Well, when I was very young on the farm my 2 older brothers used to tie me up & leave me in the haymow until they decided to come & get me. Later I started doing it to myself-only naked. A couple of times I almost had to call for help as I was swinging from a rafter tied by my wrists & couldn't take the pressure off of the ropes in order to free myself. Sometimes I hung there for a while.
When I traveled for work I met a lady who lives far away. We are both married but craved something different. Sex was great and eventually we tied each other up - or down- and I found that I enjoyed being tied more than tying her up. I am a bit of an exhibitionist and began wearing some of her panties but she was very small and so I developed my own wardrobe and sometimes I would give her a fashion show.
She would tie me up or down whip me a bit, pinch my nipples and eventually she did my mouth and ass with a strap on while calling me her slut-which was amazing. It was so sexy & wild. I can't get those images out of my head. Me bent double over the back of her sofa with my ankles tied to the outermost legs and my wrists tied to the front ones. She would stick her cock in my mouth and I'd get it very wet before she slid it up my ass while slapping my thighs.
I have numerous Polaroids of these sessions which are dangerous to keep around but I just can't bring myself to burn them. Unfortunately both of our circumstances have changed and we can no longer get together.
I advertised on Craig's list several times for a lady to take her place but got no takers. There were few opportunities for a man my age and with my fetishes to get any sort of satisfaction.
I began to fantasize about having a man actually fuck me since I had taken a strapon up the ass. So I changed my ad. The title read "Submissive first timer" into cross dressing, anal and bondage. I have fantasized about being taken orally and anally by a man who has 'captured' me and would really like to have this experience. I have had oral sex with a man years ago, but would love to have a cock up my ass and and in my mouth under the right circumstances .
That got some results and one of the first only lived 10 miles away. After emailing each other for a few weeks we got the opportunity and I got the courage to meet at his place one morning while his wife was out. He liked ladies lingerie too- specially pantyhose and so I got some clothes to match his attractions.