For at least the last two years, Master has been encouraging me to suck the cock of a stranger. i've always balked at actually attempting it. Not from any objection to the task, but from a belief that i simply couldn't do it.
i had never been able to go out and pick up a guy to fuck. In college, i went through periods of being desperate to get laid, and somehow i was never able to do it when i tried. A lack of confidence combined with a lack of self-esteem and resulted in my inability to hook up with strangers in bars.
Several times in the course of our relationship Master has ordered me to find and suck cock, with the incentive of starvation rations on the designated hunting days. Each time i failed, and, each time, He has been pleased. Not pleased at my failure, but at what it meant. He proved to Himself and to me that i am not a hunter. i am prey. i will not resist cock, but i cannot take it.
The last time He had ordered me to find cock to suck was over a year ago. i no longer gave seeking cock much thought, instead bending my mind to accepting any cock Master might find for my mouth to please.
Our only goal in going to the sports bar was to watch the game on cable and eat chicken wings. Well, we also wanted to show off my general cuteness and piercings.
For me, what i had on was conservative. A soft maroon three-quarter sleeve shirt, thin enough to show piercings if the bra weren't too thick, over a dark, tight, pair of jeans that showed off my ass and a cute little pair of orange wedges on my feet. i wore a light dusting of make-up on my face and my short, dark, pixie-like hair was brushed forward but unadorned. A black sparkly choker hugged my neck and both my septum ring and nostril stud were clearly visible.
We arrived at the national chain sports bar restaurant before the game began, and the waitress gave us a good spot with a view of a large flat screen to watch the game. Master, of course, enjoys looking at women, and i also enjoy the sight of fine female flesh, so naturally the place was one of those that have only waitresses, and they are clad in tight showy outfits. Most of them, unfortunately, did not have good asses (standard in this area), but the ones that did were displayed wonderfully. i tried not to ogle too openly, but, especially after i got started drinking, it was hard not to stare.
There were two occupied tables in our section of the sports bar. One was in the direction we would be facing to watch the game, and it had two nerdy type men. The other was to our right with a shifting group of mostly rowdy looking men that periodically included the delightfully dressed waitresses.
We started with beer and their famous chicken wings. That's all we ordered really. Just one large order of wings, and periodic pitchers of beer. Master had told me i was to drink and have fun, since He would be driving us home. i tried out different beers throughout the evening, though i really don't remember how they tasted anymore. It was just fun to watch the pre-game show and drink and eat and be cute. I made sure both of the other tables noticed me and my cuteness.
Despite the table to our right mostly rooting for the other team, i got some to convert when i announced that i would only flash everyone if my team won. Though i have my moments of shyness and reticence, i really am an exhibitionist at heart. It is one of the things that Master has helped me to express about myself.
As far as the other table, with the two nerdy gentlemen, i suppose i started it. They were in our direct line of sight, as we had to look to our right a bit to see the television with our game on it. We saw them trying to get a tennis match onto another screen, but the bar didn't get the channel they wanted. i suggested they put hockey on that one too as i headed for the bathroom (with Master's permission of course). They thanked me and declined my cute suggestion, since there was, after all, another screen playing the game right there.
i felt them looking as i walked off and saw them looking when i came back.