Read Part 1 if you care about the back story
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The doctor came in a few minutes later and explained in broken English that she needed to be "cleared" or maybe he said "cleaned" since her cycle had just ended to be sure she was ready to conceive. He said "American, yes?" when she nodded he pushed a button on the side of the table and the 2 forklift-like shelves retracted into the table. When they were fully retracted he pushed another button and stirrups emerged from the sides of the table and unfolded like wings - their base attached to each side of the end of the table. She tentatively placed her legs into them. They were the kind that cradled both her thighs and her calves. They were plush and comfortable, though the position and exposure never is. When she was situation, he stood up from his stool, grabbed the top of each of her thighs and pulled her down to the end of table. She was used to having the gynecologist ask her to scoot down and the force of it was unnerving, but she lay back and tried to relax.
She closed her eyes, trying to remember to take deep breaths to calm herself. She felt wide fabric placed over each thigh - it was warm and left good, until she felt the left side tighten, attaching her to the stirrup and a second later the same for the right. She struggled against the restraints and they held tight. The doctor just made a "tisk tisk" noise at her and a hand gesture to "calm down." Her gown had bunched up at her waist and undid the snaps of it from below and pulled it back down just enough to cover her knees. He asked if she wanted to be able to see what he was doing and she was relieved at the opportunity. It made her feel more in control. She expected him to lift the gown back up so she could see between her knees, but instead the nurse came in and fastened a tray to the table that fit around her stomach. It was at a 90 degree angle to her body and wide enough that it prevented her from being able to reach past it and touch herself anywhere below her belly button. It also elaborated on her restraints, since it secured her mid section to the exam table.
The nurse attached a flat computer screen to the top of the tray using sturdy Velcro and put a pillow under her head to give her an angle to see the screen. The nurse turned it on and left. There was a camera pointed at the end of the table over the doctor's shoulder and when he turned on a medical spotlight she gasped, seeing that part of her body close up, in high definition. "You too tense" the doctor said and the nurse came back almost immediately with a syringe full of what must have been a sedative, because, while she was still fully aware of her surrounding and didn't have any change in sensations, her body relaxed involuntarily and her arms felt like they were full of sand - too heavy to lift. She watched the screen as if it were happening to someone else, until she felt him touch her.
She expected a speculum, but instead he pulled out a drawer below her exposed womanly parts. He pulled a thick nozzle from the wall he could reach from his stool and she was surprised to see that it was connected to two stiff rubber hoses, adhered together, that he was able to pull towards her while its other end stayed within the wall. The doctor gave some information about what he was doing, but his English was somewhat limited so the communications were brief. "You need to be clean after your cycle," was the gist of it and took the nozzle, dabbed it with some lubricant and pushed it against the opening of her vagina. If she could had prevented or resisted its entrance, she would have, but the sedative had removed any notion of that. The nozzle was wide and the doctor had to apply pressure to push it past her outer and inner lips. He pressed a button on the side of the exam table to widen the angle of the stirrups, opening her up farther and allowing the hoses to stretch her vaginal walls enough to push it all the way inside her. He put his hand on the outside of her pelvis to guide it and so he could tell when it was deep enough.
Once he was satisfied with its position, he used straps, wrapped around her thighs, to hold it in place and tapped it a few time to be sure it was secured. Each tap resonated inside her and she felt the pressure of the girth. It was uncomfortable and she felt a tear roll down her cheek. The doctor held down a button on the wall and she felt cool liquid pumping against her cervix from the left side of the nozzle. He pressed the palm of his hand against her pelvis to gauge her fullness and the sensation shot waves of pain throughout her body. He pressed another button and she felt a gentle sucking sensation from the right side of the nozzle which stopped when he released the button. He alternated buttons, first pushing liquid into her and then vacuuming it back out.