Here we go again. He came home last night, talked to his clients for an hour and went to bed. Barely a kiss hello, not to mention what I really need. I haven't been laid in at least two weeks. Thank god for batteries.
I drift off to sleep. In the middle of the night he gets a phone call, some crisis at work. He goes into the den, but I can still hear the muffled sounds of his voice. I feel frustrated and alone..
And then I snap myself out of it. I should really consider myself lucky. I have everything I need. A beautiful home, a nice car, shit, I don't even need to work. I keep myself busy volunteering for various organizations. It's nice, no commitment, I show up at my own discretion and am completely appreciated.
I keep myself busy by pursuing hobbies; yoga few times a week, a little body building, ceramics. And my new passion, baking classes.
I drift back to sleep and awaken with the morning light. The hubs is snoring next to me. I give him a little nudge. No response. I quietly slip off my pajamas and panties and settle myself behind him.
I reach down into his boxers and grab his cock. I lower my mouth to it and begin licking it, gently sucking until he responds. He reaches down and pets my head. At least he says good morning. I suck him and manipulate him until he thrusts himself into my mouth and releases his load. Blah, his cum is foul. What the hell have you been eating?
I swallow obediently. He sighs, kisses me on the forehead and heads off to the shower. I am hoping he will come back to bed so he can take care of me..
His footsteps down the stairs infuriates me. God dammit. His voice echoes from the den, wtf. Another business call? Or maybe something, hmm, someone else?
I get up and make his goddamn breakfast, pop it on a tray and deliver it to the den. He says thank you and then waves me off. Oh, then suddenly he summons me back in, covers the phone and reminds me that he leaves tonight on business and expects me to pack his suitcase and then drive him to the airport.
I leave swiftly, feeling resentful and biting my tongue so that I don't explode. At this point, I can't wait for him to leave.
I leave a note on the kitchen table and tell him I am off to yoga class. At least I can get some peace there.
The class begins and the yogi instructs us to set our intentions I close my eyes and try to rid myself of negativity. We begin our poses and I escape in my practice. Lol, I have no choice, my instructor must have tons of energy today. I'm sweating from the workout.
My friend stops me after class to invite me to lunch. It's another indulgence that I enjoy. My phone buzzes with a text. It's my husband wondering where I am and informing me that his plane leaves in three hours. Shit, I almost forgot. Apologizing to my friend I pay the bill and ask to have my barely touched meal to go.