Daddy's been back on the road for two weeks and although we've been together for two years, something about his last visit felt like it changed things between us on a deeper, sexual level. We've both been like horny little teenagers these past weeks - phone sex, dirty texting, filming naughty videos for each other. Daddy even won some money at a casino while on the road and used some of his winnings to buy a large plethora of new toys for us to play with so I've had packages arriving left and right with new surprises. It's all driving me crazy. He's had me name a few of the toys already. He had a giant dildo sent to the house. I named it Big Daddy because I view all of my toys as an extension of my Daddy. I tried it out. It took a lot of lube and time spent to work it inside of my pussy. It makes me feel so, so stretched and full. He sent another toy, an anal dildo, that looks like a corkscrew and is the biggest thing I've ever fit into my asshole as well. He also insisted on a name for that toy, so I named it The Drill. He had various impact implements sent to the house, an inflatable anal plug, more cuffs/restraint systems, more vibrators, more gags, more hoods.
We've been discussing our dynamic in depth these past few weeks as well. Daddy's been doing a lot of reading and research and coming up with ways to enrich our playtime. That's the thing about BDSM. It's all about communication - a back and forth about how each of you are feeling, what you need in order to try something new, what safety and respect looks like between you, a checking-in with each other. Our dynamic is growing and evolving as we are discovering what we like and what we want to explore further. I thought I exclusively preferred a DD/lg dynamic but what I'm finding is that I actually prefer to be a humiliation/degradation slut slave. Daddy is helping me explore that. With everything new he introduces, Daddy checks in with me and we discuss it. He's allowing me the opportunity to earn a new collar and a new name - Slave Trash - and the new toys, new rules, expectations and protocols are all part of earning this new honor.
For a few days before he gets home, he's been having me carry Big Daddy around with me, keeping it within a few feet of me at all times. I've had to put it into my purse to take it into the store with me. He says that if I use and abuse this dildo too much, he'll buy an ever bigger one. I find that frightening. I could barely fit this one in! But, I do want Daddy to fist me and if I want that, my little slut cunt needs to be stretched out.
Daddy's also come up with some new rules, tasks, expectations and protocols for me as well. I am to refer to him as MY Daddy, MY Master or MY Provider when we are in high protocol situations. He's given me a mantra to memorize and repeat for him often - "I'm a dumb cunt. I'm a slobbery dick hog. I'm a used up and worn out slut." He's also decided that my mouth will now be called my top cunt, my pussy my slut cunt, and my asshole my bottom cunt.
And now, every evening we're doing a slut inspection. I have a script to read to Daddy and it goes as follows:
"I am my daddy's disgusting slut. A pathetic, broken thing, trained to be used and humiliated, and it's time for my daddy to inspect his property.
-twist, lift, caress and pinch your boobs-
These tits are for daddy. They are soft and stupid, just like the rest of me. You slap them, pull them, mark them... because they're just there for your fun.
-move your hand to your pussy and show me, play with it-
Look at this worn-out slut cunt... It's stretched, dripping, and desperate because I'm a fucking whore who can't help herself. I get wet knowing it's not mine anymore. It's just another fuck hole for my daddy.
This is my top cunt. It's not for words. It's for choking on your cock, drooling, gagging, and swallowing up cum. I'm a cumrag for daddy, not a person."
-shove something in your mouth to gag on, fingers or whatever, then show it to me wide open. Now show me your wet finger on your asshole, spread your cheeks, or give yourself some real spankings.
My bottom cunt is stretched, sore, and waiting for more. It was made to be filled, punished, and owned. Just another cunt for you to ruin.
-pinch, squeeze or poke a part of you you aren't confident about-
This body is imperfect. Used, marked and filthy. Useless unless being used by my daddy. That's exactly how it should be. My daddy makes me pretty. I was born to be my daddy's property. For that I am perfect, special, and valuable. I make myself a gift for my daddy.
My daddy look at your disgusting slut. Let me forget what I am without you. Tell me that I belong to you."
I filmed a video of myself conducting the slut inspection and sent it to Daddy. I felt so very vulnerable and a little silly but Daddy has assured me that it was very sexy. He says that we will be conducting the slut inspection every night that he's here.
He gets here tomorrow. He's instructed me to be wearing a skirt when he sees me and to have a plug in my ass. I've set everything out for tomorrow and I can't wait.
I power up the vibrator for what feels like the millionth time today and bring it to my sore, over-vibed, swollen clit. I can't wait to feel my Daddy's hands on me - squeezing my tits, spanking my ass, fingers in my mouth, dirty words in my ear. I cum to that thought, trembles wracking my body and a sigh on my lips.
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I brought the plug Daddy requested and a little vial of lube to work with me today. I'm just realizing as I'm pulling up to Daddy's truck, that I forgot to put the plug in before I left work. Fuck! Shit. I'm going to definitely be in trouble for this and have to pay later.
The thought is still in the back of my mind as I open up the driver's side door of Daddy's truck and climb my way into the cab. Daddy is waiting for me and he helps me up and into his arms. His lips are on mine, my arms winding around his neck and his hands on my hips. His hands travel farther down as he deepens the kiss, coming to rest on my ass cheeks with a squeeze.
"Have you been a good girl for me?" he asks as his fingers moving to explore my asshole. Finding it empty, distinctly missing the plug he requested, I stiffen in his arms a bit when I know he's found it empty.
"No, Daddy. I forgot!" I squeak out.
"Hmm. That will warrant a later punishment. You know that, right?"
I hang my head a little.
"I know, my Daddy. I am so sorry!"
"Don't be sorry, baby. You'll make up for it. Don't worry," he answers menacingly.
I fall deeper into his embrace.
"Yes, my Daddy."
Daddy's hands are back on my hips and he's repositioning us in the truck so that I'm facing the bunk bed with Daddy at my back. He gently grabs each of my wrists and guides them above my head to grip the edge of the top bunk. He then pulls up my skirt, bunching it up at my waist with one hand and giving me a few sharp swats with the other.
His hand then snakes around my middle, sliding lower and finding my swollen clit through the fabric of my panties. He begins to rub me in fast torturous circles.
"Is your slut cunt dripping for me, baby?" he croons in my ear.
Fuck. An orgasm creeps up and takes over my body, my knees almost buckling at the waves of overwhelming sensations racking my body.
"Yes, my Daddy!" I moan.