Justin groaned as he twisted and turned in his bed. It had been three days since he had last seen her, and could no longer hold himself back. Pathetic.. he thought. Maybe I'm a lost cause.
He had gone back to training as she had prompted him, watching porn for hours on end until it bored him, his soft cock hanging limply on his own thighs. But whenever he finished... he couldn't stop thinking about that afternoon. The way she talked to him, her delightful curves, the taste of her lips, her smile, and the feeling of her bare skin against his. He wiped the sweat off of his brow as he watched his cock start to perk up once more as he reminded himself of it, unable to resist his carnal urges as he began to jerk it into his hand, squeezing his eyes shut as he begged himself to stop, to show some sort of self-control.
But he couldn't do it. His imagination ran wild, his hand pumping at the speed her breasts had rubbed up against his member then, almost able to feel them one more time. Almost. But because it wasn't her, she wasn't there to help him, he couldn't stop. He turned over, balancing up on his knees as he thrust his dribbling cock into his pillow. "Oh, fuck, Lucy... harder, please!" Here, he didn't need to beg her to slow down, he didn't need to last. He started panting, his eyes playing tricks on him as he saw her replace the pillow, taking his cock deep inside her, her sweet moans filling the air, her cheeks hot with lust and exhaustion.
He could almost here it.. The tone of her voice, the casual way in which she spoke, her sound changing as she seduced him.. the way she had leaned into his ear- Justin leaned down over his pillow, as if he was searching for that lovely sound- how she had spoken deep into him with words barely above a whisper, as he felt the most pleasure he had ever experienced before~
"Cum for me~"
Justin couldn't handle it. It had barely been more than three minutes- much shorter than he had ever lasted by himself before- but it was too much, and he began to orgasm, three days of pent up cum, rocketing out of the tip of his cock, and buried itself into his pillow, staining it with his sticky white seed, his hips humping forward into it as his imagination slowly reeled itself back in, and reality came crashing down. He fell forward, tears in his eyes, shivering as he realized what he had done.
It was a blur, a momentary lapse in his stoicism. But it was failure, and guilt came crashing down. How would he tell her? The lovely, beautiful girl who had gone out of her way to help a prejac, pathetic loser like him who couldn't even handle three days without the release he was addicted to.
~~~
It was a lovely Sunday afternoon, two days after his guilty indulgence, and one day after he had sent a desperate message for help, explaining to her what had happened. All he had received in return was a single message back. 'I sent you something to help! Call me when you get it! <3'
Justin jolted out of his chair as the doorbell rang, running quickly downstairs to swing open the door, nothing but a small cardboard box on his front porch. He sighed. For some reason, he found himself disappointed that it wasn't her, the girl who seemed to be the only one he had seen at his front door these past few weeks.
But he grabbed the box, shutting the door behind him as he brought it up to his room, pulling up the app on his phone as he sent Lucy a request to call, and began opening up the package.
~~~
I grinned, accepting immediately as I heard the notification pop up, knowing immediately who it was. My sweet darling Justin had been continuously beaten down by the failures I had been causing him. It was time to amp up the intensity, his reliance on my help. I rolled onto my back, holding my phone over my face as the call went through, and I saw an awkward angle of his now familiar bedroom on my screen. "Hey, silly! It's a porn app, the call feature is with video! Don't worry though, I won't charge you for this one-" I giggled as I heard him curse quietly, dropping his phone from his ear and flipping the camera to face himself.
"Right, uh, sorry.. hey I got your pa-" His eyes went wide, cheeks turning a pale pink as he stared at his phone screen, covering his eyes before peeking through, and then dropping his hand, realizing how ridiculous that was. "Wha-- why are you.."
I laughed at his reaction, throwing up a peace sign over my eye. "Dressed like that?" I asked coyly, groping at my chest through the satin covering, making sure he could see through the camera. "Sometimes my clients pay for me to wear certain outfits for them, you know, for photoshoots and videos and stuff. Do you like it?" I panned the camera down all the way to my thighs, accentuated by a dark lining of stockings, and then back up. I was in a full black bunny suit, custom fitted for my body, and dolled up in heavy makeup, bright red lipstick and flashy eyeshadow to compliment my outfit.
"Oh, yeah.. right. a photoshoot.. is it a bad time?" I could see the flash of disappointment on his face. It was obvious he had a hard time thinking about me entertaining other men. I didn't dare tell him that this wasn't even my own bed, lest I break him out of his illusions completely. I tilted the camera up, away from my face, and muted the microphone before looking down towards the end of the bed.