The Leather Worker Chapter 2
Depression and Acceptance
I felt sad. I was bound. Helpless. The wide thick leather snugged around my middle, pinning my arms. The leather mittens attached to it prevented me using my hands in any way to free myself. The gag filled my mouth with panty material. The final strap locked my ankles together where I balanced on my sole remaining shoe. I was done. Helpless. Naked. Unable to free myself. Jacki had me. I could do nothing to stop her. Something clicked in my head. A metal and emotional switch.
I just accepted it then. I had to accept it.
I stood still. I think I looked at Jacki with my eyes open and pleading and moaned around my gag, but I stood still looked at her. Staring. A stare of acceptance that she had me helpless. Acceptance that she had stripped me naked. Acceptance that she was in charge of whatever happened next.
Jacki stood there regarding me right back. Her eyes running up and down me. I couldn't quite meet her eyes. There was shame still in my acceptance. I knew my breasts were hanging out. The top of my vulva and pubic hair and naked buttocks were on view for her. Nothing I could do about it.
I hung my head. Looking at the floor ashamedly. My body on display. I knew my face and chest were a bright red inn embarrassment.
She stuck her hand under my chin and lifted my head. Making me meet her eyes.
"Give up?" She asked.
I stared at her.
"Surrender?" She asked again, more firmly.
What could I do? I just nodded slowly. What else could I do? I was helpless.
"Very well. I am going to release you partially..." She held up her hand which held a two-inch-wide leather belt. "This is for your ass. If you don't do what I say quickly or try and escape or anything, you get the belt. OK? Clear?"
I stared at her. Then at the belt. I nodded slowly.
With that nod, becoming complicit in my own captivity. Accepting her conditions. Accepting everything really. No belt to my ass though. No spanking. No whipping to gain my compliance.
She knelt and unbuckled my ankles. She tapped my ankles. I got the message. I kicked off my remaining shoe. I felt the rope stretch between my shoulder blades and the big belt around me tighten even further. I was standing on my toes now, they just reached the floor. If I had not stood on my toes, I would simply be almost be hanging from the ceiling by the wide span of leather around my middle. I accepted it. Straining to be on tippy-toe.
I moaned a bit. I was completely helpless. Feeling it all over.
I looked at her.
I am sure I looked pitiful.
She reached up and gently put her hand on the side of my face. Half on flesh, half on the wide band of the leather gag. She smiled a smile of sympathy. It only lasted a second though.
She went behind me.
The I felt her hands around my neck along with more leather. I heard buckles clicking at the base of my skull. I felt her fingers doing something. Sliding leather. Tugging. It took me few seconds to realize what was going on. A collar! She was putting a collar on me! I moaned again and wriggled in protest a bit. I felt a slap on my naked buttock and went still. Remembering. Accepting. Thus, I ended up essentially just letting her collar me.
Leaving me her naked bound plaything.
She walked around me and stood in front of me again. She had yet another slim piece of leather in her hand this time. It had a clip on the end. She attached it below my chin to my new collar. Probably to a metal ring below my chin. I whined and hung my head ashamedly. I was now leashed. Collared and leashed.
It was so humiliating. Jacki had me. I accepted it.
She walked to the wall and I felt the tightness go off the wide belt pinning my arms as she eased tension the rope.
I was at last back on my own feet. Flat on the floor. Finally! Jacki let the rope go slack. She stood there by the cleat regarding me. I noticed she was breathing pretty fast, but did not think much of it since I was busy wallowing in my own new subservience. She walked behind me. I was aware of some kind of fumbling near my spine and naturally envisioned she was releasing whatever knot held the rope to the wide belt around me. Then she stepped back in front of me and picked up the narrow piece of leather that had been dangling from my collar. She held my leash in her hand. In the other, she held the belt that I knew she would use on my ass if I defied her.
She took the leash and tugged on it.
I stood still. I was wrestling with my feelings suddenly. A last vestige. A final hint of resistance. Something weird had just penetrated through to the whirl of emotions in my brain. I suddenly saw it clearly for the first time. My acceptance of my condition had... had made me feel... flush. Another person, a woman, had immobilized me. Put me into leather bondage. I had accepted it. The heat invaded me. Weirdly, it filled my belly. My loins. I realized fully then that I was hot. Not just body temperature either. My clit and given me a twitch when I realized I was collared. As she tugged on that leash, it throbbed again. My loins had begun to heat up as she made me stand there helplessly. Looking me over blatantly. It had been building in me for a few minutes, but it smashed home into my brain completely at that instant. I was bound and gagged and now I was horny too? Something about this was getting to me? Turning me on? Ms. straight girl. Never ever envisioned anything like being tied up in leather. Certainly not by another woman. Certainly not by Jacki. What the hell?
I just adjusted to it. Accepted it.
Jacki wasn't waiting. She pulled on the leash until I staggered into motion. Me having to make little circular round baby steps inside the circumfrance of the strap that held my ankles together. Grunting a bit to accomplish it. My roommate led me around the living room area for a minute, to get me used to just going where she led me, I think. Then she took me almost hopping into her bedroom. She eventually shoved me onto the bed and pushed me up on the mattress toward the headboard a bit. She left the room a minute and came back with yet another leather thing. I rolled my eyes, but lay still. I accepted I wasn't going to free myself. She unfastened my ankles from their side-by-side position. Then she ended up putting the soles of my feet against each other. I blushed beet red since this spread my legs and left my pussy open and exposed. Then she used this new arrangement of leather she had brought in a complex way that put a cuff on each ankle and a web of straps between them that left my feet fixed to each other as they were. Soles together. Spread. Leather wrapping around each ankle and instep, like stirrups or something and attached to each other. It left me with my legs wide, unable to close them or do anything with them other than form a big triangle that left my vulva on open view.
My wet vluva.
Jacki stood there staring at my labia. I am sure they were damp looking, because she smiled and flicked her eyes to my face a couple times, before returning her eyes to my sex again. She stared at me for a couple minutes that way. I squirmed in protest. At least I think it was protest. Moving my shoulders up and down. Jerking on those big balls of leather that kept my hands in fists. Rolling my hips side to side. I guess it was protest in some form, but to be frank, I realized it must look pretty lewd too. It might easily be taken for an invitation.
In the end, Jacki leaned down and finished tightening my ankles into her rigid rig and stood there breathing hard, looking down at me fro thirty more seconds. I squirmed some more. She was staring right at my labia again!
It penetrated my brain fully then.