I met Carl online. He was an accountant and seemed to be nice enough. I was attempting to find someone I could settle down with at this point in my life. Carl was a safe bet.
We decided to meet up at the mall. When I first saw him, he was undoubtedly an accountant... his pants were too short, he wore glasses, and had on a button-up. Nonetheless, he was an attractive black man. We had a great time talking and when he walked me to my car, he grazed my lower back with his hand. He gave me a quick kiss and we text later that night that we'd see each other again soon.
I had hopes for Carl in the relationship department, but knew there was no way he would be exciting in bed. I had accepted that if things moved forward with him, I'd have a stale sex life. After meeting up a handful of times, I quickly found out that I was wrong. Carl liked it rough. He fantasized about sharing me with another man. He wanted to discuss my fantasies, wanted to make those fantasies come true, and brought up coming over the next evening.
Carl text me with instructions the next night. "Be in lingerie, blindfolded. Beads in." I had recently purchased a vibrator and massaging beads. I was anxious. I paced around the apartment, wondering how quickly he'd be there. I text back and told him the door was open and that I'd be waiting for him in my bed.
I changed into a thong and black nightie. I inserted the massaging beads, feeling how wet I already was. I was so excited to live out a fantasy... giving someone else control. Grabbing a few scarves, I tied the black scarf around my head. The other scarves were placed next to my vibrator. I laid on the bed, breathed slowly, and waited.
It felt like an hour, but probably only lasted a few minutes. I heard the front door open. I patiently waited, listening for him to come into my bedroom. I heard him inhale when he entered the room, making me smile. I felt my pulse race, excited for him to come over to me. I hated not being able to see him, not knowing where he was standing, not knowing what he was doing. The mystery of it all only made me wetter.