Part 4, Initiation
Caught in a frenzied embrace, we twirled into the hotel room like a dervish. In spite of our lack of focus, one of us managed to switch on the light before you forced me against the wall, gulping me with your hungry tongue. Caught as I was between the wall and your passion, I had no opportunity for anything but submission. “Yes,” you hissed, “this is how I want you. This is how I’ve
always
wanted you, from the day we first met online.” You held my wrists pinned to the wall while your hips thrust against me. Then you made a point of scissoring your legs with mine, placing your jeans-bound cock in position to rub against my inner thigh.
The sensation of your need-made-manifest pressing against me made my breathing even shallower. A low, frustration-tinged whimper escaped my lips. “
Please!
” I begged.
You released my left wrist, allowing your right hand to brush my hip, then slowly draw upward, following the curve of my torso and breast before finally reaching my face. Your hand cupped my jaw; your fingers lightly stroked my cheek. You slid your thumb under my chin, causing the crook of your palm to push against my throat. Holding me like that, you stared into my spellbound eyes. Both of us felt my body trembling. Finally you asked, “Do you trust me?”
My labored breath came in gasping sobs, making it nearly impossible to speak; so I nodded as furiously as your gripping hand allowed.
“I want to hear you say it, pet.”
I gulped twice –- ensuring that, if I could breathe, I could speak –- before finally whispering, “Yes, I trust you.”
Your hand moved upward, caressing my jaw and chin as you moved closer, smothering my mouth with yours. When your need was sufficiently slaked, you smiled and said, “What a treasure you are.” Your body relaxed, no longer pressing into mine. Then you drew me close and led me to the bed.
Once you comfortably settled into position, you looked up at me and said, “Strip for me.”
An overwhelming sense of shame and fear mingled, causing me to hesitate. My breathing grew heavy again; unable to speak, I wagged my head from side to side.
“I don’t like having to repeat orders.”
“I know,” I squeaked out. “It’s just... please don’t make me do this.”
Your expression softened, as if you realized my reason for shyness. You pulled me close, then said, “Listen to me.” I shifted uneasily, fearing your rebuke. Your hand rose to caress my cheek as you repeated, “Listen very carefully to me. I’ve told you I like a woman with curves, and yours are bounteous, my dear. Even if I didn’t find you attractive –- and please believe me when I say I do –- I’d still want to be with you. The brain is the most important sex organ in the body, and your brain fascinates me. So innocent of the world, yet wanting to experience more –- and willing to embrace it all. That makes you beautiful to me.”
I bit my lip, in an attempt to hold back my tears. My head bowed in shame as my hand lifted to the cameo at my throat.
“Do you trust me?”
“Yes.”
“Then do as I’ve commanded.”
With head still inclined in order to hide my tears, I slowly undid the buttons of my blouse.
“Look at me, pet.” You waited for me to lift my head and meet your steady gaze before adding, “Don’t let your eyes leave mine.”
Seeing the calm of your expression reassured me. I drew open the blouse, allowing it to slip to the floor, thus exposing my naked breasts to you. Your gaze softened. “Lovely,” was the only comment you made.