This is the fourth and final installment of The Haunted Dungeon. I am planning a spin-off detailing the adventures of the B&B's guests, so stay tuned. In the meantime, enjoy the finale of Saffron and Tony's story.
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One month later...
"Saffy? Are you ever going to tell me what actually happened?" Pammy, my too-intuitive friend interrogated me at the tiny cafĂŠ just down from the museum where I worked.
I had studiously avoided this probing conversation from Pammy, knowing, ultimately, that it was inevitable. Luckily, the rush at James Joseph Designs, where Pammy worked, had prevented us from meeting upâuntil now.
But how could I possibly tell my best friend in the world that I was a masochistic submissive and that it was fear of what I would do, not what Tony would do to me, that forced my hand in leaving? I couldn't.
"It just got too intense, too fast. I had only met him on Friday, and my pattern is NOT to have a one-night stand."
Pammy grinned wickedly. "So, you did have sex with him, then? How was it?"
I needed to change the direction of this conversationâfast. "It was, as I said, intense. Can we please talk about something else now? How's work? How's that sexy boss of yours?" If there were one subject that could cause Pammy to go off on her tangent, it was her disgust at James Joseph, owner and head designer at the house she designed for.
Pammy harrumphed, and I knew I had distracted her enough to steer her thoughts away from Tony. As she launched into a tirade about his unfair criticisms of her newest designs, I inwardly wished that I could cause my own thoughts to cease their focus on Tony.
Not a wakingâor sleepingâmoment went by where I didn't think of him.
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It probably did not help that the nature of my job was studying the academic and anthropological history of BDSM. My days were spent cataloguing primary documentsâpictures and narrativesâthat focused on the depictions of BDSM.
Before meeting Tony, I had pictured myself as the submissive in those documents. Now, the Dominant in everything I viewed and catalogued was superimposed with Tony's face and body.
My dreams were not free of him, either. Hazy images, full of my darkest, most illicit fantasies, made sleeping comfortably an impossibility. I awoke several times each night wet, needy, and yearning for more of Tony's domination.
It was if my unconscious and subconscious were trying to fulfill my submissive cravings that would never be realized in my waking hours.
I didn't just miss Tony, though. The ghosts were frequently in my thoughts, especially Michelle. The intimacy that she and I shared from her melding with my brain caused her to know me as no one else ever had or ever would.
For the past month, it was these thoughts and emotions that made me a sluggish heap at work.
So, that's why, when my boss, the curator of the National Repository of Human Sexuality, Tamara Grover, summoned me into her office, I groaned inwardly.
Tamara had previously held my position as assistant curator of BDSM studies. I was in aweâand a bit scaredâof the Amazonian Domme whose height exceeded mine by several inches before adding her trademark boots with a four-inch heel.
With a sigh, and hopefully a stronger showing of confidence than I felt, I tapped on the door of her office and entered at her sharp directive.
Tamara's red-slicked lips were curved in a smile directed at the dark-haired man opposite her at her desk.
"Here she is," Tamara grinned, gesturing at me. She was almost purring at this visitor. "Peter, meet Saffron Gray. Miss Gray is assistant curator of BDSM studies. She's exactly who I thought of when your client and you contacted me with his unusual proposition. Saffron, this is Pete Daniels. He's representing a client with an exciting idea for a private venture. I think you would be perfect to serve as our liason for the project. To give us some positive PR."
I gulped as I felt Mr. Daniels envelop his hand in mine, his eyes a visual caress. "So nice to meet you, Miss Gray. Call me Pete."
"And I go by Saffronâor Saffy," I clarified. He was very handsome with expertly styled dark hair and warm hazel eyes, but, despite his winning smile, he wasn't Tony.
If anything, the grin widened. "Saffy, then. I've heard so much about you; I feel as if I know you already. I'll tell you what. I need to contact my client briefly to hammer out the particulars. How about you and Saffy discuss some of what we've talked about, and I'll pick her up at 11:30 for lunch to schmooze her into accepting." This he spoke to Tamara before taking her hand and lightly kissing her knuckles.
She sighed, nearly cooing as he left her office. "That man is sex on a shingle. If it weren't for the fact he is extremely dominant, I would tear off his clothes where he sat. He almost makes me want to turn switch."
My eyes widened as I tried to visualize Tamara submitting to any man. The idea seemed as laughable as me becoming dominant.
"Anyway," Tamara intoned, segueing into the work part of the conversation, "Pete's client is opening a BDSM-oriented business, and he needs help making sure that things are accurate. I know you have no practical experience with BDSM," here I flushed and looked down at my hands twisting restlessly in my lap, "but your knowledge and attention to detail make up for any detriments your inexperience may cause."
"What sort of business is it?" was my breathless question. "A club?"
Tamara glared at me. "I will let Pete fill you in on that and his client's expectations. The business is on the up-and-up, however. I privately investigated it. His client has filed for all the permits and business documentation he needs to. And it hardly needs to be said that Pete's client's willingness to pay, not only your expenses, salary, and benefits while you are under his employ, but also a hefty bonus to you and the repository, will go a long way to meeting our yearly budget."
I bit my lower lip and nodded. The researcher's lamentâmoney, money, money. Was it better to be constantly scrambling for money or to be pimped out as a consultant? "You may go, Saffron," Tamara reminded me.
Heading back to my desk, I decided to forget about that job and focus instead on a series of letters a former representative of the Boston area in the Senate wrote to his wife and submissive in the 1890s while she remained home. My job was to catalogue and transcribe them.
The letters themselves were heart stirring missives of love and passion on the surface. But, digging deeper, he referred more than once to her daily tasksâand did not mean housecleaning.
So lost was I in his words and hers of longing back to him, transcribing his messy scrawl and her flowing hand, that Pete had to clear his throat several times to get my attention.
"Wha?" I whispered. I wiped my eyes that leaked tears of perfect beauty of their love, a love that reminded me so much of Auguste and Michelle.
Pete chuckled, a warm sound that welled up from deep within. "You are a romantic, I see," he said, reading the most recent letter over my shoulder.
"A bit. I guess." Great, I thought. Socially awkward me was taking over. Tamara was going to be THRILLED if I disgusted a client with my inability to display even a bit of social poise. "Are you ready?" I stammered.
"Of course," was his gracious reply.
I stood, and he smiled approvingly at my choice of dress for the dayâa pale pink A-line, sleeveless, with a white chiffon shawl, pink pumps, and a string of pearls. After returning to Boston, it seemed as if I wore something vaguely constricting around my neck every day.
"We will take my car," Pete offered.