A Fool There Was
The next morning he awoke to a wicked hangover and the sound of a woman's voice. For a moment he thought it was all a dream, a terrible, horrible wonderful weird dream. But the woman's voice burst that balloon. It wasn't Rose's voice, however. It was Nazimova's.
Her dark, heavy baritone blew the last fog off Clifton's mind.
"Why are you still in my house?"
Clifton looked up from the bed. Nazimova stood at the base of it, imperious in a black day dress. Several young dancers and actresses huddled behind her. "Well?"
Clifton scanned the room for his clothes and found them in a pile by the screen. Rose was nowhere to be found. He tried to remember when she had left but the last time he remembered her being here was when her hand was around his... He looked under the sheets. He was naked.
"Get out!"
"I'm sorry Miss Nazimova." he put his hands up in an open palmed gesture. "I'm naked."
"No one cares." Miss Nazimova must have seen the look of terror on his face because she sighed and ordered everyone to turn around.
Clifton hustled to the screen, picked up his clothes and scurried into the powder room to get dressed and whet his hair. From the other side of the door he heard Nazimova speak.
"Damnit, Maria, we need new sheets. Damn it!"
There was a door on the other side of the powder room. Clifton used that to make his exit.
It was a 45 minute walk in the late morning sun down Crescent Heights Boulevard to his tiny apartment in West Hollywood. At least it never rained in L.A. He'd had enough rainfall in the trenches to last a lifetime.
Clifton killed time during the walk with his thoughts. He wondered why he agreed to do it, to be filmed pleasing Rose McQueen's pussy. At least he remained clothed. Was it still a crime for him, then? Only if the wrong people saw it. But who would see it? Would his likeness (albeit only the back of his head and hands) be featured on every army base and bachelor party for years to come?
Is this why Rose McQueen hadn't done a feature film in 4 years? My God, if people found out that was him, he could get blacklisted just like her! She was Rose McQueen. She was The Harpy! And this was powerful enough to keep even her out of the studios. He decided then and there he needed that movie. He needed to know it would never see the light of day. He hadn't come this far to turn tail back to Texas shamed and humiliated, branded a blue actor for the rest of his days.
Clifton was scared and full of regret. He'd made a mistake while intoxicated, a mistake that could cost him everything, maybe even his name. But he'd been intoxicated in another way. Rose was beautiful and invigorating. Her sounds filled his mind and his soul. There were still pleasurable echoes rolling in his head. Even her orgasm was unique. He wasn't sure he liked it, but he knew you couldn't fake something like that.
Though he was frightened he was also profoundly sad because he knew he was nothing more than a plaything to her, a mere trifle in her pleasure. Waking up alone just put a klieg light on that. He was nothing but a mark to her and that thought cut him to the quick.
He wasn't due back to the studio until Wednesday so he spent the intervening days on the beach in Santa Monica and the nights in a speakeasy in West Hollywood. He kept hoping he would see her wandering through the door, but people like her didn't need a speakeasy, they had bootleggers deliver to their homes. Clifton had no idea where Rose McQueen's home was. He hoped Basil might know. It would have to wait until Wednesday to ask.
"Um, she has a mansion somewhere in Beverly Hills, I believe. Where exactly, I have no idea."
It was early morning Wednesday and principal shooting on the 7th Inspector Lightley mystery, The Night Terror, was about to begin. Clifton was set to play the British bobby who interrupts an overnight heist only to get cold cocked. As Basil promised, it was a more meaty role. He opened the movie's action and was featured in the big reveal at the end. He even got 2 dialogue cards in the film. That meant he was a 'speaking' role, inasmuch as such a thing could exist in a silent film.
"I told you I would stick to my word, Lad." He was back to talking in his fake Etonian accent.
"Thanks, Barry."
He pulled Clifton in close. "At the studio, it's got to be Basil, old boy. And I've got to keep the accent. Elsewhere you can call me Barry. Actually, I rather like it when you do. But not here. Keeping up appearances and all that."
"Sorry, Basil."
"Not a problem, chap. Now tell me, why do you want Miss McQueen's address? Did she break your heart? I'll curse that witch if she's hurt my protege."
Clifton recounted the evening, leaving out only RenΓ©, the filming and the salacious details of the act. But he left in the bed, and his rude awakening.
"Don't feel too bad, chap. You made that old Russian bint's day." He patted Clifton firmly on the back. "Cheer up! All's well that ends well. I dare say you've dodged a bullet. You've had your first starlet. If you're lucky it will wind up in the trades."
Clifton hoped and prayed that it would not. He could think of only one reason he and Rose might wind up in the trades and it was the worst reason of all. He needed to find her, and find that tape.
"I suppose you're right, Basil." He replied. "Still, I'd like to say a proper goodbye. Do you know anyone who does have her address?"
"You southern gentlemen. When you get something stuck in your head- well, there's no use. Tell you what. I'll ask around. Let me see what I can do."
That was the last of it until Thursday morning. When Clifton arrived to the set an assistant fetched him and told him Basil wanted him in his dressing room to rehearse as soon as possible. He grabbed a coffee and hurried over.
"Shut the door, Clifton."
"What gives, Basil? Everything alright?"
Basil stood up. He was clutching an envelope in his hand. He shook it as he paced. "I went asking around after Miss Rose for you. As it turns out she was doing the same."
"Fantastic! Is that it? Do you have her address?"
"I have that and more, Clifton." He extended his hand with the envelope but when Clifton reached for it, he snapped it back. "I ask myself if I should just pitch this in the trash. I almost did many a time since last night."
"You wouldn't."
"No." he sighed. "I wouldn't. Truth is I'm afraid of what might happen to me if I did."
"I already told you, Basil, I wouldn't hurt you."
"Basil laughed sarcastically. "Oh no, not you. It's not you I'm afraid of, chap."
"Come on, man. Give me the address!" That address was salvation for Clifton. He didn't understand or appreciate Basil's reticence.
"I'll give it to you, alright, but hear me out. Sit, boy." Clifton sat and lit a cigarette.
Basil tossed the envelope into Clifton's lap. "Here. I didn't find her address. I didn't need to. She found you."
Clifton opened the envelope and retrieved a card.
You have been invited
To a private Premiere
The Pleasures of SalomΓ©
8 P.M. Friday - Black Tie