December 31st, 2016
Hello and welcome to my exploration into weight loss and health in a very unconventional way. My name is Terry and I'm getting ready for a New Year tomorrow, but more than that. It is my thirtieth birthday. When everyone else made New Year's resolutions I made mine based on not only a New Year, but My New Year. In my life I have done well, I am making all sorts of great changes and choices and making them stick, except for one. I'm overweight and out of breath, and I want to change. I lose weight, but I gain it back over and over. No matter what I try I just don't have the self-control I need to become happier, healthier, and sexier. This year is going to be different though, I think I finally found a way to make it work and I am ready to make some serious changes. That's actually why I'm writing in this online forum, Nick said it is part of the terms.
Nick is a wonderful friend of mine, we dated a while back but ended up breaking up. Nick was very much into control games, being in control, and BDSM. I had never heard of the idea before and was willing to explore, but I was a terrible submissive for Nick. Furthermore, I was unsure if I really wanted to be a sub which made me much more defiant. In the end we both agreed that it was not working out and become amazing friends instead. Even after I moved out all the way down here we keep in touch over the phone and through e-mails. As time passed I learned that BDSM was much more complex, that I did not need to fit a label. It was too late though, I had stepped outside of the lifestyle and did not plan to return. I had to overcome my pride to ask for his help, I shunned his control and now I'm asking for it. It was his controlling nature that I asked, and it was his controlling nature that asked. He did not agree right away, he made me ask him, to agree to his terms and his conditions.
It is so like him to dictate the terms of my offer.
