Caution: Contains violence, and male abuse. Also contains a submissive male with a very small penis. Please don't read if you find this offensive or if it does not interest you.
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I stepped into the pristine waiting room and tried to calm myself as I listened to the elevator music and focused on the pictures hanging on the walls of ocean shores and gentle rolling landscapes. It was my first time going to a psychiatrist and my palms were sweating and my heart was beating fast.
At 38 years old, I was on top of the world as Associate VP of Finance at a local University, but my aptitude for numbers did not equate with my meager social skills, and I could count on one hand the number of times I had been sexual with a woman, and it was leading to depression. I had to do something about it, which led me to Dr. Rachel Needleman.
I was leafing through a past issue of Time magazine when the door to her office opened. It was a double door which indicated it was soundproof for the privacy of her clients. The first thing I noticed was the size of this woman. She had to be 5'11" and weigh a solid 175 pounds. I couldn't detect any excess weight on her, just solid flesh and a large bone structure.
I had to look up from my 5'4" and felt dwarfed by my 135 pounds, and when she shook my small hand in greeting, I thought she would crush my fingers in a vicelike grip. The other thing I noticed about this woman is that she was very young, at about 26, and incredibly beautiful.
The combination of her beauty, strength and superior education had me immediately intimidated and when she ushered me into her office, I entered with a little trepidation. I stood beside an overstuffed chair, not knowing where she wanted me.
"Please have a seat Mr. Andrews."
I did as instructed and was mesmerized as Dr. Needleman took a seat opposite me and slowly crossed her shapely muscular legs. Her beautiful auburn hair was pulled back into a loose bun and she wore a pair a wire rimed glasses, which she slowly removed. Her beautiful hazel eyes bore into me as she wordlessly studied me for a good minute and a half.
My eyes went from the floor, to the window, to the ceiling, and occasionally stole a glance at the beautiful Amazon before me She had a silk blouse with a slit from the bottom of her neck to the top of her full bountiful breasts. The sleeves came halfway down her biceps and it was evident that she worked out since the biceps and forearms were large and very well defined.
"You seem a little nervous Mr. Andrews."
I wrung my hands and looked at the floor and gave a nervous little laugh. "I..I guess I am Doctor. I've never been to a therapist before."
"Well take a couple deep breaths and just try and relax and why don't you start by telling me a little bit about your problem and why you are here."
I slowly started talking, and in fifteen minutes had spewed out my life's story, ending with the fact that I was a failure with women, and the loneliness was torturing me.
There was a pause as I finished spilling my guts, then I was shocked when the young doctor told me to stand and remove my clothes.
I must have looked at her like she had grown a second head, and gave a self conscious laugh, saying "You're not serious are you."
"I'm very serious Mr. Andrews. Please place your clothes over on the couch while I get some things to conduct a physical exam. She instantly rose and moved into a room off the main room as I stood to remove my clothes.
I was able to get down to my jockey shorts just as she returned carrying an exam stool, a box of plastic gloves and a tube of KY jelly.
"All of your clothes Mr. Andrews."
I had to keep reminding myself that this young strong Goddess was an MD and she had seen many men naked, but the most humiliating part was that she had probably never seen a man as small as me. Unaroused, I was no more that ¾ of an inch so it was all I could do not to bring my hands in front of my small member as I slid my shorts over my legs and tossed them on the couch.
"Please return to your chair Mr. Andrews."
I walked around trying to hide both my small penis and my bare buttocks and began so sit once again.
"Instead of sitting on your buttocks Mr. Andrews, I want you to straddle the chair with a leg over each of the arms so you are spread like a "V".
All I could think of was 'My God, what is she doing to me?' I tried to object but she gave a heavy sigh and the exasperation in her voice as she told me to cooperate, which caused me to quickly move naked to the chair and straddle it as instructed.
I was totally exposed to this beautiful woman and as she drew the small stool up and sat, it caused her short skirt to ride up revealing her sheer panty covered pussy. I felt cool air licking at the spread cheeks of my buttocks and although I felt totally exposed and vulnerable, the closeness of this beautiful woman made my cock grow to its full three inches.
Dr. Needleman moved closer to my tiny cock and I could almost feel her warm breath as she took my small member between her two fingers and spoke.
"You're a very small man Mr. Andrews."
I wanted to crawl in a hole and die, and my little penis quickly shrunk back to its 1 ½ inches and I moved my legs over the arms and let my ass fall back into the chair.
Suddenly Dr. Needleman flew into an uncontrollable rage and flung me face first over one of the arms of the chair, pulled my arm painfully up my back and began delivering hard painful spanks across my buttocks.
She seemed to regain control of herself after 15 hard spanks left my sensitive cheeks aching, and almost in tears I returned to my spread eagled position at her command.
"You will do as you are told Mr. Andrews as long as I am your therapist. Understood?"
I couldn't see how this was intended to bring me out of the funk I was in, but I meekly replied "Yes ma'am" and waited for her to once again sit between my legs on the stool.
Pushing herself up closer to me she took my small member once again between her fingers and turned it up and down and left and right. "I see by the looseness of your skin that you masturbate quite frequently. I would estimate at least twice a day."
My face flushed as if I was a naughty boy caught playing with himself by his strict mother.