Samar had never considered himself a man of principle. On the contrary, his chief virtue was flexibility. He had grown up farming the boggy soil on the south side of the mountains, in the sweltering heat of the jungle. Now he lived on the steppes, where in winter you could spit on the ground and it would freeze before it landed. He had been raised on the traditions of male honor and rectitude and feminine dedication and deference. Now he took orders from a woman who regarded men as servants. And he had been taught never to kill except in defense of his honor. Now Captain Misha Laghari was hoarding so many weapons that it looked like their little tribe would break that taboo as well. But Samar would adapt as always.
The one thing he would never compromise was his dignity. Whether he was trying to coax yams from the soil, haggle for the price of a canteen or chart a path across a merciless mountain pass, he always kept his head high.
And now Samar had to call upon that poise as Shiro, a slim, scarred bandit who had joined the tribe a few months ago, challenged him.
"Come on," said Shiro, "I heard Miriam telling me you were saying you could wrestle any man down. I think you were just talking big."
"I was not," said Samar. "I have never met a man I could not pin." As soon as he said it, he cringed. It was, strictly speaking, true; every man he met, he had defeated in a wrestling match at least once. But it sounded as if...
"It sounds like you think you're invincible." Shiro flexed his muscles, and ridges and dips appeared all over his arms. "But I don't think so."
There was no going back now. He shed his jacket with a roll of his shoulders. "Fine, Shiro, let's see who's the better wrestler."
"Not so fast," said Shiro.
"What? You've changed your mind?"
"We need stakes."
"The stakes are honor. Now, off with your jacket and let's wrestle."
Samar spoke loudly, because he had a crowd. Men and women had issued from their yurts and stood from their fire pits to watch. Even the horses seemed to be watching.
"If I win," said Shiro, "I want you to go to the captain and tell her you're her bitch."
"Shiro, we already follow her."
"That's not what I said. She's from the mountains, where the men are just fucktoys. I want you to be her fucktoy." He grinned savagely. "For one week."
Samar looked around. Sure enough, Captain Laghari was there in the crowd, a strange and aloof figure. Being a mountain woman, she was short, her nose as high as the average man's shoulder, and her eyes were not round like his, but slanted on the inside. A thick, peaked fur cap covered the top of her head, and a tunic covered everything from her chin down to her heavy boots and the mittened hands that were swallowed by plainsman-style oversized sleeves. All one could see of her was her face, which was inscrutable--cool, thoughtful and bored. She raised no objection to Shiro's challenge.
"I take that bet," Samar told him, "under one condition. If I win, you get on your knees and suck me out."
Men went pale. Women giggled and jeered. Samar was sorely tempted to look at Captain Laghari and see what she thought of it, but he knew that his posturing was a show, and a good showman never looked to the audience for approval.
Finally, Shiro shucked off his jacket. Samar expected Shiro to give a speech, or at least get down and stretch. Instead, he tackled Samar.
They hit the ground with Samar on the bottom, and the hit set pain throbbing in the back of his head. But then the rush of conflict charged Samar, and the pain silenced; he felt it and did not feel it at the same time.
Samar's fighting instincts kicked in immediately, and he tried to grab onto Shiro's arms, trap them and immobilize him. But from the beginning, something was wrong. Shiro saw his grabs coming and pulled his arms free before Samar could get a grip on him. The one time Samar did get his hand around the skinny man's arm, Shiro pulled against his thumb, popping free of the one-handed grip.
Shiro barely did anything to pin Samar, but Samar could tell he was losing anyway, because Shiro had a leg around his, and Samar was too busy trying to defeat Shiro's hands to do anything about that. Always, Samar had won through overwhelming speed, never giving his opponent room to breathe, but Shiro was so evasive that it wasn't working.
Samar made a desperate grab, and halfway through, he realized it wouldn't work. Shiro flipped him over, mounted his back and pushed down on all four of Samar's limbs. He was pinned helplessly.
"I yield," grunted Samar. "I yield!"
Shiro stood up, laughing madly. He flexed his arms, and the crowd cheered.
"Up, loser!" growled Shiro, as he took Samar by the scruff of the neck and forced him to his feet. He jabbed a hand off to the side. "Now, go grovel for Laghari!"
Samar looked where Shiro pointed, and he saw Captain Laghari's richly decorated tent but not the captain herself. He looked all over and failed to find her. He flushed. The captain had not even condescended to watch the rest of his fight! But he did not speak his discontent aloud. Instead, he made for the watering barrel.
"She's that way, coward!" yelled Shiro.
Samar bit down on a rebuke and said, "I am covered in mud. As are you. I will not insult her by presenting myself as I am."
The bathing process was long, and Samar made it longer still as he tried to think of what he would do. Dignity was always the one thing he tried to maintain, and now his dignity was about to be trampled into the mud just as his body had been. Clean clothes would make a good start. A clean body would go further. But beyond that, his imagination failed him. So he put on his bravest face, marched out of the bathhouse and made for Captain Laghari's tent.
She found him first. Stepping out from behind a horse and an open-air kitchen, she stepped into his path. Her clothes were the same as before, but her face had thawed a little. He saw the beginnings of a smile on her small mouth. He could not decide whether that was a good omen or a bad one.
"So," she said, folding her arms, "you are the man who pledged himself to me, should he lose the bet. And Chaarumathi tells me you lost indeed."
"Just so, Captain."
One eyebrow quirked up, and her voice became wry. "It is proper to kneel."
Samar hesitated as little as possible and took a knee. His bowed his head so that he could only see her from her knees down. "I am a man of my word, so I pledge myself to you, Captain Misha Laghari, as your personal slave for the next seven days."
The bustle of the camp had gone quiet. Everyone in sight was watching Samar abase himself. He struggled to keep his face firm.
The smile Samar had seen must have been real, because the captain spoke with joy in her voice. "You come from the south, don't you?"
"I do, Captain."
"You're not used to kneeling for women, are you?"
"I am an adaptable man, Captain."
"We will see."
Her legs shifted, and Samar judged that she was turning back to her tent. That meant he would have to follow. He began to rise.
"I did not give you permission to get up," said Laghari mildly.
He collapsed back to his knees, mortified.
Another moment passed, and then, "You may rise, slave. And follow me."
As he followed her back to her tent, he refused to look at the other men. Instead, he stared determinedly as the top of her head, which was level with his eyes. He knew other men were watching him, sneering at his emasculation. And he knew that by refusing to meet their gazes, he was fooling no one. He had been demoted to the status of a war-trophy, and they all knew it. But it did not mean that he had to acknowledge it.
The command tent was unmistakable, wrapped with colored stripes and swirls of dyed cloth. Inside, it looked just like any other tent, but with more of everything. More space, more fur and more goods and supplies on hand for the taking. And more occupants than Samar had expected.
The Captain's second, Chaarumathi, knelt cross-legged across the fire pit. Samar was struck by how young she looked. He had always known she was not an old woman, but now he judged she had not even seen twenty years. Always, she'd looked the part of the stalwart second. Now, she had a wild grin like a lusty girl about to make love for the first time. It occurred to him that maybe she was about to do just that.
"He's beautiful," she said.
"He is," said the captain. "Do you know you're beautiful, slave?"