We have been talking for so long, meeting is both exciting and nerve racking. What if you don't like me in person? What if you don't show up? What if it was all in my head, and the only way we click is through a computer screen? There are so many what if's I don't know what to do with them all!!
Still, I sit here, impatiently waiting for you to show up at Starbucks so we can meet, for the first time. My leg is shaking, I keep playing with my cup and looking between the parking lot and my phone, just waiting for you. Car after car pulls in, 15 minutes goes by and I debate calling to make sure you're coming to the right Starbucks. Another car pulls in, and I hold my breath, hoping and worrying that it's you.
As you step out of the car, I feel my face heat as I blush, worried that you won't notice me, and praying that you do. As you walk in, you scan the coffee shop until you see me. Smiling, you walk to the counter and place your order, making me wait. I think you enjoy me squirming. In fact, I know you do.
You walk over to me with your drink in hand, smiling and say "what, no hug?" I blush again, and stand up to give you a hug. You do that evil laugh in my ear and murmur "good slut" making me blush again. As we separate, you let your hand linger on my ass, making sure i can feel you touching me.
We sit down, sipping our coffees. I feel my cheeks flushing again as I look down at my cup, unsure what to say. You laugh again, "what, you're shy now? That's so unlike you." You sit there, staring at me, smiling at how shy and uncomfortable I am. I glance up and giggle just a little bit. I start rambling about unimportant things, just talking trying to make it so there is no awkward silence. You sit there, laughing, smiling, enjoying how much I fidget, how shy I am, how much I'm giggling and blushing.
We have some small conversation, mostly with me talking and you just laughing at how awkward and shy I'm being. Finally, our coffee's finished, we stand up to leave. I'm standing there, nervous not sure what to expect. I had walked here, so I was waiting for my cue on whether I should just leave, or follow you to your car. You stare at me, that smirk on your face scaring and exciting me at the same time.
"Come with me, I think we should go see a movie." You say, and start walking towards your car. I smile, excited by you wanting to stay with me awhile longer, and hurry behind you. You move, as though to open the door for me, and instead, press me up against the car, and assault my mouth. I give you everything you want, opening and letting you in, moaning into your mouth, begging for me as you grind your hips against mine. I can feel you smile as you shove your tongue into my mouth, claiming it for yourself.
You release me, holding me so I don't sag to the ground. You reach behind me, and pull open the door as you laugh. I drop into the seat, trying to wrap my mind around what was going on. You slide into the driver's seat and turn on the engine. As we pull out of the parking lot, you place a hand on my leg, and just let it rest there. Your thumb making small circles on my thigh. I just keep staring at the floor, my cheeks getting redder and redder the longer your hand stays on my leg.