There's something special about the first time. Ok, actually there's a lot of awkward things about the first time: Nervousness, losing control too fast, not knowing exactly how to please and how to last and the list could go on. In the end though, take away the inelegance of it and the first is special in a way.
To a submissive like me, it's like a claiming. One that can't be ignored.
Ma'am smiled at me as we walked back into her place. Dinner had been light. Something I think she'd done on purpose. "Welcome," She said, she handing me something. I looked down at the slick black leather collar with a single metal loop in it. "I expect you naked, collared and clean when you emerge from that bathroom boy," She said, her hand wrapping around the back of my head and pulling me close. "Tonight you become mine." She promised, her lips mere inches from mine.
"Yes Ma'am," I murmured and she pushed me towards the bathroom.
"Don't give me lip," She mock growled and smacked my butt before heading down the hall. "I expect you to be in that exact spot in 10 minutes."
I nodded and dashed towards the bathroom. She had set up an enema in the shower and I wasted no time, stripping down and inserting the tube. I was nervous, my hands shook a bit as I nearly rammed the tub into my butt. I'd been fantasizing and talking to ma'am for a while now and to be so close. To be claimed completely in her pet in a way that I couldn't deny. Yeah, I was ecstatic, but I was also nervous as hell. What if I wasn't good enough? Didn't last long enough for her?
Breathe, I heard her say to me as she had said so much since I met her. I obeyed the memory and focused on being clean. I wasn't going to fuck up at this at least. Once clean, I gently wiped away the remaining water and picked up the collar. Gripping it, I wrapped it around my neck. I didn't need it to know I was owned, but it was an outward symbol and I relished it. Stepping out of the bathroom, I breathed and knelt outside the bathroom and waited.
"11 minutes pet," Ma'am tsked as I finally knelt down. I looked upwards into her eyes. She smiled as she met my gaze evenly. "You know what that means," She continued. Reaching forward she clipped a thick leash to my collar and beckoned me forward. She didn't say get on my feet. Catching the subtle order, I crawled behind her. She could've asked for anything and I would've done it at that point. She had me crawl down the hallway, through the hardwood floors. Past the kitchen and finally in the the bedroom. Her room was a nerd's dream. Star wars, Disney and Harry potter posters and memorabilia. Ma'am was a nerd when it came to the things she loved and it was always entertaining to see her obsessions. She did have good tastes.
In the middle of the room lay her bed, it wasn't a mammoth, but it was a decent sized queen bed that was just enough room for what she liked. Ma'am turned and sat on the bed and looked at me.
"On my lap boy," Ma'am ordered, "You are this close and you just can't seem to behave." I obeyed, crawling over her lap and placing my stomach over her thighs and waited. She must've heard the hitch in my breath when she was talking. "Breathe," she said lightly, her hands stroking my skin. Fingers cupping my ass with what could only be called possession. "Count for me."
I'm actually a little scared of spankings to be honest.
She knew it too, during sex it was exciting but laying over her lap there while waiting was nerve racking. The anticipation, the fear. It was a scary mixture. Either I trusted her or I bolted. I wasn't going to bolt after getting this far. So I waited. Anticipation and fear mixing in my veins as I tensed up.
A harsh smack to my left cheek.
"One," I gritted. Fire burning my butt, then her hand smoothed over the burn. Stroking reddened skin.
"Relax," she ordered, "10 to go."
"Two-Ah"
Smack.
"Three."
Each smack followed with her hand soothing my skin, gently rubbing away the ache of my punishment. Even little things could be punished and being late for my first time was pretty bad for me.
At 10, she stopped completely. Her fingers tracing my burning skin before slowly sliding between my cheeks. Tracking my hole with one hand as the other gently scraped along my taint. I felt my member rise, I closed my eyes and moaned. It felt so good as she teased me.
"Such a good boy," She chuckled, "next time, be on time pet."
"Yes Ma'am," I moaned into the bed. My hips began to grind against her lap. My erection ground into her jeans. The burn combined with the pleasure of her touch sent my senses into overdrive. Her jeans rasping against my skin to those nails tracing my sensitive taint and hole drove me insane with need.
"Now ask for your last one."
I stilled.
"Ask pet."
Mean. Mean Mean Mean Mean.
"Punish me Ma'am," I reluctantly grunted.
Her nails dug right into my taint. I whimpered
"Say that again with a better tone," She replied as if commenting on the weather.
"Please punish me Ma'am." I asked in a much more contrite tone.
SMACK!
Five harsh smacks followed as she completely reddened my ass. Sitting would not be easy tonight. Soothing my skin as I lay still over her lap.
"You knew that lip would make it worse," She tsked, tugging me back to my feet on my knees in front of her. I knelt at her feet, ass burning and just looked up at her as she cupped my face and kissed me. It was slow, her tongue claiming my mouth as I help still. Teasing back with her tongue in a desperate attempt to please her. I wanted to please her so badly.
Her hand wrapped around my leash and she tugged me free from her mouth. Her leash tugging me towards where she desired me next. She tugged me onto the bed, and pushed me on my back, leaning forward she looped the leash to the headboard. "Now if you can be a good boy for the rest of the evening..." She trailed off and stepped off the bed.
Her hips grinding as she she slid up her shirt. Pulling it up and over her head. Leaving only a satin bra cupping her voluminous breasts. She was gorgeous. She grinned as I watched, slipping off her pants. Taking her sweet ass time.
Being forced to watch and wait was torturous as she slowly stepped out of her pants. I was nearly panting from desire as my cock was pulsing just looking at her reveal herself in person. The panties and bra came off next, leaving her gloriously nude as she crawled onto the bed with me.
Her smile was so taunting as she stared at me, possession marking her gaze. "Tell me if you get close boy," She ordered as her tongue kissed my inner thigh. Slowly teasing her way up towards my aching cock. My legs tenses and I whimpered in want.
"Such a nice thick cock boy," She murmured between slow licks, "and it's all mine. It's my cock now."
She took her time, tasting, teasing around me. Laving my inner thigh and slowly circling me all while watched, desperately hoping she would.
Then she started slow, her hand lifting my balls to slowly teasing my taint, drawing a moan from my throat. Moving upward, she took my balls into her mouth, sucking on each with slow persistence. Pleasure burned through my cock as I focused on not moving, which was becoming harder by the second. She slowly pushed my legs wider, her breath slowly teasing me, making me jerk just slightly towards her. Ma'am chuckled deviously and blew again on my shaft, letting me spasm just slightly. Leaning forward, her tongue delicately tortured the head of my cock. Teasing my delicate underside of the head before her mouth swallowed me.
"More," I begged.
My hips pumped as she took her time. Creating a suction around my cock that made me moan. I was in heaven right there, her tongue and mouth milking me as I gasped beneath her. I was so close.
But she hadn't given permission.
"I'm close," I grunted, thinking of the dmv. The least sexy of all places.
She withdrew, elucidating a disappointed whimper.
Flipping over she lay next to me and looked at me for the longest of moments. "Fuck me," She ordered.
I flipped over on top of her. My weight coming to rest between her as her hips wrapped around me like a glove. Breasts pressed against my chest as I lined up my cock for her pussy. I couldn't wait. I needed her. I was past foreplay, past thought.
With one stroke I rammed myself all the way inside her. My tongue spearing into her mouth as her pussy gripped me tighter than a fist. It was so hot as her hips wrapped around my legs. Trying to keep me deep inside her. Her nails dug into my ass, a clear command.
I wish I had started slow, but I was too close. Still kissing her, I immediately starting fucking her as fast as I could. Hips slapping into her pelvis again and again in a rapid tempo. Gasps leaving her mouth as I broke the kiss to nibble on her collar bone. I was gone as delicious moans rang from her throat.
"Fuck.. oh fuck.. Fuck me harder boy," She gasped, breaths slammed out of her with every thrust of my hips. I obeyed, trying to go even faster. I wish I could've lasted longer. I lost myself pounding and pounding, until I finally came deep inside her. My cum spraying as deep as my cock could reach.
"Fuck," I gasped. My body seizing up. Legs locking and harsh sharp gasps leaving me as all my weight pressed into her. Every inch of me trying to get deeper inside her. Sweat poured off me as my lungs tried to keep up. Doing the best they could to keep me going.
