I had another lousy night sleeping, so I spent most of it thinking about you. As I lay naked on top of the sheets I had a picture of you in my mind -- naked and tightly bound -- more tightly than I have been doing, I think you want that - face down, with your hair falling across your cheek and covering your eye. I remember that falling hair across the eye from the first night we met. Such a coquette!
You are looking away from me and I know why.
As much as you love the lash, the cat o' nine, as it bites across your thighs and ass, you also like the suddenness, the shock of it as it slashes at you. You don't want to see it coming, and I don't want you to. I love the sound your breath makes as you gasp at the bite of the knotted cords -- it's as if you're taking in air to feed the moans that will follow, once you feel a few strokes.
I watched in delight as your ass clenched and tightened with each stroke. The contractions of your buttocks made me think of how tightly your ass clenches around my cock when I sodomize you, and how much I love that feeling. So tight, so strong -- as if you will only release my cock when you want to.
But for now, that splendid ass is the target for my attention, for the cat's attention. Striking across it again and again, I hear your words from the last time we were together -- "You can hit me harder if you want" -- god, it makes my cock hard to remember it.
Speaking of hard cock, mine has grown as I imagine you squirming before me. It is hard now and as I think of you, my hand strays to it, cupping my balls and circling my cock with a light stroking touch. It is my ass that clenches gently, briefly, as I imagine rubbing my cock across your reddened, streaked ass, and running it between your cheeks, feeling their strength and heat surround me.
Still, the lash continues to dance, flicking at the back of your thighs and across your firm calves, then back up past your ass and across your back and shoulders. Wherever it touches, it arouses you, wakening your nerves and your sensations, bringing the blood near the surface, both at the point of impact, and in your pussy as well.
As I strike, watching the rope bite and twist at your flesh, I know full well how hot, how wet, the feelings make you; how ready for the cock, when the time comes.
As I lay alone with only the vision of us in my mind, my hand tightens slowly, steadily around my cock, stroking towards a release I would love to share with you. Still, it is a release I must have, whether with you or not. My mind is full of thoughts of you; my balls, full of cum. Both must be emptied if I am to sleep.
In my mind, I turn you on your back, so that your pussy and your tits are exposed to the lash and to my hands and mouth. Your mound, so Venus like, sits up as if demanding my notice. As if I could fail to notice it. What a sweet, succulent target it makes. I long to lash it, with the cat and with my tongue. I wish I could do both at once, but it is impossible.