Whips and chains command them in such a violent manner, you would wonder what they really have in mind you don't really know.
The dark haired woman lit a cigarette in the wistful cold chambers. Her field of vision was clouded with rich dark smoke, the same smoke that filled her lungs as she inhaled and exhaled throughout, her body quivering so. She licked her dry cracking lips over a bit coquettishly and wondered on what would happen next, the smooth leather laying forgotten in the palm of her hands. Toying with it subconsciously--she glanced over at the mirror puffing up aggressively with a little snarl and giggled; a shake of the head ensuing. Her silhouette was cast on the backboards of the long slender maple bed that she sat upon, leaning into the velvet lined mattress; hands imprinted against it; the whip swung down following the outline of her thighs; draped and swinging pathetically over the edge of the bed.
Certain repetitive thoughts filled her mind, they always came, always. Right before she would begin. There was no avoiding the sweet but sick nostalgia that hit her in her bones, tears ran down her cheeks and she sniffled. Gasping for breath--feeling more bereft than ever in the constricting room--it shrank and shrank around her--the walls made her want to suffocate. The cigarette slammed into the glass ash tray with a twisted grinding; pulverizing it down to nothing but a flimsy smoking debris. Coughing and waving her arms about to get rid of whatever smoke was left around her--cursing at herself for smoking when she knew she shouldn't. She couldn't help herself, it felt euphoric.
The ticking of a clock in the corner woke her to her senses--tock,tock,tock. Five more minutes. Warmth spread out between her legs--her nipples hardened--that tingly feeling invaded her entirely. The thoughts hadn't left, they never left, not until she begun, not until she was in her own world, her own universe. She was Queen, she was ruler. When others were her servants, her playthings.
The nervousness that was once there was dissipating into bursts of excitement, in wanting to meet up with her, she would come tonight. She, she, she. Tock, tick, tick.
Standing aback she tugged at her leather skirt and fixed her hair, giddy now, forgetting the melancholy thoughts that plagued her before a scene. Questionable thoughts--who am I? what am I doing here? what do you want out of life?
Life be damned it was time to play. She tossed the whip aside, forgetting she till clung to it between her knuckles fiercely and protectively. Opening the door wide, heading passed the spacious living room, and letting her guest in.