She really didn't know what to say, He'd been so distant lately and she was beginning to think he was finished with her. Since beginning life at The Consortium she had experienced things she never thought possible and grown desires for things she never believed possible to crave. He had called her into his office first thing this morning. And now she stands before him patiently waiting for him to speak. He sips his coffee and looks over some papers then sets the mug down. Shifting in his seat he looks at her, she is visibly nervous. He cares little for her fidgeting and nerves. But he takes pity on her, she has been nude for hours and the morning was very cold.
He loved the large window open in the morning, when he called her to him he'd just let her stand there and wait for him, he just carried on with his work until he felt ready to speak to her. He sees, now that he's looking, that she is covered in goose flesh and her nipples are tight pearls. The nipple rings he'd installed a few weeks prior are standing at full attention and the charms hang and sparkle in the morning light. He is amused by her willingness to stand there at his beck and call, especially if she knew what she was waiting for!
Finally He speaks, "My dear little one, are you chilly? Please warm yourself with my jacket."
She turns to put on the jacket, moving slowly in his presence, as he requires. She bends over, arching her back deeply, letting him have full view of her sexy body for his use. He sees the clit ring's diamond, sparkle in the sunlight as she displays her sex for him. He likes the jewelry he's installed on her. She wraps the jacket around her, merely a suit jacket and it does not afford a lot of warmth. He knew this though before he offered it. She knew this too but it mattered very little to her. He blessed her by watching her and she was happy for his attention even in its tiniest form. She returns toward him, sashaying across the freezing room, jacket hardly covering her or providing much warmth but she catches a whiff of his cologne on the collar and she breathes it deeply. It provides some comfort and warms her with memories. That's all she has had lately and she still fears he may be sending her away. She comes to stand in front of him again and becomes a frozen statue again, until he says otherwise.
He knows she is very distracted because he has not used her in a while. He is aware that she does not know why he's been away for so long but, He has a training plan and for the past few weeks, He was teaching her abstinence. He is calculating and patient, withholding his lessons from her until she finally cracked. Last night he taped her fondling herself, though to her credit, she stopped just prior to orgasm and then spanked herself as He has taught her to "self discipline" when she has transgressed.
"Are you nervous?" He inquires.
Her eyes drop from their stoic stair at the wall down to the floor. "Yes My Lord." Now she knows for sure, he must know about her activities last evening. She trembles visibly but stands there hoping he will teach her a lesson if only to be with him for a moment of any kind of attention.
"Sit on my knee and watch this with me." He tenderly commands. She is concerned about his motives but she obeys, silently, with only the slightest of hesitation.
He begins a video of her room and feels her stiffen in shock. He had told her, her room was private and she would only be taped with her knowledge of it. She turned toward him with a look of shock on her face. He turned her head back to the screen sharply with a strong hand. "Watch your video, I have seen it already." She watches herself playing with "His" body. Then her heart starts to race, she is in deep trouble and she senses it. He pause's the video just before she ends her session unfulfilled. "I am most proud of this next part though I think it needs some work." She sees herself administering her punishment for her actions. She instantly gets moist watching her self being spanked. "Did you sleep well?" he inquires.
"No my Lord, I thought about you and it made me very hungry." She stumbled over the words as she began to tremble.
"Aww, you know that almost makes me feel better." He says with maniacal sarcasm.
"Yes, my Lord." she admits defeat, realizing that no matter what she says, he will not be satisfied.
"You are strong little one." He says after some time had passed. "Stand before me." He orders with a soft command.
She stands up and faces him eyes cast down. "Yes My Lord."
"Why do you think you are here today?" He asks.
"My lord wishes to punish me for using "His" body last night." She states with an awful pain in her gut. She knows he is disappointed by her.
"No!" He shouts then rises to prowl around her like she is prey. "You are here because you finally pleasured yourself."
"My Lord?" She questions.
"I have been training you in Abstinence; I wondered how long it would take to break you. Do you remember your contract with me?"
"Yes, My Lord, It states that I must never touch your possession without your consent." She relates his rules with confusion about everything so far this morning.
"You are forgiven this once, because I see now how long your conviction to hold out is, and it pleases me greatly! I see you are confused, let me explain. These past weeks have been a test of your obedience. You passed! You lasted two weeks longer than I would have guessed. Even after I had you watch me take other girls and withhold from you. You withstood more than any other before you."
Breathing a sigh of relief she mumbles a humble, "Thank you My Lord."
"No!, little one you misunderstand, either you don't have a need to be sexed daily or you don't care anymore, either way, it is obvious to me that your need is maladjusted."
"Then how have I passed anything My Lord?" she queried.
"Well in the sense of the test, you passed but you seemed to have too much ease going without sex for so long, usually a difficult task for most trainees. I feel you need to be highly sexed. As for your training and per your contract, it also states that you are not to go even a full 12 hours without sexual use. So in a way, the test is really designed to fail."
She looks questionably at him.
"I feel it is important to explore why it took so long to break your resolve. What do you have to say?"
"I am confused My Lord, I only restrained at the bitter edge of insanity, I needed release so badly but I knew you'd be disappointed. I only held out as long as I did by suppressing my need, controlling my desire as you have taught me!" She defended.
