sometimes toy with my neck or hair, in a loving but distracted way, as she turns on the TV or reads. When we eventually turn in, she'll turn away from me, ignoring me. I feel so lost and frustrated, and can hardly sleep.
When Friday arrives, she seems so happy and eager, singing to herself and teasing me playfully. She asks me "What should I wear for my date?" I hesitatingly offer a suggestion, but she dismisses it. "No, no, that won't do. I know! Say, have you cleaned the bathroom yet?"
