Chapter One: The Connection
They had been chatting online for a while, that's how it started. When you finally meet someone that you just click with, there is a real rush that builds up quickly. At least that's how Lori felt about it, but then dating sites could be like that, she thought. It was very easy to build up an image in your head when you hadn't actually met that person yet. Reality wasn't always the same. In fact, reality was
never
the same! It was especially true now that she had turned 35. There was something about being middle aged, having no children and living alone for a little while now that was bringing something out in her. Lori was finally admitting to herself that she had an unconventional side. It was something that had always been there, just tickling the back of her thoughts. But now it was coming forward, or at least someone special was bring it forward, drawing it out of her personality, like smoke rising from a fire.
All of her previous relationships had never lived up to what she wanted them to be. Well, almost all of them. There was that one man. When Lori was in her late teens she got into a romantic relationship with her best friend's father. She was the one that actually initiated the relationship, not him. He had initially been against it, but eventually she won him over and they were together for a few years after that, despite what that had done to her friendship with his daughter. But that was the past and he had been twice her age. The men of her generation were raised to be too passive for her taste. Lori was getting a bit kinkier as she aged. She craved a man who would take control and be forceful with her.
She was a submissive, or at least that's what she had learned about herself once she started exploring the internet. There were a lot of sites dedicated to an unimaginable number of kinks. Most were not interesting to her, but a few had caught her eye. It was then that Lori discovered that there were many other submissive women like her out there and many more men who took an interest in that submission. When she placed an ad on a dating site, she was careful about how she worded it. She wanted to attract a
certain type of man
. Still, she got many responses, but most of them sounded like form letters. They may as well have been addressed "To whom it may concern"! They were from men who never really read her profile or understood her. It was actually quite pathetic. Lori wanted something deeper and real. Just getting
fucked
wasn't going to be enough for her. There had to be a meaningful relationship behind it. A real connection.
But then one day Lori got a response from
him
. The one that she now called
Master
in her own mind even though they hadn't met yet. His messages were smart, smooth and sophisticated. But they didn't come off as too well practiced, like he just sent a similar message to everyone. Oh no, he had read her profile and understood it. He proved that in his messages. He intrigued her so much that they began a regular correspondence threw the dating site. It was the good kind of conversation, the real talk between people becoming friends. The sex talk didn't come up until later.
About a week after they started messaging each other Lori had a thought that just struck her like a bolt of lightning. This was what she really wanted out of life!
He was a man who was confident, strong willed and knew what he wanted. It was around that time that he asked for her cell number. They started texting. He wanted to know everything about her life. Lori told him everything he wanted to know, willingly. It warmed her inside to finally give in to her real nature and become the submissive she wanted to be. She carried a lot of baggage around with her and it was a relief to have someone she could talk to about it. Soon she craved only to please him and no one else, not even her own pleasure matter any more. She turned off her dating profile. She didn't talk with other men, always waiting faithfully for her
Master
to send the next text. Just thinking the word
Master
or even saying it out loud got her excited. Lori longed to submit to him more and more every day.
As things had turned out, she didn't live very far away from him. Less than an hours drive and there were lots of places to meet in between. So eventually they began to discuss it. What would happen if they met? What kind of things would they do together? It was all very romantic and erotic. Lori felt herself get wet whenever her
Master
would text her.
They had been texting about two weeks before he finally called her that first time. Lori heard that deep seductive voice, she nearly melted inside. She felt the wetness building up between her legs just hearing his voice on the phone! Luckily, Lori had been at home and not at work or driving! They had talked every day that week and Lori knew that she was starting to have real feelings for this man she had yet to meet. Sure, they had exchanged pictures before, nothing risky or sexual and they had dating site profiles so they had a good idea of what each other looked like, but it wasn't the same. She wanted to meet him for real, to be touched by him.