"Where else might my path lead me? Foolish it is, this path; it goes in loops, perhaps it goes in circles. Let it go where it will, I will take it." (Hermann Hesse,
Siddhartha
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After the Masters finished their banquet, they retired to the "sanctum", a drawing room that women never enter, except for housekeeping. (It is such a hallowed place that only the senior slaves, Lydia, Sabrina and a couple of others, are assigned this chore.) With the men thus absent, those of us females not on kitchen duty had time for dinner and ablutions. We eat well in the Château. The food is simple, but appetizing and nutritious. Although we are denied alcohol, we are permitted one cup of coffee and one of tea per day. We take our meals in the dining room but do not sit at the table. We kneel on the floor and eat in silence. We are not supervised, but no one disobeys the protocols.
The bathroom is located next to our sleeping quarters. There is only one for all the women. (Each Master's bedroom has its own.) We are allowed no privacy; there are not the facilities nor is there ever the time for us to perform our toiletries separately. In any case, showering together, like sleeping together, helps reinforce the bonds of our sisterhood. And the Masters may come in to watch us, although only the neophytes take much interest.
Afterwards, as normal, everyone in the house assembled in the courtyard for the entertainment. This evening most of the women were dismissed because the men had more games to play with the new slaves. And life in the Château is not all service and suffering. With so many of us women available, our chores do not fill all the hours. Most of the work is menial and repetitive, and very often redundant. You cannot scrub spotless floors more spotless. But they remind us to be humble, dutiful and conscientious. (We don't need to be reminded, but as slaves we must be.) Nevertheless, we have leisure. During the daytime we may stroll in the gardens, swim in the lake, read and study. There is a library, with armchairs and desks for the Masters and velvet cushions for the slaves. While television, computers, phones and newspapers are forbidden, an unspoken rule is that a woman using her "free" time in the library is never bothered. She can be called on at any time for any duty, but most of the Masters regard excessive demands as boorish. (They also never violate the sanctuary of our dormitory. It has no door, nor even a curtain for privacy, but it is no man's land. Only in there are the women allowed to converse without a male's permission. In return for this privilege, we never speak about the Masters.)