Editor's note: this story contains scenes of non-consensual or reluctant sex.
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Just so you know, this is not where I saw myself at 35. I am a very strong woman. I have worked with a lot of people, led people, even followed at times, but leading is definitely my thing.
If you had told me that I would be kneeling at the door of my ex's house waiting for him to return, I would have probably laughed at you, maybe even fought you. But here I am. Exactly as I was left. Naked, spider gagged, and kneeling on the hard floor, with a plug digging into my ass. I'm not sure how long I have been sitting here. Maybe an hour or two. My knees are starting to hurt, I move side to side, just to redistribute the weight but it doesn't do anything at this point. You said you needed to run out quickly. I know I could hear when you pull up and could stand, but quitting isn't really in my nature, which is something that you had probably counted on.
Finally, I hear the door open and close, the footsteps come nearer, but you say nothing. There is no relief to me, my ass, or my aching knees. You walk into the kitchen and sit something down. Then you walk into the bedroom, and then back into the area where I am still kneeling. All the while I am continuing to try and figure out how I got here, so deep in contemplation, I didn't even realize that you were standing behind me at this point. Just the heat from your legs near my back makes my pussy pulse, a more than gentle reminder of how I got here. You have always been my weakness.
We only started texting and talking again a little more than six months ago, and we easily slipped into this power exchange. The longer it went on the more defined the roles became a strange understanding between two people with such a distant history. I wonder sometimes if these are the roles we were meant to play? If this would have been our natural path, and destination, if things had gone differently.
With that thought, I feel a hand grasp the strap on the back of my head and yank back pulling the metal spider gag deeper into my mouth. "Fuck", I think. I hope I don't chip a tooth. I didn't have much more than a moment for that thought to go through my head before I was being spun around and pushed forward over an ottoman. You kneel in front of me, hard dick in hand, and you begin to fuck my throat. (what no Hello? I crack myself up) As much as I jest, with every thrust into my throat I am more turned on.
This is just the beginning, and I can feel my saliva dripping from mouth, pooling at my cheek as my head is pushed into the cushion and continually violated. You push further into the back of my throat testing my gag reflex which at this point is entirely active. I am gasping for breaths as you block my airway with your cock over and over. You are ignoring the coughing and gagging.
You are focused on your own dick, which makes me happy. You tell me to look at you, you smile as you see the tears from me gagging, my face is turning red from a lack of oxygen, and from the pressure all of the gagging is putting on me. I guess that is what did it, you must have loved the drool dripping from my mouth, being held open by the spider gag, but you increase speed a little, and then with a final few pushes you send your sperm down into my throat, holding your dick there, balls pressed against my face, as if you were ensuring none of them would follow you out. With that, you let go of my head, and in exhaustion, my head just lays in the puddle.
I start to stir after regaining my breath, my jaw is aching, still being held open by the metal ring, I start to rub my face, careful not to move the gag, and I guess you heard the slight commotion. You tell me to continue to lay there and to put my arms down by my side. You do allow me to move down the ottoman, which positions me with my ass exposed, and knees on the ground. I am there laying with my head turned to the side, but I cannot really see what is going on, I can only see the fireplace, which reminds me that since the adrenaline is coming down, I am getting a little cold.
You come back over in front of me wearing some loose shorts and a t-shirt, a further reminder that I am naked, and tell me to place my hands in front of me. I do. You take out a roll of green tape and begin to bind my hands together at the wrist, in front of my body. You walk me out of the main area of the house and into the garage, where you shut the door behind us. We stop a few feet in front of the door leading to the house, leaving enough room between me and the house door for you to come and go freely.
This is where you take my hands and lift them over my head, and attach them to a hook fashioned to an exposed beams; hanging high enough where I have to lift my heels off the ground to keep the layers of tape from rolling up and cutting into my skin.
You leave me in the garage, facing the door, which I am sure was just done to make the wait worse, and go back into the house. Now I am certainly cold, and it has nothing to do with a loss of adrenaline, but everything to do with living in the Pacific North West.
Some time has passed, not sure how much, finally you come back into the garage. Every time I see you there is a smirk hidden under a dominating demeanor, which has always also turned me on. You've always been just a little cocky. I also know that you are feeling some surprise that this level of control is something that you enjoy so much; however, it doesn't surprise me, I know you.
You bring over a chunk of 4x4 and have me stand on it. It is just tall enough that my ass is popped up and I am off balance. You ensure me that if I fall that I will become way more uncomfortable. You move behind me and surprisingly unbuckle the gag, and then set it onto the workbench near us. You smooth out my hair and gently run your fingers through it, lovingly, calming me. Which is a further reminder to me that we have a messed up dynamic.