You called me that afternoon from work and told me to make sure I was freshly showered and shaved when you arrived home, and then, after a pause, you said, "lay out the toys, slut." I felt myself drop, just then, and barely heard tour "I love You" and my response. My brain was already spiraling down. I looked around the house, doing a quick check to make sure that everything was in its place, neat and clean, like we liked it. I quickly wiped the counters down, rinsing a glass or two and setting them carefully in the drainer. Everything must be in its place.
I drew a bath, and carefully shaved myself, slowly and methodically, getting even deeper into the daily headspace of service to you that I so loved. Afterwards, lotion applied, I opened the toy case, cleared off the dresser, and began laying them out, one by one. Everything you used to work your magic on me. I couldn't help but think of all the different scenes that had been played out, every time I touched these items. It happens every time. Clothespins, nipple clamps (amazing how you have brought me from abject fear to craving them), butt plug, dildo, wartenberg wheel (God, I love that one run over fresh paddle marks), your guitar strap, our leather paddle, wax candles, the short crop. The toys that don't fit in the case are hanging from their own special hooks in the closet--flogger, crop, and evil wand. I take them out as well, and my cunt becomes wet thinking of what you will do with each of them. You created me. You made me into your own personal masochist. I am still amazed. I finish up, slip into jeans and a tank top, and step out onto the porch for a smoke.