*Alias's POV*
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
All I could hear was my brain cursing me with every step to the playroom. The thud of my heartbeat rang through my ears. Why am I so damn nervous?
I looked at Kane and relief washed over me, reminding me this could be the best thing I ever tried.
Or the worst.
Damn anxiety. Always shows up at the worst time, no matter how positive I want to be. I want to do well. I want to enjoy this. I don't want to force it though. Just relax, Alias.
Kane squeezed my hand reassuringly before stopping in front of the door. I smiled at him, nervously, might I add.
"You're absolutely sure about this?" He asked me compassionately.
"Don't ask me that!" I giggled, "I'm sure but don't let me think about it too long."
"I'm just checking," He chuckled, "If things get overwhelming, just talk to me, Alias. It's just me and you, no need to be so worried. From the time we start to the time we stop, you are my priority. Your comfortability, your happiness, and your pleasure are my main focus. Just remember no matter what, every command is in your best interest. Your obedience will give you the greatest rewards, but should you need to stop, I will start aftercare immediately."
"Yes, Sir," I smirked at him, feeling the pressure fade away.
"After you, sweetheart," He opened the door for me, motioning me inside. I gulped silently before stepping into the playroom.
I stopped immediately. What do I do? Where do I go? The anxiety that faded was already back.
"Follow me," Kane stated as he walked ahead of me. His voice was different, more seriousness in his tone. I obeyed, walking behind him, thankful he was providing directions.
Kane plopped down in a large cushioned chair, slouching comfortably. He must want me in his lap. I took a few steps toward him. He raised his foot, keeping me a distance away and shot me a stern look, followed by a slight head shake of disapproval. I bit my lip nervously, waiting for his instructions.
"Take off your bra," He commanded gently, yet sternly.
"I-.."
"Quietly," He cut me off before I could speak. Probably for the best, I was ready to start rambling to buy myself some time. I shouldn't be this nervous, but I wanted to please him desperately.
Hesitantly, I reached around behind me and unfastened my bra. I caught it with my arms, suddenly shy of letting Kane see my breasts, as if he hadn't seen them a few times now. His reaction let me know I shouldn't do that, so I relaxed my arms and slid the straps down my arms slowly. The cold air hit my nipples, causing them to immediately perk up. The smirk creeping up in the corner of his lips let me know he noticed as well. He studied my body for a minute before speaking his next command.
"Take off your panties," He smirked devilishly, his eyes turning a dark shade of blue.
I reached down, unclasping the clips on my stockings. I hooked my index finger on the sides of my panties and took a deep breath before sliding them down my legs.
"Keep them on," Kane instructed, "I quite like the stockings and belt. You will keep them on the remainder of the time."
Suddenly, my core tingled with anticipation. Oh will I? I smirked to myself, biting my tongue. Anxiety slipped away as lust set in. Kane was looking at me expectantly. Oh, right.
"Yes, Sir," I smirked, letting the 'sir' roll sexily off my tongue.
"Come here," He motioned with his eyes for me to step towards him, and I did.
"Kneel," He smirked slightly as he instructed me. Slowly, I lowered myself to my knees, dropping my head, and resting my eyes on his shoes.
He leaned forward in the chair and reached out to stroke my hair lightly. My body relaxed at his touch, a familiar comfort began to set in as I remembered he always takes care of me. His fingers trailed from my hair, running softly down my cheek then to the center of my chest until he landed cupping my right breast delicately. He circled it lightly, teasingly. Shivers ran through my body as he barely touched my nipple. I whimpered lightly, wanting more than he was giving. He lightly pinched my nipple in response, causing me to gasp. When my eyes met his, there was a look I didn't recognize- a cross between lust and utter control. He looked at me with so much desire, yet barely showed that with his actions. While looking in my eyes, he repeated the same motions with my left breast, teasing around my nipple delicately. I arched my back a little, hoping he would apply more pressure. Instead, a devilish smirk spread across his lips.
"Stand," He said simply. I lift my hands and used his knees for support as I stood slowly. He raised an eyebrow curiously, and I couldn't help shoot him a seductive smile as our eyes remained locked on each other.
"Go to the edge of the bed," He motioned with his head towards the bed behind me.
I turned slowly and turned to face him as I sat down on the edge. This wasn't so bad after all. I waited patiently for him to come over to me, but he didn't. Instead, he gave me a look- something between disapproval and amusement.
"I did something wrong?" I bit my lip nervously.
"No," He chuckled, "But I didn't tell you to sit."
I shot him a nervous smile as I realized my mistake. I started to stand, but he stopped me.
"That's alright, I can position you from there," He smirked.