Dearest pet,
Tonight is the night of choice. Tonight is the night that you will either choose the path I offer or the night we will part each other's lives. Choice A starts with you following the directions contained in this letter and giving up control. Choice B starts with you burning this letter now and walking away from what you know is your true self. Choose wisely my pet...
She read the start of the letter once more...her breath catching because it all seemed so final. He had said this day would come, the day when He would make her choose one side over the other...the submissive slave over the independent woman. She just never thought He was serious. No, serious was not the right word, she just never believed He'd really make her choose because He loved her spirit, her spunk as He called it. He liked that she was a goal-oriented person and that she had a mind of her own. He respected that and claimed that her mind was the sexiest part of her. But He also had said that her true nature was that of a slave...she had a servant's heart and she needed to just accept it. The thought of losing herself was enough to make her sit down on the bed and let one single tear slide down her cheek. But the thought of losing Him...well that thought made her weep and feel as if she was drowning. She knew she did not really have to a choice to make. He had made it for her the minute He entered her world...she had just been blind to the truth of that until she came home to find the letter on her kitchen table.
She took a deep breath, closed her eyes and said a silent serenity prayer with some alterations:
God grant me the serenity
to accept the submissive that I am;
courage to follow and not lead;
and wisdom to simply trust Him.
She opened her eyes and moved to the second page of the letter.
You have made your choice my pet...and it pleases me greatly. Now, if I know your routine, and I do...you have not made it upstairs yet. So, finish that glass of water and then open up a bottle of that Pinot we love, pour yourself a glass and then make your way to your bedroom. I have laid out your outfit for this evening, all of it. After checking out the outfit, I want you to go to the bathroom, draw a hot bubble bath (and I want it where it makes your skin all deliciously pink and alive), light some candles, turn on the iPod that is already set up with the music choice, and sink into the tub and relax. You will know when it is time for you to do more than just enjoying the soak. Just breathe my pet...enjoy the glass of wine and the warmth of the water and the caress of the bubbles. Now...go, time is wasting.