Editor's note: this story contains scenes of incest or incest content.
*****
My older sister Maria, looked at me incredulously. "Volunteer? Are you insane?" She looked at the paperwork on the kitchen table in front of her.
She then looked up at me, her mouth agape. Truly in shock.
I sat across from her, in our family home, both of our parents having passed from cancer the year before. She was three years older than me. She stood 5'6, short, light brown hair, bobbed in a professional cut, her figure absolutely perfect, 36C chest, tiny waist and flared hourglass hips, looking amazing as always. I was always a little envious of her figure. With me at 5'4, long brown hair, 34B chest, and a couple of extra pounds on me, making me a little soft in the middle. I did like my backside secretly. And I've had a few compliments on it, to my shame and thrill.
I watched her face turn a few colours, as I blushed somewhat, but held my ground. "Ya, volunteer. I want this." I sat forward in the chair, it scraping along the floor somewhat. "It's for six months. And I've fantasized about this kind of thing, as long as I can remember." I stopped for a moment, looking into her eyes. My own, dead serious. "All of the women are there of their own volition. All are on Provera, so there's no chance of pregnancy. Everyone is tested, so theres no chance of any infection! And there's a doctor there all the time." I shuffled my feet over the ground a bit. "It's a training center for people like me. People who want so desparately to give in."
My sister took a deep breath and shook. "It's ridiculous! You're talking about... about... sanctioned rape! Forced imprisonment, and bondage. And you could be fucked by anyone. Anytime. And you WANT this? You want some rando to fuck you, and lord knows what else?" She exhaled in frustration, her arms falling to the table.
I looked back at her and shivered a little. "Yes... I do. It isn't rape, if I consent. It is forced though. I don't want the choice sis. I want the power exchange. I want to be submissive. I want to learn to be collared. Owned. Like property. I don't want the ability to refuse. I want to be tied up. Gagged. If one of the Doms there want my ass, it's his. If one of the Doms wants my throat, it's his." I swallowed hard. "Keith..."
She quickly cut me off. "I don't give a rats behind what Keith wants. Nor should you! Listen to yourself! You want to be chained like an animal and forced to be fucked? Forced to be used and do whatever depraved things this Keith wants you to do?" She was almost screaming, tears forming in her eyes. "Why? Gawd, why?"
I'm 24, and have been a very indecisive girl most of my life. I've had a number of boyfriends that were surprisingly uninspiring. Which ended up being boring. Many guys think Road Head and the occasional anal session makes you a submissive. Nope, not me. I knew I needed more. I needed something I couldn't grasp. Something... Beyond my inexperience.