Lorraine was the village beauty: radiant hair, fabulous figure, laughter like a thousand wind chimes, and a smile that put the sun to shame. All the men wanted her. But only John, brooding, dark, John, had her. They married not too early, not too late, and their young daughter Jenny took after her mother: care-free and beautiful.
John's brooding had become worse as the government shifted to the right. Freedoms were evaporating, and fear flooded the streets. Stories of detention centers circulated, along with horrific details of captives' treatment. John started making contacts with resistance groups, meeting fleetingly at constantly-changing locations. Lorraine feared that government reprisals might endanger her husband, and therefore, her family. She tried to steer John away from these populist activities, but to no avail.
Then it happened - early one Tuesday - the knock on the door, a squad of police bursting into their home, John handcuffed and led away. Lorraine looked panic-stricken.
"When can I see him?" she pleaded.
"I'll come back later today, and we can discuss it," the police lieutenant growled in reply.
It wasn't until Wednesday afternoon that she was brought into the cell where he was being kept. It was dimly lit and stank of urine. At first, she couldn't believe her eyes. There was her husband, naked, strapped to metal chair. His arms were outstretched in front of him, and he was holding metal rods with wooden handles. The rods went through two small holes in a metal plate, held in place by vertical wood posts. Wires ran from the metal rods and sheet to a large electrical box on a table, and more wires ran from the box to the underside of the metal chair's seat. The box hummed faintly but menacingly. It had a large wheel with a pointer that was set at 30 on the dial. The dial went up to 100. John was groaning and shuddering.
"John, oh, John! What are you doing? Why are you sitting like that?"
"There's a metal thing ... up my ...ass. If I - agh - move my ... arms, I ... get bad shock." He rasped out the words, gasping for air in between.
"What? What do you mean, there's something up your ass?" She felt her insides twist in an unfamiliar way. She thought she might pass out.
"An electrode ... up my ass. Shock from that ... box... Can't let my ... arms move... Muscles on... fire."
"John, that's crazy. They wouldn't do that. The police lieutenant explained very nicely that they wouldn't interrogate you or anything. They just wanted you off the streets. Look, I'll show you." She pushed down on his left arm, making the rod contact the metal sheet. John screamed. Fresh urine splashed from the metal chair.
"Oh, my God, John, I'm so sorry. I thought you were kidding." Her heart raced in her chest, and her face was flushed. She had never experienced anything like this before.
"Please, undo... straps. Ahhg - let... me up. Please!"
Lorraine went behind the chair and inspected the chest strap. She saw that it was just a buckle. She considered what to do.
"I'd better not, John. I could get in trouble. What if the police decide to hold me, too? With both of us in custody, what would happen to Jenny?"
"Just ... for... a... minute..." he begged.
"I'm sorry, sweetheart, but I really shouldn't. They could come back in at any moment. I'd really hate it if they did this to me."
"What day... is it?" John panted, trying to breathe through the pain.
"It's Wednesday afternoon. How long have they had you like this?"
"Put me in... right away ... more than... a day now..."
"Where did you sleep?"
"Can't sleep - can't even... relax."
"You mean you've been like this for more than a day? Without sleep? Unable to rest your arms?"
"Agggh ... yes..."
"And when your arms relax, you get shocked?" She pushed on his arm again, holding it down a little longer this time. John screamed.
"Fuck! What's... the matter... with you? This ... is ... torture." He was trying to understand his situation, but his mind couldn't grasp the enormity.
"John, I told you your secret meetings would get you in trouble. You wouldn't listen. And now you think there's something the matter with me. I think the matter is with you." She poked his arm briefly. In reaction, his arm bounced up and down several times, making and breaking the contact repeatedly.
"The lieutenant was very nice. He came over to explain the situation, and stayed to make sure we were OK."
"Stayed? What?"
"Yes, he stayed the night. He didn't have to. I thought it was very considerate of him."