It was a cold, dark, moonless night. i was waiting for Him to pick me up. He had told me to wait for Him in the park by the duck pond, the end nearest the swings. i was standing there shivering, although i was dressed rather warmly in jeans, a black and burgundy sweater, and my black short heel sandals, at His request of course. He had also instructed me to wear no bra or panties, things i normally don't wear anyway.
He had changed a few things for this meeting. Usually W/we would meet at a mall or He would pick me up from my home, this time i wasn't sure what was going on, but i had learned not to ask questions, just to do as i was told. Also, it was O/our practice for me to tell at least one other person that i was meeting Him, normally i told my best friends and my parents (considering i lived with them). But this time He had told me to tell my parents that i was going out to a club with my friends, who picked me up from home. And it is true, i did go out with them to a local club, but i left saying that i needed to take a walk to get some air.
i walked to the park to sit and wait for Him. This behavior from Him had me confused. i wasn't really scared, i trusted Him, i knew He wouldn't do anything that would hurt me...at least not in the bad way of speaking.
He pulled up not long after i got there. i walked up to His vehicle, it wasn't His normal car, it was a large work van. i went to get into the front, and He shook His head no. i stopped and stood there, my eyes cast down to the ground. i looked up for an instant and did not see Him, the next thing i knew He was behind me with His hands over my mouth and nose, so i couldn't breath, or even make a noise.
"Finally, I can do with you what I have wanted to," He whispered in my ear, "you don't know what that is do you? I don't think I ever told you did I?"
i couldn't answer, i couldn't even breath! My body was shaking, not only from the lack of air, but also from the fear that was starting to build in me. i heard something in His voice that i had never heard before. It was calm, like always, but there was something else, something that actually did scare me to no end.
He finally let go of my mouth and allowed me to breathe, but He had my wrists in His hands holding them tightly. i heard a metal clink, then i felt the cold metal around my wrists. Handcuffs. He dropped my wrists and opened the side door to the van and instructed me to kneel inside the van with my back to the door. i did as i was told, not sure what was going on, not sure if i liked this game or not, but again i kept my mouth shut, as i was taught a good slut should.
i felt Him jerk my arms down to where my wrists were almost between my ankles. Again the metal clink and the cold feeling on my skin, this time around my ankles. Lost in my thoughts about what was happening, what it was that He really wanted to do to me, i was startled by the sharp push on my shoulder, pushing me all the way down to land face first on the floor of the van.
i was hog-tied. The cuffs were tight, very tight actually, i thought for sure they would cut through my skin. He climbed up in the van behind me and straddled my back, leaning down close to my ear and whispering calmly again.
"Now I know you are a good slut and wont say anything, but still I don't need to have what I'm doing caught because you couldn't keep your mouth shut" He said taking and pulling my head back by my hair and fitting the bit-gag into my mouth and hooking it around my head. "There that's better, now I don't want you to tell anyone where you've been, so I think this should keep that from happening," He said putting a blindfold over my eyes.
"Now then, I believe W/we are ready to go," He said standing up and moving to the front of the van. i heard the motor start up and W/we were off to god only knows where.
I lost all track of time, i didn't know in what direction W/we traveled or how long W/we traveled, all i knew was that i was about to venture into something i wasn't sure i was ready for, but again i still trusted Him, but the fear was undeniable. His actions that night, the eerie calmness to His voice. God what have i gotten myself into?