Sleep didn't come easy for me. I was still troubled by the circumstances leading to your punishment. You had hurt me deeply, deeper then you knew. The previous day I spent twenty minutes searching my emails for one particular thing, a woman's name. In my mind it was evidence of you seeing someone else. And there it was. I knew I wasn't crazy. At first I was angry that you were playing games with me but the situation got worse very quickly. You claimed that it was just a mistake ...a typo. But how can you mistakenly call your mistress another woman's name? Before this, I believed that no woman had impacted your life as I had. I believed that we had a unique bond that touched deep and secret places. If all of that was true then how could you casually call me someone else's name? It made me feel insignificant. Margaret and Martina look and sound nothing alike, so to me it was all bullshit.
To your credit you got down on your knees and begged and groveled for forgiveness. You asked me to punish rather then leave you. I told you that everything would be alright even as I was plotting your discipline. I knew what had to be done I just needed to find someone to do it. That person was Tom. He suited this purpose for me but in reality would never be man enough for me. It takes a strong man to bend his will and serve obediently. No matter who comes in and out of my life whether it be Tom or anyone else ...you, Rick are the constant. You are my soul mate. My lover ...my submissive.
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Looking down at you, curled at my feet like a trusting pet, I almost felt bad. You had no idea what I had in store for you this morning. If you thought licking my pussy clean of another man's cum was bad then this would surely take some getting used to. I quietly reached into my nightstand and retrieved the plain wrapped package you had dropped off the other day after your trip to the sex shop. I took the double sided dildo out of the paper then set it next to my book as I headed to the bathroom to clean myself properly.
In the shower I scrubbed any trace of Tom off of my body paying close attention to my puss. I dried myself, lotioned, and then prepared myself for what was to come next.
"Rick..." I was back on the bed now, "...wake up."
You stirred slowly. As your eyes came into focus your first sight was me reclined against my pillows with a dark brown six inch lifelike cock strapped to me. Your mouth dropped open with surprise but you quickly controlled your reaction.
There I was lovingly stroking my cock like you do when you masturbate for me. I chose my words carefully, "Last night, having you watch me fuck Tom was punishment for the name incident. This morning is punishment for the blatant disrespect you showed by emailing me after I said no contact until further notice. The moment you hit the send key, you put your wants and desires ahead of mine. You did not know your place because of your pain and confusion. That means that I have failed you and training is in order ...but that will come later. I have decided to claim you body on a deeper level. This morning will be the final stage of my taking and owning you totally. Do you understand?"
"Yes Mistress, and I apologize again for causing you any harm."
I disregarded your statement, "I am going to take your virginity. You can give it willingly or I will take it by force." I said, glancing at the silk hand ties on my bed posts that we sometimes use. "Choose now!"
"I willingly submit myself for your use and pleasure." Your face looked so serious as you spoke.
I smiled, "That is the right answer. Now go to the pleasure-chest and get out the wedge." The sex wedge was one of my favorite bedroom props. It's a simple foam device I discovered at the sex shop that lifts my pelvis or backside up. You seemed to enjoy using it with me but tonight you would be the one cradled. "Put it on the bed then lay beside me." I instructed.
"As you wish." You answered as you eased up next me. Your eyes never met mine, they stayed cast down.
My hand gently caressed your chest, "Since all of this ugliness began, the only negative display was that tear I noticed as you cleaned my puss last night. Honestly, I might have had trouble holding my emotions back if I had to clean some woman's cum off of your cock so it was not an issue."
