Day 2 - 19th May
"Dad told me what happened."
Lucy looked up to see the familiar face of her twin sister. She had had a difficult night and had not had much sleep, so it was a welcome sight. As she led in her bed last night she'd reflected on what had happened earlier that day and had started to regret it. She couldn't understand why she had let it happen and she was more than a little ashamed at how much she had enjoyed it and wanted it.
But it was more the future that she was worried about. What had she let herself in for? What was this guy - Steve - going to do her? And make her do? She didn't know him at all. They had barely spoken. What was this guy capable of? She didn't feel any excitement about it at all right now, just fear, and she couldn't reconcile what she was feeling now to what she felt at the crash site. It was 10am, but she had already been awake for four or five hours just thinking. And worrying.
To Christina, Lucy looked shaken. This wasn't what she was expecting. Her dad had told her that Lucy seemed to be ok last night. She walked into the room and sat on the edge of Lucy's single bed.
"How are you doing?" she asked.
"I'm fine" Lucy replied, not particularly convincingly.
"I know you far too well to believe that. You look worried. But it's understandable. I mean, to have been in a crash like that, for it to affect you. Dad said you weren't hurt at all though, is that right?"
"Yes, I told you, I'm fine."
"Something's up hun, what is it?"
Lucy and Christina had no secrets. They had told each other everything in the past, held nothing back, and knew each other inside out. They even both knew the intimate details of the other's sexual experiences and Lucy thought about telling her sister about what happened. Now didn't seem like the best time, but she knew she'd have to tell her eventually. So although she wasn't really ready, after weighing it up briefly she decided to just let it out.
"It's not the crash."
"What? What else has happened? It's not Chris again is it?" Chris was Lucy's last boyfriend who hadn't taken too well to the break-up.
"No, it's not. It's kind of related to the crash though."
"How? What do you mean?"
"It's the guy in the car that I crashed into. We did some things."
Lucy was speaking cryptically and was not her usual clear self. Christina couldn't work out what she was trying to say.
"What kind of things?"
"Things I'm not sure we should have done. But it's because of the crash. The crash was my fault."
"But Dad said it was the other guy's fault, that he crashed into you. Dad said he'd even admitted it when he saw him."
"Yes, but it's not true. Steve agreed to take the blame for me."
"Hun, you're not making much sense. Why don't you start from the beginning?"
"OK, OK. I was on my way back from uni and I was driving through the lanes a bit too fast. I got to the T-junction near Mrs Jones's, pulled out and just didn't notice this car coming from the other direction. We were both ok, but the cars took a bit of a hammering. I don't really know how we came out of it so well.
"But I just got worried about the insurance. I'm not fully covered on Dad's car and I knew he'd go mental if the insurance company didn't pay out - the damage was pretty bad, I think it might be a write-off. So I tried to get Steve, the driver of the other car, to take the blame."
"How on earth did you manage to do that? That's not something most people would just agree to." Christina was intrigued. There was clearly more to this than she had anticipated and she wanted to know what happened.
"Well, I couldn't really think of anything to offer. I mean, it's not like I've got any money or anything. So the only thing I could think of was to say I'd give him a blow job." She looked up at her sister, with her cheeks bright red with embarrassment and a helpless, guilty looking face.
"Oh my God! You sucked him off!" Christina was shocked by the revelation and couldn't believe her sister had done something like that.
"Shhhh! I don't want Mum or Dad to hear! No, I just offered, but he didn't agree to that. Which was a bit of a relief as I wasn't sure I really wanted to do it anyway. But I couldn't think of anything else, and that's when he gave me his idea.
"I didn't like it. He told me the only way that he would take the blame was if I agreed to be his slut for three months and that he could do whatever he wanted to me."
Christina's jaw dropped.
"You're not serious - there's no way! What kind of guy says that? What did you say? What did he do? Oh my god!"
"That's what he said and that's what he wanted. Obviously I wasn't going to agree to that. But even though I tried, I couldn't tell him no. I couldn't say I didn't want it. I didn't say yes. But I didn't say no. I was just shocked. Frozen. Didn't know what to do."
"So what happened?" This was getting juicier and Christina was now wide-eyed, eager to know all of the gory details.
"Nothing, to begin with. I tried to bring myself to say no, to leave, but it just didn't happen. And I don't know why. I knew exactly what I needed to say, and I meant to say it, but it just didn't come out.
"After a while he touched me, and then I really didn't know what to do. I knew I should have just left, and run away, but I didn't. I just let him.
"Then he began to undress me - right there on the side of the road. And I just stood there. I knew I should have gone, but I didn't do anything about it."
"No way - you let him take your clothes off - all of them?" Christina was shocked. This was her innocent twin sister, and it was completely unlike her. Christina was always the one who experimented, who tried new things, who did things first. Lucy wasn't. She wasn't very adventurous and only did what she felt she was safe doing. This was completely out of character for her.
"Eventually, yes. But it took a while. And why he was doing it he carried on touching me. After he took my bra off, he started playing with my boobs."
Christina moved closer to her twin sister, and gave her a hug. "Did you want him to do that?"
She was getting concerned about this. She was wondering how Lucy felt about it and was scared that this guy had used her, maybe even raped her. What had he actually done to her? But he didn't seem to be forcing himself on her. Lucy could have walked away. But more than that, she was ashamed to say, the thought of the situation was now beginning to turn her on a bit. The story was hot. Imagining a guy touching her little sister, her naked little sister, on the side of the road.
"I don't know. I don't think so. I wanted to stop him. But it felt good when he started and I couldn't bring myself to stop him. And I was a bit excited too. It was the thought that he shouldn't be doing that to me that excited me and I just let him do what he wanted.
"Then he kissed me. He moved his hands all over me and he felt my bum. Why couldn't I stop him? Why did I let him do it?" Lucy's voice was much more animated now.
"Oh, Hun, don't get yourself down. It sounds to me like you enjoyed it, didn't you?"
"Well, yeah, I did. I know I did. But I shouldn't have let him, he shouldn't have done it and I shouldn't have enjoyed it." Lucy looked up to her, frowning.
"Tell me what happened next."
"He started sucking my nipples. It felt amazing. It really made me horny and I felt like I didn't want him to stop.
"Then he undid my jeans and pushed down my knickers - and I was pretty much naked. He kissed me and I couldn't help myself - I kissed him back. I wanted it, sis. I was horny as hell." Lucy's talking was starting to get faster, and she was getting excited. Talking this through - telling somebody about it - was helping, but she still wasn't convinced she had done the right thing.
This kept getting hotter and hotter. Christina still couldn't believe Lucy did this. She was starting to get more turned on as she heard her sister's revelations. She wanted to know everything.
Lucy continued. "Then he touched me, down there. I was so wet and he started to rub me. It was in all the right places. It felt so good. The whole situation just made it somehow more erotic - being out in public, on the side of a road, with a guy I had only just met who had done this to me without me agreeing.
"When a car passed by I couldn't help myself, and I came. I came so hard, it was the best orgasm of my life." Lucy's face was getting flushed as she retold her story and Christina was getting caught up in it too.